It's been sometime right lol well actually I didn't come make it official here but I decided to change the blog to another address: http://beauty-snowflake.wordpress.com (*･･*)

But still, I'm more comfortable on speaking about feeling and stuff here :3 so I thinkthese 'the most personal ever' stuff will keep here <3 and I think they're the most important ones <3

So, two weeks ago I was finishing 3rd period at my 大学 and happened that I flunked the most difficult subject and I felt very very bad and depressed, my mom and I cried together, I got into some bad times with the 彼氏, and my break week was even worse I think. But I decided to change! Idecided that I'd take all that old bullshit and throw it away, to some people that doesn't do me so well I'll keep some distance...

When I want to change I change my appearance to feel more confidant and pretty. Iusually cut my hair, but it's so short I'd become a boy lol so I decided to go more drastic: I dyed my hair.

And I can feel the changes already, I'm still shy at class lol but now I'm more communicative with friends and mates and even the kareshi said I changed for better lol 

I'll keep changing myself for better, so I won't let people make me feel down and if they try, I'll push them down so I can keep standing >.< seems mean but you haveto remember this:

'Bitches have no pity for you, so you haveno pity for bitches' 

That's it guys stay warm bcs here it's getting cold oh God -.- 

タイちゃん♡

Well, yesterday rained a lot here in Curitiba, it was a heavy rain&thunderstorm at the same time  and I was alone at home at that time wtf  it was very scary :( 

Here the rain had already calmed down

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Well, so today the 彼氏 and I went to MON to see some exhibits there and it was very fun and nice and the weather was good and sunny <3 

The 彼氏 told me once that we'd like me to put on lipstick and make up since I just walk around clean face lol so today I put in some make up 

Pretty selfie on the bus LOL 

Better selfie now without lipstick becauseI had lunch and didn't put on lipstick again #lame

So, we had lunch at MON cafe, it was a bit expensive but the 彼氏 paid lunch for me as late international women's day lunch/dinner ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡

My choice was gnocchi with funghi sauceand fresh orange juice (๑´ڡ`๑) it was very yummy! And the size of the place makes the money worth, even because gnocchi seems to clone theirselves, so it's a dish that seems you'll never end, ask it if you're hungry lol

Delicious orange juice, the glass also big so pretty much worth the money too :) also I liked their menu!!! It's a palette!  The idea is super awesome (⑅ ॣ•͈૦•͈ ॣ)꒳ᵒ꒳ᵎᵎᵎ

Here you can see the masterpiece of a very famous artist, it's called 'white on whitein white' lol it was to interact, so you could take your picture :)

Leve you all with a pic I took of the museum's Eye (I loved this picture so much!!!!!)

 Thay

University has been making me pretty crazy the past few days and still counting, I hope I can pass this semester because it'svery tough one :( 

But today I want to talk about Valentine's Day ((*´∇｀人´∇｀*)))

It's not a day we celebrate in Brazil(ours valentine is in June 12nd) but last Friday, the boyfriend told me a whole story so he came to my house before he was going to his night classes at his uni... After he arrived here he said like 'turn around and close your eyes', I did so even not knowing the reason to do that since he had told mewhat he was bringing(a dress), when he said I could turn again and open my eyes, Isaw he was on his knees and was holdinga bag of a chocolate brand that's quite expensive here (ﾟдﾟ)

I didn't know what to do I hugged him and started crying wtf ･ﾟ･(ﾉД`;)･ﾟ･

But yes, took me sometime to realize he didn't bring a dress and yes valentines day chocolate! ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡

I got even a card and it was very cute andsweet and I appreciate it very very much <3

Changing topic a bit, last week we were melting here and this week started to rain and be less hot again... Since we were used to melting-weather, when the normal weather we felt like it was freezing-weather lol :( but it's quite nice now <3

Just coming back to normal time is making my biological clock become a little crazy but ok lol 

Try to update again soon >.<

バカタイちゃん♡

Sun should just calm down around here, take a look at the temperature in CWB

 

(๑❛ہ❛๑) Eh so so so hot :( hope the weatherchanges, and get cooler but I like the sun lol 

I went to the beach last weekend and it was so much fun since the kareshi went with us ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡ hehee

We went to the beach just one day because it was like 1km walking under the burning sun of 35C degree!! (ﾟдﾟ)

And I got a sunburn(not the beach day but the day after lol so dumb little me hahaha) 

So in the other days we just chilled at the house we stayed and stayed on the pool lol 

Hahaha my mother took this picture lol I don't remember if the kareshi was trying tomake me fall or the kids were throwing water on me lol 

Btw one of the women there was giving energy drink to her son, mother and I were like 'WTFFFFF??????'

Super weird! Besides that my week is being nice and today I didn't have classes due to electric maintenance at daigaku. Wewere also like 'why can't they do that on Saturday???' But ok me lol 

♡(´・ω・`)♡Thay

Today was the first day in the new year I saw the 彼氏 and we went have lunch together and than go to the movies ((*´∇｀人´∇｀*)))

Telling you guys the truth... I wanted to eat hamburger wtf but the guy in BK explaining stuff to us was so clueless about his job I said that we would think than we would come back... What never happened...

We had a walk at the mall and we went look around see what else we could have for lunch... We went to a Mexican food chain and the guy was super nice to us and all (๑✧◡✧๑)

So we had Mexican food! I've never had burrito before in my life! And I'm definitelygoing back!!!! Omg that filled up my tummy until now wtf! 

It was super yummy! It was a combo withmedium chicken burrito + 5 fillings, nachos + sauce for dipping and 300ml soda(I chose Pepsi lol the bf got Guaraná and of couse I drank a bit hehehe)

Out nachos we saved to eat while watching the movie... But they didn't last the first trailer before the movie lol 

It was really frozen!!! wtf I was wearing my jacket and the kareshi's jacket per my lap wtf ∑(´□｀；)but the film was awesome! The kareshi said he thought it would be another Disney adventure that whatever but he said he really really liked it!! (●♡ᴗ♡●)

The graphics are awesome and the 3D very well made and I loved the story T.T in the beginning of the movie I was crying already wtf (don't wet watch UP! with me because it is still starting with Pixar stuff I'm crying already fml... True story!!!)

If you haven't seen Frozen yet, go see it! Ijust feel sad that animation in Brazil you will NEVER see it in English, unless you buy DVD/Blu-Ray/download on internet (*-ω-)

Also I bought my 2014 organizer!!

It's very me, right? LOL 

I hope it'll make me organized now hahaha

♡タイちゃん(๑>◡<๑)

Hope you guys enjoyed the new year holidays(I envy the Chinese that have more celebration ) 

I spent new year at home with お母さんand お父さん Hahaha it wasn't the mostamusing thing ever but I had to cancel the NYE invitation because my health tricksme every time wtf and as I didn't want to die in the middle of other people celebration, I stayed at home fml but ok haha 

So here are what happened on my new year eve:

My mom made a kind of chicken pie with chicken, eggplant, zucchini and bell peppers. Since I don't drink beer(what the fucking kind of German descendant am I? lol) I had pineapple flavor soy juice  I madechocolate chip muffins(using the recipe I used was the one I put on the blog, if youthink the muffins didn't get super good looking like cupcakes, put less sugar :3) and after midnight we drunk a little champagne 

Yesterday almost nothing was opened here so we went search for a restaurant and we found one that was seafood restaurant ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡

It was so good!!! I tried lobster for the firsttime and ate lots of things (๑✧◡✧๑) woaaah I ate so much yesterday after I got home I felt so sick hahaha but omg I want toeat that paella again (๑´ڡ`๑) I love seafoodso much! Oh God forgive me for loving one of the 7 sins: that of eating too much (*･･*)

Today I went with dad downtown to solvesome problems and I took some pictures of the weather here: 

♡タイちゃん♡

This year I lost control of several things: ラブライフと大学ライフですね but I'mglad that stuff came back to its couse (we... Unless diagrams life... Shit!!!)

But also this year was still a fun year that I enjoyed lots of things likeデートand watching lots of movies! (So excited to watchFROZEN!!!!! Even though here should be MELTING due to the weather wtf *ba dum tss* #badpun) 

The weather!!! It's like being so pretty awesome here in CWB that seems like evil trick!! Since here is said to be so rainy and cold! We had lots of sunny days(well... With rain in the end of the day and drop of temperature... Also lovely sunny days with sharp killing wind (ノ_＜)

Here are some proof of good weather from today(my friends that seem like USA but it's actually Brazil, don't be tricked lol)

And... Yes, it rained... We call here "summer rain" that is a kind of hard shower that starts and stops suddenly :3

 This en of year also made me think of what I want for my future. I confess I was very focused on my ラブライフ and forgot things that were so freaking important tome... That's studying abroad.  In 2014 if I can grab the chance to study in UK I'll get it with full hand and won't let it go! After all, I never felt like being from here anyways, even though I like Brazil and the 彼氏made me like the country even more because he is here for me and everything 

I want to be proud of myself on the next year and also I wish lots of good stuff and projects and inspiration for all of you 

Now, here... How do you spend the NYE on your country? Here in Brazil we have some traditions like brand new underwear lol each colour represents something

White for peace

Green for luck

Yellow/orange for money

Pink for love

Red for passion

Blue also for peace but to be calm and stuff, like inner peace :3

Purple for inspiration and stability 

People also like to wear new clothing  but I have no problem wearing not so new clothes(that clothes you bought not even one or two months ago, they're new butnot bought for NYE purpose) so now I have two NYE looks and here they are: 

The blue shirt have a marguerite pattern and the shirt is a sweet pale blue, and it's brand new. The tank top... Not so much...It's new for me since it's from お母さん hahaha(the only stuff we don't share are pants, perfume, body lotions and make up...) and the shorts are new too, I've wore them sometimes but I treat them like new ones :)

Now, this is my late Christmas gift from お母さん lol she bought me it today(I choose it lol) an it's super cute <3 

But seems like we're spending new year at home this year, so we won't have anything like omg supper and people around an omg guests omg food omg everything...So I may choose the first look at all 

Haha other thing that I've done are my nails :) and here they go: 

After reading above you can tell what I want for new year, right? 

How are you going to spend NYE? Family? Friends? Both? :) anyway it'll be awesome! And I promise it'll be better than minelol 

タイちゃん