https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/ 日々感じた事や、ファッション、出かけた時の思い出について書いていきます。 ja https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11779885277.html Sun, 23 Feb 2014 19:43:35 +0900 でも、超面白かったしいいや！
おやすみー



Android携帯からの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11255366318.html Sun, 20 May 2012 06:53:00 +0900 前々から企画していた旅行だったから凄く楽しかった！

一日目のディズニーは日曜日ということもあって、結構混んでた！
でも、ディズニーランド内で二人で楽しく過ごしているだけでも十分だった！
ななも楽しそうだったし良かった！









夜はサンルート有明ってゆうホテルで楽しく過ごした。
エレベーターを使うときにもカードが必要で、セキュリティーは万全！
ななと一緒に寝るのは、何と言うか、至福のひと時って感じだった！
眠りに付く直前までななが目の前に居て、目を覚ませばそこに、なながいる。
これだけのことだけど、自分としては最高の幸せだった。





２日目は「大江戸温泉物語」っていう所に行ってきた！
なんか、特にすることは無いんだけど、江戸？な雰囲気の中でゆったり過ごすのも楽しかった！



ななと居ると何気ない事が楽しく感じるし、自分らしく居られる。
これからもななと過ごす時間を大切にしよう。


大江戸温泉物語観光大使浅野


大江戸温泉物語観光大使松田


楽しむ二人



最後にお茶が飲みたいと言い出したなな。

おわり。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11198882397.html Tue, 20 Mar 2012 19:10:30 +0900 結構簡単なんだね。






Thank you. I'm honored to be with you today for your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. Truth be told, I never graduated from college and this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation.

Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories. The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first six months but then stayed around as a drop-in for another eighteen months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out? It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife, except that when I popped out, they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking, "We've got an unexpected baby boy. Do you want him?" They said, "Of course." My biological mother found out later that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would go to college.

This was the start in my life. And seventeen years later, I did go to college, but I naïvely chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, and no idea of how college was going to help me figure it out, and here I was, spending all the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back, it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out, I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me and begin dropping in on the ones that looked far more interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms. I returned Coke bottles for the five-cent deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the seven miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example.

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer was beautifully hand-calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and sans-serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me, and we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts, and since Windows just copied the Mac, it's likely that no personal computer would have them.

If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on that calligraphy class and personals computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do.

Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college, but it was very, very clear looking backwards 10 years later. Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward. You can only connect them looking backwards, so you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something--your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever--because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart, even when it leads you off the well-worn path, and that will make all the difference.

My second story is about love and loss. I was lucky. I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents' garage when I was twenty. We worked hard and in ten years, Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4,000 employees. We'd just released our finest creation, the Macintosh, a year earlier, and I'd just turned thirty, and then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew, we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so, things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge, and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our board of directors sided with him, and so at thirty, I was out, and very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating. I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down, that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure and I even thought about running away from the Valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me. I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I'd been rejected but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods in my life. During the next five years I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the world's first computer-animated feature film, "Toy Story," and is now the most successful animation studio in the world.

In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT and I returned to Apple and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance, and Lorene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful-tasting medicine but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life's going to hit you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love, and that is as true for work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work, and the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking, and don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it, and like any great relationship it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking. Don't settle.

My third story is about death. When I was 17 I read a quote that went something like "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself, "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "no" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important thing I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life, because almost everything--all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure--these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago, I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctors' code for "prepare to die." It means to try and tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next ten years to tell them, in just a few months. It means to make sure that everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope, the doctor started crying, because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and, thankfully, I am fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept. No one wants to die, even people who want to go to Heaven don't want to die to get there, and yet, death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It's life's change agent; it clears out the old to make way for the new. right now, the new is you. But someday, not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it's quite true. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice, heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalogue, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stuart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late Sixties, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and Polaroid cameras. it was sort of like Google in paperback form thirty-five years before Google came along. I was idealistic, overflowing with neat tools and great notions. Stuart and his team put out several issues of the The Whole Earth Catalogue, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-Seventies and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath were the words, "Stay hungry, stay foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. "Stay hungry, stay foolish." And I have always wished that for myself, and now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you. Stay hungry, stay foolish.

Thank you all, very much. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11194550784.html Fri, 16 Mar 2012 19:23:09 +0900 あるブログに載ってて面白かったので載せます！


「ホスピタル」って言わないで、
「ハスペロウ」って言うだけ！！

かなりイイ感じ！！！
これでいつ「hospital」って言うときが来ても安心！！

終わり。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11192955095.html Wed, 14 Mar 2012 23:28:56 +0900 まぁ、メモだから見ても見なくてもいいから！！


内容
思考を整理する方法、効率よくものを考える方法、学校教育のあり方について。

メモ
背伸びして難しい本を選んでしまった感は否めない。。
でも共感できるところ、得るものも多かった。

ただ記憶を詰め込み、それを忘れていないかチェックするテストを行う。
そして、そのテストによって「優等」か「劣等」かを判断される。
これでは何も生まれない。
もっとクリエイティブであるべきだ。
というような事が書かれていた。

これは前から感じていた事だった。
どうせすぐに抜けてしまう記憶で何が測れるのか？
それなら論文とか作品で評価すれば良いのに。

なんだかんだ色々感じたことが、あるみたいだから、またいつか読もう。




]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11192947888.html Wed, 14 Mar 2012 23:01:09 +0900 最近は本の感想ばかり書いてたけど気にしないで！！
書かないとすぐ忘れちゃうもんで。。



さて、最近の自分について書くと、


最近の自分
↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓
バイトしてる　　　　50%
家にいる 　　　　30%
デート又は遊んでる　20%








くそう！！！！
もっと遊びたいぜ！！
お○ひでブログ見てると彼の生活に憧れる。。


ちなみに今日は家にいた(^^;)（少し出かけたけど。）


家にいた。
　↓
　暇
　↓
携帯を手に取る
　↓
GoogleのPlayストアのセール情報が目に入る
　↓
悩む
　↓
20円と49円だし良いや(^^)



ってことで、カメラアプリを二つインストールしてみた！！
（振り返ってみると自分の暇さで悲しくなる）







一つはCameraZOOM（２０円）
このカメラの最大の特徴は、
ズーム機能！
なんと最大で光学６倍ズームすることが可能！
手振れ補正機能もユニークでしっかり手振れを抑えてくれる！
というか、ぶれてると写真が撮れない！（設定で変更可能）
まぁ、もともと入ってるカメラのアプリより遥かに高性能だし良かった！

↑手振れ補正オフ


↑手振れ補正オン



↑ズーム！！







もう一つはPaperCamera（４９円）
このカメラの特徴は、紙に書いたような写真が撮れること！！
こんな感じ！

Comic boom





sketch up





かなり、クオリティー高い。。
４９円だし買って良かった！！


以上。
アプリ紹介！


そういえば、出だしで暇って書いたけど、
これからは色々とイベント控えてるから、暇生活ともおさらばできるぜ！
はっはっはっははっははは！！！！



おわり。。






]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11190716551.html Mon, 12 Mar 2012 17:41:17 +0900 死者、行方不明者は合計で１万８０００人程だそうです。

１万８０００人って書きましたが、
本当は約１万８０００人です。
１万８５００人かもしれないし、１万８１００人かもしれません。
つまり、本来なら大きい数である５００という数字が小さく感じてしまっているのです。
去年起こった大震災は犠牲者の数が多すぎて、命に対する感覚を鈍らせていることに気がつきました。

もちろん新聞には「約」なんて書かれていません。
でも僕の頭の中では「約１万８０００人」として記憶されていました。
数百人の命を「約」として切り捨てて記憶してしまっている自分を恐ろしく思いました。

まだまだ復興までは長い道のりですが、被災地が元どうりになることを祈っています。


おわり。


追記
死者行方不明者数は合計で20,629人と書かれている場所もありました、まだまだ正確には把握できていないのでしょうか。
また詳しく調べたいと思います。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11189419096.html Sun, 11 Mar 2012 12:44:30 +0900 32ヶ月って、客観的に考えると結構長いけど実際はそんなに長く感じないです。

デートスポットとして有名な場所はほとんど行ったし、とても長い時間を彼女と過ごしてきました。
なんだか最近は「ときめき」よりも「居心地の良さとか愛情」を強く感じるようになってきました。
生活の中でも何か面白い事とか楽しい事があったりすると真っ先に、ななに話したくなります。

でも長く付き合っていると良いことばかりではなくて、相手に対して甘えてきてしまうこともあります。
そして自分に対しても甘くなりがちになります。
相手と話しているときの居心地の良さ、楽しい時間に浸っていたい気持ちに負けて自分磨きを怠ってしまうこともしばしばあります。
もっと長く付き合って、居心地の良さとかに負けないようになっていけたら良いと思います。

なな！
これからも末永くよろしくお願いします。

おわり。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11189149300.html Sun, 11 Mar 2012 02:00:14 +0900 １０年前に起こった殺人事件で死刑判決を受けた男の冤罪を晴らすために、刑務官の三上と前科のある青年三上が謎解きをする。

メモ
とても面白かった。（かなりハラハラする。高野和明さんの作品は面白いのかも？）
死刑がテーマ。
色々と伏線が張ってあり、推理小説らしい作品。
改悛の情（自分のしたことを悔やみ反省する気持ち）に関して多く書かれていて、
考えさせられた。
死刑執行についても詳しく書かれていて死刑執行直前の死刑囚の様子は、
かなりインパクトがあった。





もっと文章力があれば、今自分が感じていることをもっと正確に残せるのに。。


おわり。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/asanogo/entry-11186689972.html Thu, 08 Mar 2012 17:43:33 +0900