We all hit a low where we think we can't get back up

We all scream and hit the walls

And we all scream to be alive

I can feel this fire burning inside

Telling me to be brave

Telling me it will be ok

My own voice whispering strength into my bones

Telling me to keep my head high

Keep walking no matter what comes

At some point we all want to give in

We hit this invisible wall

Whispers bent upon watching us fall

At some point we all become a beauty and a beast

But you decide which one stays inside you

I can feel this fire burning inside

Telling me to be brave

Telling me it will be ok

My own voice whispering strength into my bones

Telling me to keep my head up high

Keep walking no matter what comes

It's ok to ask for others

To lean on a shoulder

There's no shame in falling apart

As long as you can get back up

I can feel this fire burning inside

Telling me to be brave

That it will all be ok

My own voice whispering strength into my bones

Telling me to keep my head up high

Telling me not to abandon my pride

Telling me to keep walking no matter what comes

We all cry diamond tears at some point

We all want to stop and give in

Along this path we call destiny

And we all have the strength

The strength to keep going

Yeaaaaaa we al have the strength

We always have the strength to beat this beast

This beast called life

Why have a heart?

If it only attracts pain

Why not tear it out?

Scratching, ripping out the source

Of this scorching pain

Screaming, please no more!

So she'll fix the problem

By disappearing

None will notice the wall paper missing

She looked past the mirrors

Ignoring the warning signs

Think maybe this time

Nothing but a never to be

Her own neverland

Scratching, ripping out the source

Of this scorching pain

Screaming, please have mercy

So she'll fix the problem

By disappearing

None will notice the wall paper missing

No point, no point to even wish

Just a false hope

Carving me away little by little

Scratching, ripping out the source

Of this scorching pain

Screaming, begging have mercy

So she'll fix the problem

By disappearing

None will notice the wall paper missing

Put my heart in this box

Gone now forever

No, none notice it's missing

That I'm missing

There was no point...

Myself my own killer

The heart my own assassin

In a cruel disguise

Or am I imagining it all?

An almost time in neverland

Once when I was among those who laughed with me

She's like a ghost

Once here now gone

Only a lost memory

Maybe forgotten soon

Sitting, reflecting on those moments

Like picking petals off a flower

So picture clear

In my head I feel as if those moments...

Were never true

Floating here and there

In the fog of the forgotten

I feel like a ghost

Once here now gone

Only good for a little while

Only to be a part for a little while

Am I always meant to be a memory?

A memory forgotten

Floating here and there

In the fog of the forgotten

I shall think...

Did I ever walk with others with me?

Sharing in laughter

In those moments of possible bliss

Floating here and there

In the fog of the forgotten

Was it all in my head?

I wish to see all my favorite bands while I'm there live...

And maybe meet some of them like I wish...

To talk about music since I'm in a band as well...

And play bass...

Like Royz, Awoi, Mejibray, Reeper, Black Line, -OZ-, Alsdead......

I really hope that happens...

Just to meet them, talk with them about their music, inspiration and their 'style'...

Maybe even talk to them on here?

Either way, I can't wait!

Definitley going to try to learn japanese quicker.

The aquarium is a for sure thing to go to! But it would be awesome to go with a whole group and just have fun!

Or go to a cake cafe...omg nomnom...

Anyways...thought I'd share :]

Ja ne

You're own knight on the chess board

Not sure where to move next

A blind path ahead

Until it's said and done

An invisible battle we all play

No defeat is written

No move can't be undone

No thing as giving up in this game

After your eyes adjust

Learning is part of the game

Life your own opponent

Your dreams the stakes

It's worth the blood and pain

An invisible battle we all play

No defeat is written

No move can't be undone

No thing as giving up in this game

The tears may say otherwise

But don't listen to their sinister voices

You're not alone in this place

Don't loose yourself in the tears

Here take my hand

I'll help you to keep moving

An invisible battle we all play in the end

No defeat is written

No move can't be undone

There is no such thing as giving up in this game

Grey blue singing with the silver clouds

Always moving with the wind

For so long we've closed our eyes

To the beauty around us

A gift we forsake

Hearts have become blind with black hatred

Let it go, open back up to the precious gift around you

Lightening breaks the grey sky

The purple clouds bowing to its majesty

Servants before the Gods

For so long you've closed your eyes

To the beauty around you

A gift you forsake

Hearts have become blind with black hatred

Let it go, open your eyes to the beauty around you

Remember the spirit of life around you

A gift given free

But you turn your backs in ignorance

Cast this aside

Reopen your eyes before it's too late

And you regret it

For so long you've closed your eyes

To the beauty around you

A gift you forsake

Hearts have become blind with black hatred

Let it go, open your eyes to the beauty around you

Look at each day differently

Open to the truth around you

The truth of the magnifigence around you

Let the beauty take you away once again

What would she say?

Staring at the moon in awe

You let the night surround you

Such a beautiful symphony

Seductive whispers

Subtle caresses

A magical language

She moves with stunning grace

Her violet eyes strong with passion

The Queen of the Night dances

You can't help but surrender to her Night's Symphony

Wandering among the swaying willow trees

The stars your dear guide

Like a child that's broken away

Your eyes wide in delight at night's beauty

Your spirit soars of your own accord

Wanting to breathe in the intoxicating air

Was that a touch?

Was that a whisper?

Shadows won't speak to tell you so

Such a beautiful symphony

Seductice whispers

Subtle caresses

A magical language

She moves with stunning grace

Her violet eyes strong with passion

She is the Queen of the Night

And you can't help but surrender to her Night's Symphony

You take her hand

Deciding to join in her dance

You've surrendered to the song of the night

Such a shy delight

Your innocense begins to fade away

As you dance the night away with her

She moves with stunning grace

Her violet eyes strong with passion

She is the Queen of the Night

And you can't help but surrender to her Night's Symphony

Slowly you wake from your slumber

Was it all a dream?

but you're already waiting

For the next dance with the Queen

And for her Night's Symphony

The ink is all blurred

Is this really happening?

Can my cries be heard?

Sitting here crying

I wonder is the fight worth it

I never thought I'd loose

Because I don't want to

But can I win this one?

Is it worth the price?

My dreams and visions

Out on the line

Yes, you say it will all be fine

But these tears of mien say otherwise

Angels above please hear this call

I don't want the fight to end like this

I don't want to give up

But my strength is leaving

Can you hold me up another day?

It's all frozen now

These drops of time

Frozen like these crystal tears of mine

Could I rearrange them?

So i can go another day

Like a riddle with no answer

Nothing more to say

Will it all end this way?

I wonder is the fight worth it

I never thought I'd loose

Because I don't want to

But can I win this one?

Is it worth the price?

My dreams and visions

Out on the line

Yes, you say it will all be fine

But these tears of mien say otherwise

Angels above please hear this call

I don't want the fight to end like this

I don't want to give up

But my strength is leaving

Can you hold me up another day?

A faint echo

A posssible answer

So beautiful, you are angel

So light with compassion

It etched in your face and eyes

You pick me up to go on another day

And you whisper, "I'm here to stay"

The one you hide from your kids

Why? Because I have my own voice?

Why? Because I'm me and not you?

Yea, I'm your worst nightmare

Why? Because I refuse to listen?

Why? Because I won't conform?

Tie me up and chain me down

You'll never break me

Kill my heart

Steal my soul

But you'll never break me

Yea, I'm your worst nightmare

Because I don't hide

Yea, I'm your worst nightmare

Because I'm me and not you

So I wear black, the color of night

Dark shades cover my eyes

So I dress against your code

Ink covers some of my skin

And have metal in me

Well I don't care what you think!

This is how I am!

Take me or leave me!

Tie me up and chain me down

You'll never break me

Kill my heart

Steal my soul

But you'll never break me

I won't be you

I won't stop being me

No matter what

I'm your worst nightmare yeeeeaa

I'm your worst nightmare

Tie me up and chain me down

You'll never break me

Kill my heart

Steal my soul

But you'll never break me

Because I'm your god damn worst nightmare!