https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja I'm bored ... once again. nothing has happened at all.
I need some sugar and spice in my life !! XDDDD (TωT)
Constant studying is beginning to take its toll but it will all be worth it !!
I'm staying with a friend for the weekend .... I hope its gonna be fun ≧(´▽｀)≦

I'll try update more often ... i feel like i've neglected this blog ..

Anyway ... PEACE OUT !! (*^-^)b ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10860099615.html Wed, 13 Apr 2011 06:32:33 +0900 anyway with all the stuff that has been going on I thought I should blog about it xD
It was my mother's birthday on Monday *gasps* so old xD Naah just a joke she's only 40 xD
then preliminary exams at school which I failed one of them ( OH NOES ) and got poor grades for the others.
Recently people have been saying I've changed a lot. I can't see a noticeable change which somewhat disconcerts me. I know for a fact that I've been becoming increasingly distant, which is most probably due to stress and my high workload at the moment. So I've also became increasingly paranoid. maybe due to the same reason. So I'm saying this once and once only. I'm sorry for not being who you want me to be. I'm sorry that I'm not living up to everyone's expectations. I will take my own road in life and I will live my life the way i want it to.

I do not wish to talk about this any further because I'll just end up picking out my flaws and become more uncomfortable with who I am. *Glares at certain someone who has a habit of not dropping topics of conversation* ... You know who you are.

Hindsight is a mockery of your failures, nothing more.


Sorry you can't define me
Sorry I break the mold
Sorry that I speak my mind
Sorry I don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it
...Sorry I come too real
I will never hide what I really feel

Huh, so here it is
No hype, no glass, no pretense
Just me
Stripped

Sorry if I ain't perfect
Sorry I don't give a shit
Sorry I ain't a diva
Sorry I just know what I want
Sorry I'm a virgin
Sorry I'm not a slut
I won't let you break me
You can think what you want

Peace out ('-^*)/ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10855060432.html Fri, 08 Apr 2011 06:50:53 +0900
hahaha xD im too excited for this thing :L im such a child :P

but i think immaturity is under-rated. People expect everyone to be mature.
WHERE'S THE FUN IN THAT ??(*^o^*)

Anywhoooo back to the subject !

im not getting much for christmas this year * insert aww here *
but that because we've had SO much snow that its basically fucked everything up
delivery wise. so all the things that we've ordered on the internet won't come until around late january -_-'

but i need my The GazettE DVDs !!! D: and my guitar book :L i need i need i need !:L ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10745062343.html Thu, 23 Dec 2010 04:09:36 +0900 Hasn't it been long ??
My apologies for the lack of blogging (ﾉ_-｡)
I have had SO MUCH homework it's unbelievable
I was up till 4am writing 2 english essays, 3 biology questions, maths homework,
6 lots of chemistry homework and a modern studies past paper -_-'
It's hard work trying to gain A's in every subject y'know.

But it's okay !! i got 100% in my biology test last week !!! and the week before !!
（‐＾▽＾‐）
But yea in Scotland I need to get five A's at Higher level AT LEAST to get into
medical school :P It's hard going.
If i dont get into medical school i can always try and get to study law.

But yea because of this i have been like a zombie the past few weeks and it's beginning to take it's toll on me.
I'll try my best to update a little more regularly ... but NO PROMISES !!

Sayonara my lovelies

Peace out ('-^*)/

xxx ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10662077907.html Wed, 29 Sep 2010 05:58:31 +0900
I am officially going to kill Sean Batty ( the weatherman ) -_-'
He said there was going to be a meteor shower around 11pm-12pm .....
Ehmm .... Im sorry but i was out in my garden till 1.30am and i saw NOTHING !!!
(｡・ε・｡) so evil.
So i wasted 4 hours in my garder last night when i could have been sleeping :P

Peace out my dearies x
('-^*)/
]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10618799978.html Fri, 13 Aug 2010 22:38:44 +0900 Anyway Someone said something to me earlier on in the day ... and i dont know if
it was intentional or not to hurt me but it did.
Why couldnt he just have kept his mouth shut?? But no, he went and told someone i've only met once ... and cant even speak the same language as them ... he's wayy too old for me ... and he lives half way across the world that i like him.
Okay, yeah i thought he was darned good looking, but fancy them ?? No way!
Cant i lust after someone without wanting to have a relationship with him ! and whats worse is that i have to meet the "crush" next Friday !!
And Whats even worse !! My so called "friend" started saying that i never get picked for good oppertunities within Taekwondo because im too hyper and dont take anything seriously ! Am i not allowed to be myself?? am i not allowed to have fun while being serious about it ?? I dont know. But of course being told that i have to act mature and start to be serious about my passion is quite Derogative ! Just because he gets everything ! just because he's the bloody teachers pet !! im not putting up with it !!
Should i just quit Taekwondo? since i feel like im going nowhere and have been TOLD by my "FRIEND" that im completely useless at it ? i dont know the answer to thateither.
Maybe the Meteor Shower tonight will lift my spirits ...

Peace out x ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10618089359.html Fri, 13 Aug 2010 05:20:29 +0900 Today was ... eventful.
My parents are fighting. Why? Why can't everyone just get along with one another ?
It frustrates me. We need to live life. We need to cherish it and love it.
Not waste our time arguing over every miniscule thing! Make the most of it becausesooner or later you're gonna regret it. I'm only 16 and have wayy too many regretsfor my liking.ヽ(`Д´)ノ
So whenever things get tough, take a deep breath. Think of all the happy things which have happened to you and smile.
Just Smile And There's Nothing You Can't Overcome, my lovelies.
Until my next rant my dear roses
Peace out x ('-^*)/
]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10592781517.html Sat, 17 Jul 2010 05:15:10 +0900 Now im not terrible in the kitchen .... but im not exactly Gordon Ramsay either ..So the end product of my kitchen adventures are 3 epic bacon sandwiches (which my mom and sister loved ), burn marks all over my arms and face and a messy kitchen with grease and oil over EVERY wall ... please do not ask me how that happened ...because i have no idea (^O^)
In conclusion, my dear roses ... do not ask me to cook :P

On another random thought, have any of you ever moved around and heard the content of your tummy move around ?? It sounds like sloshing water ... =/

Anywho ...
PEACE OUT ('-^*)/ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10592368797.html Fri, 16 Jul 2010 19:19:33 +0900 So on sunday i went into the city with helen and saw "The Twilight Saga: Eclipse" it was pretty damned good considering the last two were complete bollocks :S
And of course there were some flaws ... like not even five minutes into the film they were snogging the pants off each other -_-'. Helen shall torment me for the rest of my life about that. I look forward to it Helen :L
Later we went to a japanese restaurant called Ichiban. Its hard to think that i used to HATE japanese food while now im obsessing over it ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ
The portion sizes were HUGE although i did manage to eat most of it. My eyes are bigger than my belly i swear (^O^)
I must say the tea was damned amazing :L i mean, a flower blooming inside a wine glass full of hot water :P was epic (＝⌒▽⌒＝)
Then on Tuesday i went into town with Stacey, Nicole and Amy. That was a laugh. i swear people have an obsession with my ass ... yea im talking to you stacey and amy (^∇^)
Hmm i done more .... but i wont bore you with all the details of my life :D
Talk later
PEACE OUT ('-^*)/ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ai-gazerock/entry-10591654933.html Thu, 15 Jul 2010 22:32:11 +0900