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Is it enough as a payment for what I have done? I think I already paid though...






I feel sick.... 😞 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/billynosekai/entry-12054823591.html Sun, 26 Jul 2015 17:04:31 +0900


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and it hurts...



and i'm always asking why...



being nice got me nowhere...



too nice that I can't get myself angry...




now my heart is broken into pieces... 💔




😔😔😔 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/billynosekai/entry-12053107416.html Tue, 21 Jul 2015 21:49:43 +0900


Lost the smile that I admired...😔



Lost the plans that we wanted to do...😔



Lost every laughing day...😌



Lost my motivation...😩



Back to square one...😓



All that is left are...







... Memories. 😐
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Last week, I got these four CD/DVDs of AKB48!








I was really looking forward and finally I got them! :) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/billynosekai/entry-12003766588.html Fri, 20 Mar 2015 06:55:48 +0900



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Its already March... and i'm still hoping for something that will never happen in the first place... 😔


I really miss her... I want to hug her every morning. 😔



Although I'm happy that she's doing fine inspite of what she faces now.




Haha. Here I am... Not thinking of myself 😅




I just hope that the pain that I feel inside will soon fade away because it hurts and it makes me feel so alone. (ﾉ_･｡)





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Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate!



Together with this figurine! 😃😃😃


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Yay!








Today is also the release of Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate! (°∀°)b 😺








I'm not expecting that this day will be full of surprises or anything. I just want it to be simple.






Ahhhhhh... I want "that" food soooo bad for my birthday... （Ｔ＿Ｔ）






I guess there are things that we will never get despite of how hard we work. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/billynosekai/entry-11989204124.html Fri, 13 Feb 2015 06:30:11 +0900




I played this game for 400 hours now!








I named my player "Maki" (マキ)





I'll try to update this section especially with the upcoming release of Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate!!! 😃😃😃 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/billynosekai/entry-11988490453.html Wed, 11 Feb 2015 12:37:23 +0900