https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja-jp https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10282038163.html i'm too cold, tired, slpy, overflowed to carry on.wil be back another time to continue what i want to say.i realised how dumb stupid silly idiot i was back then,sigh, that wil stay as it was.i dont live w memories..i just dont,i mean like, memories s 2009-06-17T05:40:19+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10245089913.html i like things to be equal and balanced,i guess it has sth to do w my name.well, if you know the real meaning of my chinese name./平 2009-04-19T02:39:36+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10242997266.html i cant give you everything.neither can you give me all i want and need.so i shldnt be feeling bad for not being able to give you what you want like others cld.afterall, i'm stil me.and afterall, nobody is perfect./janice bnn 2009-04-15T16:10:37+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10221540411.html empty;fuck it.have i not awaken from the nightmare?"dont hate her, hate the things she did to you"somebody told me.honestly, i dont hate her, i hate myself.sigh.i wna enjoy life,go out, have fun.when i told my sis even if i really ever regret getting 2009-03-10T01:42:27+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10219819186.html yup i was. now i'm lost but i nv regret anything.the past 2 yrs was an experience, a totally diff life from sec sch.i wasnt sad or disappointed or what, cause i got what i expected.what i din expect was her texting me, waving and saying hello to me i 2009-03-07T02:58:03+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10210951282.html min, i read your blog, i appreciate your concern,thanks for being there(:thanks for everything.qi, i stil cant read your blog knw.thanks for listening to all i have to say(:though for two times i fell aslp first while chatting w you at your place.you 2009-02-19T03:33:11+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10196084163.html seems like nobody's updating,esp miyavi :/wassup w friends?i've been working and workin w/o knwing,january is ending..i'm fucking tired today.went party world last night,mahjong tt day.off tmr finally gna trim my hair.i'm freezing gna hide under my b 2009-01-22T00:23:43+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10192715292.html you asked me why i'm so dumb,lol,blame it on love.told you the prawn was especially sweet.i feel blessed actually(:why must they transfer you, sigh.Janice/ 2009-01-15T02:43:09+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10192222717.html i had a great time ytd,though the movie was god damn boring,and i had a slight stomachache after eating shilin fried chicken w fried mars barthen you dirtied your hands to peel my prawn,spoilt your manicure to feed me cockles,lol,you're fucking sweet 2009-01-14T01:21:46+09:00 https://ameblo.jp/bananaa/entry-10184137150.html i dont knw how it helps, but i'm the one alone now.and you seem to contradict yourself always.if you havent start to realise, then mayb you shld really try to look at things from other perspectives.what i mean is stop being so selfish, if you stil do 2008-12-28T02:08:39+09:00