Nope, it was not a laughing matter at all. It is a grave matter in the sense that I recently figured my GPA from a precise GPA calculator. I have no words as usual, which simply means that I have not changed or not changed much.

This is a really big sigh as it is my mid-semester exams currently and I am trying to study and look at what I am doing? Hahaha... I recall that I went out to see my Indian brother for a least three times in my first week and went out twice in the second week. At least I went to a 20 girls party and I was the only guy. Achievement unlocked. Though, it is not a real achievement as I did not use that chance to improve my social skills which is detrimental. Hais. But, I had a good BBQ just two days ago with my homies that I really treasure. Definitely, I am not showing that treasure them but I am definitely trying, just not harder enough to show a difference. I hope we still remain as it is lasting more than it should, thought concurrently there are signs of a slow death already. :(

Getting back to what I am doing right now. I am studying comms, one of the few subjects that I feel is lowkey weak in. What a youngster language that I am using. Okay, I will remind myself to avoid using too much of my own language.

Take care, my imaginary friends. Loneliness kills.

PS: And this was written from yesterday's study at the Cold Croom

Now on today's not so juicy blog. I have created a letterboxd account, like finally??? And, my goal on that site is to write a review, every time that I have logged in a movie. The time now is 1750, about to continue my study on anat after I have finished typing this. Incidentally, this has been on my mind for quite some weeks already. Should I buy the growth book? Picture is shown below.

Thanks for reading even though I have observed that no one is reading hahaha. (Yeah, I do know that I am typing in English in a Japanese site). Ciaos and remember to have faith in yourself as I am struggling too.

It has been an okay day I guess? It is quite boring in the sense that I have only accomplished like one item from my five wishlists. I do not think it is really progressive but at least I caught this movie, 'Oppai Volleyball' which is very original and I liked it. Of course, I had to filter in that 'Japanese are so open to this kinky stuff'. Overall, I must say the day has been sailing okay. It is okay just like every day, which equivalents to 'sian'.

I will try again tomorrow after badminton. Afterwards, I will find my friend and just spend some bits of time there I guess, hopefully not wandering there for too long. 

It was a good attempt of getting everyone to do shit together like we are supposed to. I really do think it will happen as long as we have sheer determination and perseverance then we will do it. I really do hope so. I am going to read my book and not trying to study another module. It is crazy, it really is. I must within these ten days if not I will eventually break my promise, which I guess this is my motivation factor, to prove everyone wrong and getting a girl huh.

Okay, thanks for reading and hope this would not be seen hahaha.

Day's summary:

Woke up at 10am and realised I procrastinated and had breakfast all the way until 12pm. From there I started and then ended close to 1.30pm on my Anat. So far I have procrastinated all the way until right now, 8.46pm oh god. Not a good sign either. Sigh. Watched a movie, saw a familiar reviewer on a familiar website on the movie. Say what? He(1) could not do his editing either. I don't know if she(1) has finished her essay too. Kind of an unproductive day then.