https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja again that long train journey.
but i think i will make use of the time and sleep. i slept very bad the last few nights and i dont feel well.



but im done with writing index cards for theoretical philosophy. now i can go through them from time to time and try to learn all the stuff thats important for my exams.
uugh. i dont even want to think about...



and oh well.
imagine. yesterday another "friendship" of mine broke after a few years.
i dont even care. if someone calls me cunt or tells me im not as mature as they are.... i tell you
i thought she was a good friend of mine. i thought that for a long time until she started a relationship with that ... some of you might know her for a reason. "kyocosplayer" , pretends to be the very best of tha world. incredible beauty. incredible brains. incredible ego.
i hate her.
and she is allowed to insult me and deride me but i am not and so her "wife" as she calles her, quitted our friendship.

number three.






oh look.
a rainbow.



]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10928332091.html Sun, 19 Jun 2011 18:20:14 +0900
i woke up today around 8am, took a shower, dressed up and went to Kaufland. lunch for me and my mom and stuff. then i started writing file cards around 12:00 and finished at 8pm.

as i mentioned in twitter already i reached power point foil no.869 from approx. 1500.

yay.


and as soon as i finished writing those i can start writing my "Lernzettel" (sorry, dont really know an english translation. 'learning sheet' or smth.) for my othercourses, such as linguistics which is going to be not a piece of cake (￣_￣ )





well.


for today im finished with my university stuff, i think. tomorrow im going to go shopping with my mom in Nordhausen & i hope, that i will find the one or other nice clothing for me or my mom (・∀・)



haha ♪
my new & old addiction for ever and ever....




Koishi


i guess im going to play Touhoumon now :D ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10923793127.html Wed, 15 Jun 2011 04:41:46 +0900


yesterday morning i went home on impulse.
one day earlier as i planned. and i am pretty happy about that.

the trains where overcrowded as always but the air conditioner was way too cold. iwas freezing my legs off with my short pants.



but i arrvied around 8.30pm at my home town and i was happy.
today im really tired. the journey from Dresden towards home is always exhausting and i nearly felt asleep in the trains.
but i have no time for fatigue, i need to learn for my exams. took everything homewith me.
when im back in Dresden i need to go to the examination office [Prüfungsamt] to get the final dates of the exams. they arent fixed up to today whats kind of bad.
not that i need to know the dates most urgently.




but well.





as you may noticed if you know me a bit better i started learning japanese a fewweeks ago just as the summer term started. and it turned out to be a good idea.
im proud to say that i can make simple conversations about me and my subject of study, my origin, my age, the time & date and ! most important ! food (￣∀￣)

its pretty fun, i have to admit.
my fellows arent as active as i am but its fun to talk to them from time to time.
and i made two new friends.
one of them is student of math and the other student of architecture.awfully nice nice people.

on the 21th the next test paper is set. i hope i will be as good as i was up to now. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10920313202.html Sat, 11 Jun 2011 20:10:23 +0900

2. Shoe Size: 39-40 european size


3. Sexual Orientation: bi


4. Do you Smoke? i actually have smoked for a while but now just at times.


5. Do you Drink? sometimes, just with friends.


6. Do you Take Drugs? of course not.


7. Have Tattoos? not yet.


8. Want any tattoos? sure, as soon as possible.


9. Got any Piercings? removed.


10. Want any piercings? not quite sure.


11. Best friend? does note exist.


12. Relationship status: taken and happy.


13. Favorite Movie: there is no super duper number 1.


14. Someone you miss: my family.


15. Most traumatic experience: some special nightmares when i was a child.


16. A fact about your personality: switchy mood. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10917984264.html Thu, 09 Jun 2011 14:27:24 +0900



some ppl are pissing me off to the max.


but i wont give them any more reason to gossip viciously about me.



tomorrow is my last day of university this week. on saturday i will go home and i am really glad to see my parents again and to be home again. its been a while.
a month, maybe two ? i dont quite remember the last time i was home.

im forgettin lots of stuff lately (´＿｀｡)






japanese lesson again tomorrow as well. and its so exhausting. everytime im so wiped out when the lesson is finally over.
but i have a good feeling about all this stuff - im not the best in my course but im doing pretty well and i guess i will easiely pass this course and collect afew points for my bachelor of arts (＾～＾)






this years spring was so awesome. i cannot stand such a hot summer again. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10917689674.html Thu, 09 Jun 2011 05:14:09 +0900


i dont quite know why and also i cannot really explain why. it was rainy the wholemorning, started raining at times and sun was barely shining. but although it was incredible hot.
my way towards university was horrible as always when it hot but today the tram and the busses were fuller than usual. maybe because i missed the tram i wanted to take.

anyway.


i started to crochet yesterday evening while i watched a Detective Conan movie. and tonight will be the same - another movie, another 2 hours of crochet. im fine with that. another occupation for boring evenings and nights and long train rides.

i will go home over whitsun holidays so i have somthing to do during the long train ride. listening to ZUN or TAM will be included because im listening to much muchmuch 東方 music lately. its way to catchy for me, i cannot get away from it.

its the mystery of soundtracks, i guess. they are aleays so appeling to me. i remember when i listened to the Death Note OST for weeks and also to the Metal Gear Solid 1 - 4 OSTs. some songs are still in my head and i will never forget the tunes.


tomorrow is going to be a long day.
hours of sitting in our big library and learning learning learning for my exams.

sucks (-з-)









quite cool. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10916686948.html Wed, 08 Jun 2011 04:37:40 +0900 some ppl seem to think that they can hoax me. but i guess times changes and i change too.



im talking about one special person i thought thatd be one of my friends. just until a few weeks ago. no answers, not a single reply on my questions. at first it dididnt even bothered me. but now.
i will not name her. i will not denounce her - she already did by herself.

im not sad about that tbh. the friendship between us is not important for her anymore. she has new - better - friends. my ass.




so before this entry is going under in rage im gonna tell you what i ordered during the last days. new CDs for me and レイコ ! (・∀・)

A BUNCH OF MUKKU :

→ 負ヲ讃エル謳 (fu wa tataeru uta - second press)
→ 痛絶 (tsuuzetsu)
→ ココロノナイマチ (kokoro no nai machi)
→ ガーベラ (gerbera -lim. edition)
→ 流星 (ryuusei - lim. edition ... OH GOD YEAH )
→ リブラ (libra - lim. edition)
→ ファズ (lim. edition)
→ アゲハ (初回限定盤) (ageha - lim. edition)
→ 我、在ルベキ場所 (タイプB) & 我、在ルベキ場所(タイプC) (ware arubeki basho type B&C)




aside of that レイコ ordered some stuff to :

→ カリメロ - 蒼い鳥
→ Ｍａｒｓ - [DIVINE]
→ Ｍａｒｓ - Rouge
→ Ｍａｒｓ - [Aftergrow]
→ Missalina Rei - ト★キ★メ★キ
→ JE*REVIENS - GENESIS
→ Aliza Marie - 反社会
→ Aliza Marie - パレット
→ Veill - 残酷
→ and finally his KEY PARTY - HOLD YOUR KEY =DUAL SHOCK VERSION/DIRECTORS CUT=



so well, alot of stuff.
i hope everything will arrive this week.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10914680266.html Mon, 06 Jun 2011 02:12:41 +0900
so here i go.
its sunday morning and the heat is already killing me in my flat. my boyfriend is at my place til todays evening then he will leave to prague again. next weekend i will head home after such a long time over whitsun holidays. and i need to learn for my summer exams. yesterday i finally started with theoretical philosophy. thereare few things to do... (´＿｀｡)

im actually hoping for some nice thunder and storm.


]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10914126860.html Sun, 05 Jun 2011 17:31:38 +0900 (´＿｀｡)

and i didnt see Versailles in hamburg so far. i feel kinda sorry, esp. for my boyfriend cuz he loves teru so much.
talking of teru. i do like him as well but i guess his aikaryu-period was WAY better that his position as versailles guitar actually is. and he was looking so much better... not sticky, slimy bangs (ﾉ_-｡)



he is cute, isnt he ? even without much make-up he is a pretty pretty boy ^-^

so... i guess imma post here alot more. actually i dont unterstand so much but it looks funny.

one fact at the end. please dont use false translations of english language. it sounds horrible and it hurts my ears.

9goatsblackout - sleeping beauty. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10592854909.html Sat, 17 Jul 2010 08:55:45 +0900
i rly rly hope that my beloved SWISS will win the game

they have to. otherwise i will be really really sad cuz they´d be
kicked out of the championship.
they have to make a goal as fast as possible ! ((((((ﾉﾟ⊿ﾟ)ﾉ

さあ、行きなさい ! ! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/blacktent/entry-10573616105.html Sat, 26 Jun 2010 03:30:04 +0900