https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja Aloha guys.

I just thought that I need to write here about my feeling.

I've been happy of course; however, sometimes I feel like dying for something that i never know.

Also, I've been thinking these days how my life has changed since 2 years.
Every time when i talk with a person who is first time to see me, one asks me that did you speak english before I come here. Of course, I didn't. I tell one that when I came here, I couldn't speak English at all, which is true. Talking with new friends is a great opportunity for me. Because I have the best boyfriend, I have this opportunity. I'm always thankful for him to give me that and my parents to support me living here in Hawaii.

if I didn't have an opportunity that I am here in Hawaii, I am not who i am now.
If I couldn't speak English like now, I couldn't have a boyfriend like my baby because the necessary thing for relationship is communication. i am really glad to speak English and know who i am.

..... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-12020390413.html Wed, 29 Apr 2015 16:19:21 +0900
Aloha guys :)
It has been a whole to post.
I've been happy recently :)
My boy makes me happy that's why ♡

I've lived in Hawaii for a year and 4 months, which is awesome and super nice.
I mean I experienced a lot of good and bad things.
It makes me stronger and stronger.

But this summer was fucking junk you know...
I had been bitch before I met my bf.
My boy made me realize that it was not good for me.
Also, I lost some friends who were with me until this summer.


I realized that a family "O'hana" is the best.
I miss them for sure, but they always support and help me.
Mahalo always giving me a lot of Aloha.
The good thing is that no more homesick just I miss them.


Actually I'll go back to Japan on December 21st to January 13rd.
Because of SEIJINSHIKI !!
I will be able to see my besties ♡
Wait for me and prepare for enjoying just 3 weeks :)

Anyways....
I'll go to North Shore tomorrow morning to cursing :p



I give you guys Aloha when I go back to Japan :))


Mahalo♡
]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11953104595.html Sun, 16 Nov 2014 16:59:16 +0900
Finally I realized that the f**kin damn person is me.
Fuck myself.


How have i been these days ?
I should live my own life and make myself happy.
So damn.

I'm sorry myself because I've been just shit.
I gained weight a lots; in other words, I look so damn.

Ah I don't know what to do.

But i know what to do.


何でこんなクソなんだろう。皆は夢に向かってさ
バイトして金貯めて勉強して遊んでうまくやってってるのに。
恋愛だ？ふざけてる、何中心に生きてんだよ。
何で逃げてるの？くそくらえ。
自分の為に生きなきゃじゃんか。自分を愛することから始めよう。


I promise that I love myself. 8/8/2014


]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11907242074.html Sat, 09 Aug 2014 15:14:14 +0900 I though I can't pass because I totally lost confidence this semester.
However, I don't wanna take this class again and I also tried my best even thought I had a bad condition :)


That's why I don't need to go to KCC so I'm going to the BEACH !!

I love ENGLISH: I wanna learn English more.
I've improved my English skills since when I came here in Hawaii because I've tried to study harder and I don't wanna waste time and opportunities.
Hopefully I wanna learn English with my family, which means that I wanna live with family in Hawaii LOL
In fact, this is impossible and I should go back to Japan asap.
Actually I don't know how long it take to learn English, which should be looong time.
I will never forget that my family always encourage me.


Anyway I will get a tattoo before fall semester.



Bye. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11903474985.html Sat, 02 Aug 2014 03:21:19 +0900 These days there are a few crazy guys around me.
I mean my ex is silly silly monkey :( and my professor is bitch.

Tomorrow I will know my nest semester's class.
Ah it makes me nervous.

BUT All EXAMS ARE DONE ♡


I'm f**kin happy!!!




I don't wanna know my English skill's level.
Seriously,,,,





bye
]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11902613685.html Thu, 31 Jul 2014 12:53:01 +0900
It was long distance and so hard.
When I came here I couldn't speak English at all...
that's why I didn't have many friends.
BUT now I have many awesome friends !

I did something bad stuff but actually I studied harder because I was bull shit.

Fortunately I could improve my English skills, which is not still enough.

I've not decided my future yet; however, I learned something difficult stuff for my life.
For instance, now I can do house working like cleaning up room and cooking..whatever.

Also, I learned relationships that is necessary when I can't do things by my self and people who make my motivation maintain. Umm..but I don't think " I want many friends!!" .
Because It might lead to a problem right ? :(

By the way, I've not typed for long time because I have final exams for next semester.
Today I took a writing test then I guess I could.
Last night I fought with my final take home essay for long time.
Next wednesday all exam will finish and also I can know my English level.

Actually I don't know how much my English skill improved because this semester's professor is absolutely damn. He makes me depressed and have negative thinking even though I have positive mind.


Oh I met some silly motherfuckers :) I will never meet them ;)




Um.. this semester is almost done ! then I will do body boarding and dancing.
Oh hopefully I will get a tattoo asap !




see you :) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11901569312.html Tue, 29 Jul 2014 10:56:33 +0900
Ah I have a lots of exams recently. Fuck this shit.
I have a headache and running nose. sucks.

I don't have a confidence for.....
actually I don't know about them.
But we are best friends in Japan even thought Im here in Hawaii.
Our problem is just times different right ?
I love u guys.



Im lack of sleep probably.


I gave up him because of play boy.
But still I like u.


mom gonna come one week later.
I cannot wait but.....hehehe nvm.

Have a great day u guys.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11844373203.html Thu, 08 May 2014 02:25:39 +0900
Hey guys
I have a couple news.
First, I can take higher level class on summer semester.
Second, he came to my house /////
Finally, my mom gonna come here soon!!

ah Im so happy right now.

En I was long time no talk with my nursery friend.


These days I have a lot of exams for the end of semester.
soo tired en lazy. But I can keep my mind because of my friends!
Thank u a lots.


Oh en finally i moved to the new house!
Im so cozy.


hehehe
]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11835546085.html Mon, 28 Apr 2014 04:24:07 +0900
I was super busy thats y I could not...
because last week mid-term exam finished en
I hanged out with ma friends a lots en went bodyboard :)


Happy news!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ma Mom en Koya gonna come here in Hawaii on May!!!!
I cannot believe!!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!

HMMMMMMM so happy

But I have to lose my weight ....its sucks lol ]]> https://ameblo.jp/akane-nikaido/entry-11808276846.html Sun, 30 Mar 2014 04:11:32 +0900

I need rest because ma roommate was f**kin damn
I wanna leave ma house.
I hate her. I don't wanna see her face because her face is scared for me.




I like him so much that like painful...

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