生活雑記

リオちゃんは人種主義者なの

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 12:43:57 +0900

リオちゃんは白い友達がほしいって言っちゃいました。

バラバラと意味のないと話してるのは分かってるけど、

白い友達っいうのはちょっと気に入った。

それ、レイシズムじゃないの？！

みかんについて

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 23:21:27 +0900

「みかんの白いスジとる派？とらない派？」って聞かれて、

あたし取らないのかも。

あまり考えてながったよな～？

スジって味がないんで、そんなに気にしないと思う。

だけど、毎回みかんを食うとなんか幸せな感じする。

一口で食べやすいし、いつもあまいし、

失敗がなく満足は常のものだと。

っていうのは、幸せじゃないの？

farewell party

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 15:53:15 +0900

so we had the farewell party last nite.
i was really sick and kinda lost my voice, so couldnt really talk that much.
and the weird thing was, eric was disliked by most of the group so the sitting was difficult.
just wasnt the best combination of ppl i guess.
monica doesnt like eric, cecilia and leonard hate him;
niki and leonard have some kinda prob b/w the 2..
i was the only who could sit with eric, though i didnt want to..
coz i wanted to sit with the girls too!
so i was seperated and forced to sit with eric and niki..
nic was at the corner talking to debby the whole time, though he could have been a good buffer too.
i got some gifts, and it was really sweet of them.
but gifts = more things to take home with.
im so worried about how to take all my stuff home already!
but so nice.. they r all good ppl.
thanks

homeless

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 13:29:12 +0900

so i will sell my bed tmr and i will have nowhere to sleep!
i was going to book a hotel room right, since i didnt wanna bother anybody.
plus i have to teach in ikebukuro the next day, i just cant stay with my fds, who live like an hr away.
and my bf.. i didnt bother asking to stay at his place coz i just know how his mothers like.
but ended up i couldnt find any room anywhere coz sat is just a busy day to book a room..
guess everyone in tokyo just decided to stay in a hotel on sat nite and not go home!
so i had no choice, and my bf offered once again to stay at his place.
i didnt want to. i really didnt.
so he asked his mom.. and remember, she was so NICE to me b4, or she pretended to be for a while.
then she was like, y doesnt she stay somewhere else?..
and my bf called me afterwards.. we were joking maybe she was gonna say y wouldnt i stay on the street?
but yeh, theres the saying right, like u could see whos actually real to u when ur in trouble.
guess im in that situation now.
as i said b4, i should be thankful to be able to see all these.

be grateful

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 14:38:46 +0900

my afterthoughts for this whole experience.
though im still kinda sad to leave, im glad that i got to know many things that i wouldnt have known if i didnt come.
i got to know who actually cares about me.
how a jerk my bf actually could be.
how much i actually need my family, and how much im loved by them.
though im sad to go, im happy to have learned all these.
i should be thankful.

sick like hell

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 19:08:50 +0900

i was so sick last nite i cried.
i just wanna go home now!
dun wanna be alone..
dun wanna feel sick like this..
but its gonna be winter soon,
and its going to be a difficult winter for me this yr.
i wanna get over it!

there u go!

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 18:56:55 +0900

finally its bigger now!
o dear im so happy..
all the hard work, all the sweat..
no not really haha.
but doing what the rumors said would actually help.
o well as long as its working!
lets go rio, u can do it!

no work for me

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 15:05:07 +0900

lets see how long i can keep doing this..
every time i log on i have to think of something to write.
something random.. haha no point.
well but this morning i spent 2 hrs just calling all the hotels in yokohama,
trying to book some rooms that i dun even get to stay in.
maybe thats how working is right?
once i start working i will have to do all these pointless boring things that i dun think i will enjoy.
thats y ppl always yak like, oh i wanna go back to sch..
oh i miss studying! oh i dun wanna work! oh i miss being a student!..
all these i have heard so many times.
i think i will start saying these soon too.

some rumors

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 02:09:50 +0900

so i was told that putting this thing in my blog would help with my babys growth..
and i think im desperate enf to try anything at this point
GROW!!

a sad home

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 13:53:28 +0900

not that anyone would actually read my blog, but im writing it anyway.
haha no, no one really cares i dun think..
but for my baby! it should grow!
what a way to grow.. by me writing blog about nothing!
anyway so lets see what happened these days..
well i sold my fridge and table and chairs.. and my favorite washer!
theres nothing left at home now.. no food and nowhere to sit..
just walls and a bed!
what a sad home.
my bf helped me to eat all the food that was left in my fridge..
i felt so bad to make him eat so much in a nite!
but he said he was hungry.. hahaha o well.
so now i can only eat cookies at home..
or as i planned i could eat out every nite.
ahhh wish everything would be over soon!