i have to admit...it was pretty cool

so i've once again decided to write.

right now i'm into one tree hill.

and i think peyton and her music are really cool.

so, im looking into something outside mainstream pop music.

i've been into music for a long time now, but these days i cant find the 'right' sound for me.

it used to be so easy. i liked most of the songs on the charts, but nowadays i've started realize popular songs kinda suck :P

i'm probably going to start by looking into some of the bands in the past...

oh, and i'll take a look at one tree hill's soundtrack. i think there's one that 'peyton' put together or something.

and you think i'm lame???
if you do, fuck off, it takes a lot of courage to write what you like, and not be afraid of what other people think of it.

In that sense Japan is kinda cool, because no one actually knows 'good' music, and even if you say, i like this band or that band, no one would know what you're talking about haha

what am i here for?

You look for who you are only to find that there's nothing to find

only to to find that you are nothing

nothing better than thin air

whatever you do, the end is the same

death is what is waiting for you

is that really all that life is?

can we find anything more?

why do i keep deceiving myself

that i'm actually someone?

and what is even worse

deceive others, never showing the truth

about myself

that i am nothing