Lindsayのブログ

Cruel

Tue, 23 Mar 2010 10:07:09 +0900

Man I'm kinda jealous of a lot of people
I want to be known for my singing and dancing and perform in Japan someday and I think the first step would be to become part of Life is so Cruel.
I hope God has something in store for me to fulfill this dream
But I can only hope...

Sleepover

Mon, 22 Mar 2010 06:59:54 +0900

Last night I slept at my friends house and went to the mall AND I got a haircut! I love my hair sososo much and she straightened it with an expensive straightener that made my hair so soft
Then at the mall I didn't really buy anything but I need to get Nina a present since next weekend is her birthday
Then at Nina's house Kristen had to re-pierced her lip a lot which is always gross haha sticking a whole bunch of sewing needles in it ＼(゜□゜)／
Right now I feel kinda empty... I really want this feeling to go away.
I want everything to get better. Better then ever.

あぁ！ごめん！

Thu, 11 Mar 2010 10:40:10 +0900

本当にほんとうーーーーーに！ごめなさい！！　(´□｀｡)
大好き！！　
I'm very sorry for not updating =[ But I'll try to more often!!

So I'm excited my car came today!
It's my grandpa's old '99 or '98 Saab きれいなぁー！(≡^∇^≡)
I'll have to take a picture for everyone! (aka no one since no one reads this blog xD;;)
Today I also recorded 2 dances! Relax! by Nosleeves and Watashi No Mirai No Danna Sama by Berryz Koubou!

Ugh it's so late >.< I wish it was earlier! I gotta do some homework and shower!

Lindsay

Tired!

Tue, 09 Feb 2010 10:20:03 +0900

Today I'm soo tired
And my throat started to hurt
I hate being sick
Today not much happened. But I feel bad because the whole Beth, Rachel & Jared thing
I can see both sides but like I guess it comes to the question, would you date someone if your best friend loves him too?
It's a really tough question to answer
Even if the guy loves you and only likes your friend as a friend.
It's hard to make the right decision, because there isn't one.
There's pros and cons to both.
Like if you really love each other you can have true love and maybe your friend would realize that you two are great together. But there's the risk of your friend hating you.
Or you could not go out with the person and always wonder what if you two did go out.
What if you two were perfect for each other?
And that's a bad burden in itself too
I hope the right decision has been made.
Time will tell.

Weekendd

Tue, 09 Feb 2010 09:19:33 +0900

This weekend was pretty good and fun
Friday my family and Kristen went to pick up Victoria and went out for dinner
It was a restaurant named the Peppermill
It was actually pretty good there! ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ I had a steak sub & Kristen had a hamburger
Victoria was so cute too
She was grabbing our cell phones but the charm Pear made me is falling apart because of her D;
She so cute though! Then I slept over Kristen's house
The next day we were gonna go to Marketplace Mall!
Drake came over and I was looking through all the CDs from AWA!
I'm so happy I found them! I spent so much money on them haha
Then I put one on and I was dancing and making Kristen embarassed haha (-^□^-)
And I went home to get changes with my Breathe Caroline shirt
Then we went and picked up my love Hannah
After that we went back to Kristen's and the CD was still playin'
Then we started going to the mall and picked up Nina and Bri
I love Bri xD She's so funny and wonderful her legs gets red when she's horny ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ
But even before that, when me aqnd Kristen were showering I dropped my damn phone in the toilet
I'm so stupid xDD One of my most fearful fears was dropping it in the toilet xDD Surprinsingly I dried it out enough so it still works
We were going to Marketplace because this thing called Flash Mob was going on but we got there too late =[ I also heard a lot of people didn't do it so I felt so terrible!
But we got there and walked around a bit. We also met up with Toby (・∀・)
He was in Hot Topic, as usual xD
And he was lactating everyone, as usual.
We went into Justice Just For Girls and was trying to find Toby and Drake some nice clothing
It was so funny. We were gonna get them some clothes but then we got kicked out xD
Then we went in another store that had prom dresses and we were looking for some for Brian and Toby haha
Then eventually we left and went to Zumiez and there was going to be a raffle going on! And this hat designing thing (^-^)/
I put my name in the box for the raffle as "Lindsay Doodlewopper" and Hannah put hers in there as "Master Bates" xD We're so immature and I love it
Nina and Drake designed hats! Nina's had candy and cotton candy on it and Drakes had his little Graham Cracker person it on
There was some really amazing hats though But I felt bad because in the end, Drake's and Nina's didn't win =[
The second raffle most of us won and I got some Zumiez dice and a poster with some skating people on it
We also met this guy named Donald!
He was really cool and so damn tall :o he was only in 8th grade too!
Then we chilled in the food court and Nina started getting kinda mad at Kristen =[ I felt so bad for Kristen.
Then I guess we were all supposed to sleep at Nina's but we couldn't get a ride there so me, Drake and Kristen were at Kristen's house and there was this huge decision about if Drake should sleepover or not.
Eventually he did but Nina got so pissed D;
She shouldn't be pissed. I mean I'd understand about getting worried but like I was there and they really didn't do anything. Like no kisses or anything. I wish Nina wouldn't always get so angry with Kristen
But it was a pretty fun night. I failed with Andrew's bass guitar xD
I really don't understand guitar haha.
And then I found out Drake was like really home schooled :o I had no clue!
I guess his parents are super religious and it's like so weird since I didn't think he'd look like that if his parents were super religious :o That's my little funfact for the day ('-^*)/
Then today my package from Sandy finally arrived I'm so happy and overjoyed :*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:
This is what she got me:

Cute Tokidoki bag! I feel so bad since it was like $178 （/TДT)/

Little Ugg purse! Also so cute

I gotta go shower!

Thursdayy

Fri, 05 Feb 2010 10:12:49 +0900

Nice picture?
I think it looks mysterious

Today was my first day of health with Jill and Josh
It was pretty fun
We made a boat out of straws and saw how many pennies it could hold before it sank
Ours sank at 6 pennies
But it was fun
Josh was pretty much the one to make it though haha
Then later, I also got my solo for solo festival
It's in Italian and its about dancing
Then in Biology we were watching some video on the digestive system
It was really gross and made me never want to eat again (*￣Oﾉ￣*)
It was so weird seeing the food go through like the intestines and how it looks is so gross
Then in lunch, Oliver came around to me & Hannah and Kristin's in that lunch now ≧(´▽｀)≦
I guess Hannah is going to Oliver's tomorrow to play guitar. I just want her to be safe
After school me and Jill worked out
I'm so pumped! I want to lose weight for the end of April
I also want to boost my self esteem

Last night I slept at Kristen's house
It was so fun (^∇^)
Except I didn't get as much sleep as usual
I love sleep and I always need more!
She was working on her lab while I sang the Fairly Odd Parents theme xD
So fun I wish I lived with her
Now I need to shower!
Goodnight

Better

Wed, 03 Feb 2010 09:59:21 +0900

Things are slowly getting better
Slowly but surely just keep moving on
I keep falling in love with him deeper and deeper it'll never stop
I think god heard me. God helped fix this. He showed me the way that me and Vinh should be together, at least for now
I know some people don't believe in God or some type of higher being which is fine with me because it is skeptical and well personally, I hate organized religion.
Like I don't think you have to follow the bible perfectly. I don't think you have to be a perfect person in order to get into heaven.
I feel you just need to be a good person. It's okay if you've made mistakes. And just trust and think "What if there is a God out there?" because personally, when I pray I get tingles in me and it feels really nice (＝⌒▽⌒＝)
I don't know if others feel that way, but you should try it sometime
I think this will all work out in the end

This hurts so much

Wed, 03 Feb 2010 07:17:30 +0900

Last night me and Vinh talked and it's horrible.
I feel horrible,
This seems like it happens all the time and I don't know what to do.
Life is so stressing.
He used to be the one that wouldn't give me any stress. I would just always feel easy and rested and calm with him.
But it's changed after 2 years of being with him.
I feel horrible about everything & I wish it could go back to how it used to be.
How we just loved each other.
Instead of having all of this pressure.
I don't know how to change it back to how it used to be.
I wish I could but I just don't know how.
I prayed last night about it; I usually don't pray but it helps sometimes.
I hope everything will be alright