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Mail Visit that happens soo so so rare..o.o

Sun, 18 Dec 2011 19:06:35 +0900

It's always so scarce that someone like me, who is a common teenager and uses a phone for main communication, to check their e-mail accounts.
But I have to because I sign up in a lot of websites so e-mail confirmation is needed.
Today I fixed my mail inbox and moved mails to their folders to avoid clamming.
Also...
I did something I never thought I'd do..
I actually listed my passwords. |||-.-
Because I always forget them and then I have to go change it then I'll forget it again then change it..=_=
I bet the admin's getting pissed off me everytime they sense my presence in their sites. tsk tsk tsk.
*throws the paper where she listed all her pws
THERE, now I don't have to think of anyone seeing them.
Well, the reason I don't wanna write them is because I know someone will find it.
I saw my classmate's list of passwords. My brother's and I think I also my best friend's list..
Lucky for them, my photographic memory is trash so I don't remember anything. xD

I WAS A TWILIGHT FAN...

Mon, 29 Aug 2011 18:39:21 +0900

Yes, I admit that. Don't judge, I have my reasons.
I liked it because it helped my writing.
I liked it because it was the first novel I have ever read. I wasn't a novel/reading idiot before a friend had a Breaking Dawn book with her and I was curious enough to read it.
I 'm not so kudos with the story but I have very much appreciated Stephenie Meyer's writing style.
I guess you could say I was mislead or maybe I confused my admiration for her writiting technique as love for the story itself.
Of course I love vampires. But, my love for them sparked WAAAY before I even knew Twilight existed in the back of my imagination.
Remember; I'm an anime/manga fan so I was like awe-struck with blood-sucking hawties only when I watched Hellsing.
>///<
Alucard is one hot (and very strong, ass kicking) bastard. And I totally support the CerasXAlucard pair.
Okay, I'm not gonna talk about one of my fancy men because that would totally diminish the purpose of writing this blog.
Whippee, I just noticed I'm talking in a "good" way. This must be the result of writing 14 pages of a Historical Fiction/Fantasy novel.
Speaking of my novel. SUPPORT! SUPPORT! Jass
AND SO! Going back, this does not mean I hate Twilight or the concept or anything for that matter.
I also find it ridiculous (and funny) that people keep comparing it to other works (Twilight VS Harry Potter; Edward Cullen VS Edward Elric).
Though the whole damsel-in-distress-charming-vampire-sweeps-her-off-her-feet-and-saves-her-then-leaves-her-making-her-suicidal is a bit cliche or maybe a bit eeeeeeeehhhhhhhhIdontknow, Twilight DOES have a fanbase and a batch of supporters.

We all have our wants and hates, likes and dislikes and I don't really think Twilight needs to be bashed like this. It is just ONE of the OH-SO-MANY novels out there. I'm sure RPattz, KStew and TLaut would hate to be typecasted as Edward, Bella and Jacob so you don't really think they'd go around Hollywood wearing Team Edward/Jacob shirts just so they could keep the magic alive. And also, haters just make it more famous. (That's what she said.)

PS> I don't know what exactly I had turned this blog into... Go Alucard!~

being loved.

Wed, 24 Aug 2011 22:28:25 +0900

i want to know the feeling of falling helplessly inlove with one person and being happy just because he's there.
but then again, my mind dominates my emotions and most of the time, feelings of love are ignored. because i know it's not exactly beneficial. i dunno. but it's always been like that. -_-
i just wanna be happy...

I JUST LOLOLOLOLOLOVE EYES!!!

Sun, 24 Jul 2011 12:37:29 +0900

I love them. nuff said.
Lol no, i make blogs long enough to fill your day so that can't be "nuff said"
xD

ANYWAY! I LOVE THEM. They're easy to make but complicated at the same time. I think they speak most in one's face, especially animated faces.

Who doesn't wanna have their own SHARINGAN, RINNEGAN, or BYAKUGAN?!
I think OROCHIMARU'S EYES are quite good!
NAMI & ROBIN'S EYES when they're shocked are awesome.
ZORO'S EYES are scary looking but I find it funny.
CIEL PHANTOMHIVE'S EYES. It's so...entrancing. Can you not notice the awe-mazingness of his eyes? They have such great shape too, mix in with his pearl-like skin and cutely shaped face. >.<
TSUNA when he's in super-hawt-also-known-as-ass-kicking-vongola-leader mode has the BEST BLEAK EYES.
HIBARI KYOUYA, the death glare~ *_*
Have you seen SUGINTOU'S EYES?! they're a very nice violet and such depth too.
ASIAN-ISH EYES! PRINCE OF TENNIS EYES! The going-up point on the end of the eye!I love how it gets so mysterious and yet so playful.

IT GETS BETTER--JAPANESE EXPRESSIONS!
ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

AND WHAT KIND OF MANGA ENTHUSIAST DOESN'T WONDER HOW DETAILED SHOUJO EYES ARE?!
(No offense meant)
SHOUJO EYES sparkle! They're big and so big! I noticed Shoujo manga artists, like them big (lol pushing it) and so detailed with all those lines and bubbles and the outline of the eye itself. LOVE IT!
CAT EYES! They're sometimes with the ASIAN-ISH EYES but I think they deserve their own spotlight. These eyes KILL!
FOREIGNER-ISH EYES. D'you notice how simple they make those eyes? Like, when Japanese go to some place like America, they make these eyes look a bit weird. Just one normal shape, one normal color, not much detail. But still! I'm an eye lover and I appreciate them. They're very much capable of the nonchalant expression. They can be cold, unfeeling but at the same time, clueless, kind. They're capable too, you know.

STILL-LIFE EYES! Yea, so I said I like animated ones but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate the goodness of REAL EYES. If an artists gets it right with the shade and the shape, I bow down to the beauty. Lol

TADASHII!!! You have to admit. The best eyes ever created are...*drum rolls*
LUFFY'S EYES

(ART BELONGS TO RESPECTIVE ARTISTS)

I have my reasons, okay? Not just because I love him and his brother. Lol.
This proves that simplicity is not a hinder to beauty. More like, Simplicity IS beauty. The broadness of how much his eyes can develop into is just THAT broad. Also, his character makes him very interesting. So yeah...
BANZAI LUFFY NO ME!!!

*ends useless, meaningless rant about eyes*

i like myself actually

Mon, 27 Jun 2011 15:59:46 +0900

i like how rational i become.i like how unexperienced i am at things.i like how my mind is already so poisoned with thoughts that could destroy the whole world.i like how i know im doing things but at the same time i dont.i like how human-ish i can be.i like how i am typing this while staring at a red scar on my arm.i like myself.but that doesnt mean i dont like anything.i dont like how my nose aint as good as the ones i see on tv.i dont like how my hands and feet are big like my father's.i dont like how i have two borhers and i am probably going to be dependent of them till i graduate college.i dont like how im typing this and i feel ridiculous.
i have mood swings
i fail
i protest and i agree
i am human for all to see
but one thing i will probably always be
i am going to be the one wo/man you'll never meet.
i will cry my heart and let these emotions set sail.
in the neverending chaos of dismay.
i love and hate with all my ways
but my feelings are numb and forever in jail.
chains to the departed and love for my sorrow
let me break loose and let me follow
follow the dreams i never had
and serve the wishes i never said
still i am human and i will feel
most likely at times when i am to kneel
i'll try my best not to show
that i am vulnerable for all to know.
this poem is a burst of helplessness
fear, hope and a vast of sadness.
hoping someone was there to heal the pain
but at the same time fearing they'll come with chains
chains that'll lock me and force me to be
one who acts of obliging on his/her own boundary
maybe someone will understand why this means so much to me
for i am human and i am weak.
i feel this poem is still undone
and so i write again to finish my run
the rhymes and words that i put in here
might be stupid and foolish but please bear with me
my emotions eat me up in a way i despise
so consider the things i have had in my life
my life was nothing but everything to my family
however my family will soon loathe me
i am unsure of the path i'll take
maybe i'll take the world to a date
a date to its end and a date to its beginning
starting with you who reads my whining

this and that.COMPARISON!lol--lame title.xD

Mon, 13 Jun 2011 18:02:05 +0900

watchin MTV right now. was tuned in to MYX before though. switched to MTV cuz i didn't like the song playing. anyway, before i did switch, i got to watch "Elmer" buy Gloc 9, a local artist here in the. TOTALLY thought it was like an other versionof "Stan" by Eminem.

the song was about fan talking about his greatest idol, Elmer. just like Stan writing to Eminem. though the conflict was a bit different (i didn't think there was any conflict in "Elmer" at all), the story was, yea, the same to me... but guess who won my side???? tan tananan~~ DUH!! it's Eminem, of course. he's like WAAAY better than Gloc 9. in my point of view of course. some people here actually loke Gloc 9 better..=.=

Links!!!

Eminem - Stan (Short Version) ft. Dido

Elmer - Gloc 9 feat. Jaq Dionisio (Official Music Video)

raining on a...uhh...a wedenesday??

Wed, 08 Jun 2011 18:22:25 +0900

really pouring down here...
well, not really that much, but it's been raining since, i don't know, this morning. its cold~~

i took a bath without any heater on earlier. good thing i could stand it..anyway.its cold here and i think its a miracle..o.o..my hair's still feels wet..

im getting addicted to this blog thing. it's like fb status but longer..lol..im enjoying typing stuff even if i know no one will read this..xD..i know, why post it anyway?idk.its fun.

PS>watched some piano videos on YouTube again..realised again how much i suck

PPS>i rewatched ep2 of Durarara!!, i'm getiting really addicted with Izaya Orihara. i'm trying to control my inner fangirl demon when it comes to hawt ANIME boys.

add me on TM, my name's "eiuoa"...MM me if u added me because u saw this.lol.it might provide some "connection"..xDD

blogging my review..hey, miki's good

Tue, 07 Jun 2011 22:17:58 +0900

*.*
i just watched/listened to "Dive Into Blue" by SF-A2 Miki...
*warning!(lol):this blog is about the video..im reviewing it, okay?

ehem.*clears throat.

it was good. overall speaking. it actually put me off my Hatsune/Kagamine trance.lol.been listening to them the whole day so listening to this stuff afterwards changed my pace.i liked it because...

FIRST:it was different from what I usually hear (Hatsune/Kagamine) and it was emotional. not that H/K's songs weren't emotional, i mean if they weren't i wouldn't be listening to them. just that Miki expressed something different.

SECOND:to support the "something different" up there, it was her voice. the music was, well as expected it was awesome. her voice was lower than Miku and Rin. Miku has like a high, glass breaking voice and Rin has a childish, pitchy one. Miki was on the level 3 out of 5. and i think it blended well with the emotional thing. it wasn't high, which meant like she was crying, or low, depressed kinda thing. it was, how do you say it, she was running away from the pain and she was kinda desperate and i loved that.

THIRD:like i said, it was different. the Hatsune music i usually listen to is beaty, with the shredding guitar and jazzy piano. that's why i love Miku actually. and so to hear the guitar without being too much in a "happy tone", it was really pace-changing for me.

OVERALL: it was good. i already liked Miki from before 'cause she's like a Hatsune Miku imouto-chan.lol.

PS> i didn't quite enjoy it the first time i listened to it. then i discovered this button where u click it and closed captions show up...then i understood what she was saying and..yea..it was history..lol..

here's the link to the video i watched. and take it from me, make sure that "cc"thing is red or you won't get english subtitles.
SF-A2 miki - DIVE INTO BLUE PV (English Subs)

say hello ameba.

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 19:42:48 +0900

new at Ameblo..
whew..had a hard time at registration..
google translator didnt translate too well..so had to redo couple of stuff..
=.=
i'll be counting on my Sempai here to teach me stuff.lol.

PS>this just makes me want MORE to understand japanese..
sucks to be me...-.-