https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/ I LOVE PURPLE!!~~~ ja Lol, I forgot to tell you all that I've changed my blog url. You can visit my blog at www.freakishh.blogspot.com aites (o^-')b

Till here then~~
]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10156154527.html Sat, 25 Oct 2008 21:58:24 +0900 So how are you all doing? Good? You could say I'm in a good state too. Hehe so am currently reading City of Bones. Gosh, I LOVE that story so much. It's much much better than Twilight. Thanks Zeke for recommending that book to me (*^.^*)

Lol before I forget, I would like to wish you all SELAMAT HARI RAYA~~ Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Hehe hope you guys forgive me for the wrongdoings that I did whether it's intentional or unintentional. Lol, do forgive me yaw (*^▽^*)

Anyway, I was bored yesterday. So I logged on to my msn like usual. And..Cracked up when I saw Wan's personal message. LOL

Wan - delivering pizza in red light district area...not good...uncle only wear his underw......

I was laughing my ass off when I read that. Haha it must be an enjoyable sight eh Wan? Muahahaha. Moral of the story? Don't work as a delivery guy. Lol.

Anyway, my friend, Ari is backk! Haha, I miss chatting with him (≡^∇^≡) but he said, he has to go back to camp tomorrow. Same goes for my brother (ﾉ_-｡) I pity for you guys. But it's okay. Only 2 more years left. Haha.

I still can't believe tomorrow is Raya. Hmm, so I'll be wearing my new purple baju kurung then. Huhu. I better go now as I don't know what to blog about anymore.

Till here then~~






]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10145790690.html Tue, 30 Sep 2008 22:40:18 +0900 Hm another song to share. It's called to believe again. It's a chinese song. Here are the translations.

Too many memories
Happened in that summer
It should be full of sunshine
But it was raining in your eyes.

Those beautiful past that
We thought we had forgotten
Was growing on us slowly

If you are willing
To believe again
That I love you
I won't disappoint you

We should not go too close to each other
We always realize after quarreling
That it's the summer that made us lose our temper

Perhaps we were too stubborn
Or perhaps I cared for you too much
That's why I won't let go of you

If you are willing
To believe again
That I love you
I won't disappoint you
I'm still here
in this stubborn summer
There's storm and rain
Sunshine spreading on.

If nothing could be stopped
I could understand it
I will do my best to give happiness to you
If you wish to have it

I don't know what
You are feeling
Not that I don't know why
You are feeling like this
If you wish..

P.S : I didn't know I will feel this way after losing you. I must've loved you wholeheartedly then.

Till here then~~
]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10141365572.html Fri, 19 Sep 2008 22:37:24 +0900 Another post. I decided to blog again because I'm bored and it's because of something. And I'm not fine. Hope by typing this will make me feel better and I'm not gonna say what's wrong with me. Let you all think by yourself.

Sighs, why am I behaving this way? There's only one answer. It's back.It's back.It's back and it's haunting me and tearing me up.

]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10138961244.html Sat, 13 Sep 2008 23:00:27 +0900 Hm, sometimes when I read people's blog about how happy they are with their partners, there is an envy feeling in my heart. Sighs.

I wish there was still us. I wish we were still together. I wish, we could turn back time and realised our mistakes, I wish there was nothing wrong with us. I wish, I wish and I wish. And the list goes on.

Hmm this entry is getting more depressing. I better go now before I write more nonsense stuffs that I should not write about. Got to go (ﾉ_･｡)

Till here then~~


]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10138787806.html Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:39:53 +0900 So today, my good friend Ari went to NS. Huhu take care while you are there okay? Am gonna miss chatting with you talking about crazy stuffs on msn ('-^*)/

Okay move on, in the evening just now, I went to iftar with my S4G07 just now. Even though there were absentees among us, I felt very happy and excited when I saw them. Lol and some of them are even shocked when they saw me wearing short skirt. Lol in the past, skirt and Sakinah did not click at all. But nowadays, alhamdulillah it looks okay on me

Afterwards, Naimah, Amirah(s) and I went to the gothic shop. But we did not stay long as the shop was closing down at that time. As we had no idea where to go, we went to Bugis Street to search for the other S4G07 girls. Lol, while searching, Amirah bought this pretty white shoes for Hari Raya while I bought a dress! Yup! A very cheap dress! It's only $5 :*:・(￣∀￣)・:*: That's the cheapest clothes I've ever bought. Lol even though Amirah said it looks like a wedding gown, I still don't mind about that. Because the first time I laid my eyes on that dress, I'm already in love with it Lol.

After that, we went to Bugis Junction to eat some ice cream. As there were no suitable places for us to eat the ice cream, we when to the Bugis Junction's staircase and chilled there for a while. Lol, after we finished it, we couldnt wait to go home as we were too lethargic. But there was a problem. The door that we entered from was locked! It was an auto lock door I guess. Thank goodness there was another door which could open and thus, we made our way to the basement to catch on the MRT.

While on our way there, LOL I saw Chewy Junior and I thought it's not halal. But when I looked back, there is a halal sign on it. Omg, i was so excited till I told Naimah and Amirah that I wanna buy it. So we ended up buying it and shared it among the four of us. Just wanna tell you it taste like HEAVEN~~~
Seriously. The muslims out there should try it. Lol!

Oh! And before I go, I would like to share a new song to you all (^ε^)♪ My friend Eean, recommended this song to me. Thanks Eean! I'm in lurvee with it now. The title is yesterday By Leona Lewis. Here are the lyrics :


I just cant believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When i see if the sun will rise
In the way that you're by my side

Oooo where we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

 They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes
I never believed it until now
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

 They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Coz in my mind we had so much time
But i was so wrong
No I can believe me i can still find the strengh in The moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

Somehow, this song makes me remember about the past. Hmm.

Till here then~~

]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10138617350.html Sat, 13 Sep 2008 01:30:46 +0900 Here I am, blogging again, about my all time favourite song. The title is It's not Over By Chris Daughtry. I know it's an old song but I am still in love with it though . Here are the lyrics

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah, yeah
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
Its not over

Huhu, I'm off now!

Till here then~~


]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10137447869.html Wed, 10 Sep 2008 00:12:00 +0900 At last, My Pw is done! Hehe I'm so happy! But on the other hand, there are too many tests this week I am so lazy to study you know. There are tests for the whole week except for Wednesday. This is so troublesome Lol, I'm supposed to be studying right now but alas, I've decided to procrastinate a bit Hopefully, after this, I'll start studying straight away

Anyway, I don't like the school system It is unfair you know. I mean, why can't we go back after we finish our studies or after we perform our prayers? Hmph. We still have to go back like the usual time. So unfairrrr. Hmph.
Moving on~ My purpose of blogging today is to share a new song that I like. The title of the song is What About Now. And here are the lyrics

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Lol, I better go now before I waste too much time doing unnecessary things. I'll blog again when I'm free

Till here then~~


]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10137061240.html Tue, 09 Sep 2008 00:15:31 +0900 Whee~ this is my second post for today. I know it sounds crazy and I'm supposed to do my pw but I can't resist the temptation to blog. Lol, I find myself exxxtra lazyyy to do my pw. Even though the due date is just a few days away, I can still procrastinate and take my own sweet time. Gosh, I must start working from now! Hope after blogging, I'll start working on it straight away. Hehe.

So my mum has bought our clothes for Hari Raya! Whee~ I'm excited because its color is my favourite!! Hehe can't wait to wear it on Hari Raya (*＾ー＾)ノ Lol, I must be crazy thinking about Raya while my work is still undone (^_^;) Hehe. I hope Hari Raya this year will be fun.

Till here then~~

P.S : Just forget Me. Forget Me. Forget Me.


]]> https://ameblo.jp/aoiisama/entry-10135492320.html Thu, 04 Sep 2008 22:27:19 +0900 Decided to blog again as I have nothing to do. Huhu, actually my pw is still undone but I just need to relax and procrastinate a bit then I'll work on it later (-^□^-)

Sometimes, I'm trying my best to forget everything. But it is hard though. Maybe it takes time for me to be "normal" again. So in order to be normal, I am trying my best to be like how I used to be. Like busying myself with my homeworks, books and gothic lolita fashion. I swear, I LOVE gothic lolita fashion soo much!! Feel like wearing these clothing till I'm turning into an old lady (*^ー^)ノ Haha, Kidding =X that's pure crazinees.

Anyway, I wish you all the best in life. I will always pray for you. I will forget you but not completely. Just hope that we will be together again if we are meant to be.

Till here then~~
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