I'm still at same place.

You'll know the brand-new things of society.

I'll know the lack of my ability.

I get you, so I have no way but losing you.

I want to listen to your voice.

I get valuables.

It encourages me.

I hope give you all my things.

And I hope receive your all things.

-your happiness, preasure, distress, sadness and fear...

I want to sympathize with your feelings.

I love you Louk.

I wanna say to you.

I'm afraid.

Everything is all right as it is.

I don't hope to change something.

But I must say.

You'll go to far.

It's last chance.

You said nothing.

I barely realize.

But... time is over?

I'm full of love for you.

I'm full of remorse for what I did.

But it's under construction.

I found a hole.

It is the entrance to the wonderland.

The animals speak and flowers are humming over there.

And a squirrel says to me,

"Hi, what are you going on?"

"I!m lost. Where is here?"

"OK. Follow me. Come on."

It may be a mouth of the mysterious world.

There is dark.

The trees are peculiar style and the strange sounds are heard from all over.

Suddenly a oddly animal like a cat and a weasel is shown front of me.

He says, "All of us has been waiting for your comming."

"Why? Why do you know me?"

"You are the selected girl."

I expected to something will happen, I looked into this hole.

I understood it was an impossible dream.

This hole is too small for me.

I'll never go to the another world...

I'll study English This year!!

Today, I listened to a lecture in English.

Uhhh...

My English skill is more badly...？！

Two month later, I have to speach a paper in English.

So a month later, I have to write a paper!

How was I going the last year?

But I have no memories enjoying myself.

study study study...

♡flower hairpin♡

This flower is made of felt.

♡ribbon chouchou♡

I have designed the ribbon, padded cotton, for some time.

But I didn't image the details.

So I took much time to make this chouchou.

This chouchou is elegance by using a gathering thin cloth.

I wanna make like these all my life...

In my bed, before sleep, I say your name.

I complain without thinking.

"Louk is a fool of a man!"

"Louk, blame you."

"Why don't you sense my feeling?"

"Louk...I wanna see you."

Then I come to myself.

And I'm at a loss whether I'll call him or not a few minutes.

Finally, however, I couldn't do anything.

I don't know why I can't be honest.

I don't know even what I'm afraid.

I don't know what I want you to be.

Now, I just wanna see you.

I wanna listen to your voice.

♡knit chouchou♡
First, I made a chouchou.

This dsign is I have kept for a long time.

♡kirakira chouchou♡

And, I decorated my gold chouchou by line stones.

This chouchou is not handmade.

It was very cheep.

Very fun!!

I refresh myself through making something by handmade.
I want to make moremoremore!

In the dream, there is a man front of me.

He says "I love you Alice."

I say "I love you too!!"

The moment I said that, my heart was full of love for him.

I could not hold my feelings of loving him.

When I said, I realized I had loved him for a long time.

Why didn't you say "I love you" to him earlier?

Why have you never faced to your true feeling?

What makes you stop being an honest for your mind?

I ask myself.

and...

Who is he?

...Louk?

Are there still the time for me to say someone "I love you"?