https://ameblo.jp/antuu/ Not so silently judging you since the birth of time ja-jp https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12383725904.html "To know the devil you are you must remember the devil you used to be" - Lucifer Morningstar The past three weeks were kind of interesting. I've enjoyed the first part of my Summer holiday and I went to Milan for one week of total relax, good food, s 2018-06-14T20:22:38+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12367443486.html I'm keeping too much to myself lately. My thoughts are rotting out inside my brain and I guess they're infecting it too. I've been thinking a lot lately, way too much than usual. We all know I'm a natural born procrastinator, so that says a lot. That 2018-04-11T02:01:35+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12275978140.html When in doubt for a title, pick a random Chris Cornell's song's title. Especially when the post's about Chris Cornell.Chris Cornell left this level of consciousness last night.I'm not sure I can put into words how I'm feeling at the moment. How I fel 2017-05-19T08:46:46+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12209022390.html Empathy is a gift and I've been blessed with it for a few years now. I was not understanding, patient, able to actually understand and feel what people around me felt. In fact, until my late twenties I was the coldest piece of shit ice you can imagin 2016-10-12T19:37:53+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12194960622.html So many things have changed since the last time I wrote here. There was storm, shit storm, and then sun. And then storm again. And then sun again. Like a rollercoaster, or just like what you can call Summer in Scandinavia. As usual, problems like to 2016-08-30T00:07:02+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12167090607.html "From your Facebook blablabla". I get this a lot. "From your Facebook you hate the world", "From your Facebook you're a mean bitch and proud of it", "From your Facebook I'd never tell you're shy", "From your Facebook I see you're a model", "From your 2016-06-03T22:35:32+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12158444921.html So yesterday I went on a date after a long time. We went to this Stock Sales thing with all Finnish brands and shops and independent designers selling samples and stuff at super discounted prices, my date bought me a new kick ass leather bag ("I want 2016-05-09T01:25:50+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12142496080.html I'd like to say in the four months I haven't written not even a tiny note in here my life changed dramatically for the (well, as I perceive it) better. I'd like to say I won the lottery, got ridiculously blonde and goodlooking with a super toned top 2016-03-24T02:12:54+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12097006046.html I've been studying these people's behaviour when it comes to human relationships for a while now, it's interesting. It's basically the opposite of what I'm used to. Especially concerning relationships between men and women, I'm going crazy, it's so i 2015-11-18T18:16:29+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/antuu/entry-12094867658.html DROPSThe box of misfortune shines in the same colours as alwaysWhen held up to the moonI clutch the same old fleetingness to my chestAnd breathe a sigh mingled with darknessTo put it franklyWhy is it that we’re born and then head to our death?Hanging 2015-11-12T21:27:46+09:00