https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/ ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆ 素晴らしいウサギの世界 ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆ ja アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/amemberentry-11951624799.html Wed, 12 Nov 2014 21:13:57 +0900 アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/amemberentry-11944445002.html Sun, 26 Oct 2014 23:15:29 +0900 久しぶりね~
There's a lot things I want to write. Don't know where I should start.
うん。。
Okay, I will start from what I feel right now.
嬉しい❣
This past 2 months, I've did what I really want. I meet my old friends, new friends, makeover myself, finished school requirements, got a job, learned something new, discovered new places, and watch my favorite musicians SHINee. Almost half of my goals has completed. Yes I'm happy during those period, but I'm still felt little lonely. Maybe because I don't have a boyfriend. People said (many times) this is the golden age to get a someone who will marry you. I don't know why I just didn't find a click guy. With a tons of wedding invitation (almost every week), ofcourse I feel a little bit pressure. I hope I could find someone who match and love my sincerely.
Hmmm....
These days, I'm concerned about bullying issues.
There's a lot case that you don't even realized happen at your environment. It is sad to be the one who bullied by others, but it also sad to be a "bullier". He or she must be has some problems in their life that pressured and dissapointed them so they likely to do that. Yes, it was a WRONG act. I think the one who bully should not get a bad punishment, they should be guided to the right path, give some counselling. Ofcourse the one who act wrong should be punish, but in this case i think they shouldnt get a big/very bad punishment.
Talking about problems, I think almost everyone has a physicologycal problem. After I learned it for a while, the mainly cause is because past trauma. It is sad that people doesnt have a big concern about it. Most people look healthy but in inside they were mentally sick. They really needs help. Talk to others is the best medicine. Just open your heart and talk about your problem. Don't keep it by yourself.
Good night! おやづみ!😊 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11915266166.html Mon, 25 Aug 2014 23:02:34 +0900 For 1000000000000000 times I couldn't sleep :(
Overthinking...
This time I'm thinking about my physylogical age. I think I'm trapped in a mature body but not have a mature brain. I always think about how I act according to what I did, who I met. It's different. When I did my work I would act like my actual age or maybe even mature, but when I hangouts with my friends I felt like 18-20 years. And the worst its when I'm with my family or by myself, I feel like 15-17years old. At my age, people usually doesnt like cute things, and stop idoling/fangirling. For me, thats one of my interest. I cant imagine how I live without it. Because of that, people often misjugdge me. They said I was too childish, I should stop and grow up. I dont really care what they said, but sometimes its hurts me and I got annoyed.
Hmmm.....
I should go to sleep now. Its very very late (almost sunrise) here. Lol
See yaaa~☆ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11905523718.html Wed, 06 Aug 2014 01:48:39 +0900 ひさしぶりね..
I've made a lot of change. I did make over. It looks nice. There's some pros and cons, but I'm happy and not regret what I've choose.
People who doesnt seem to understand will say "why?" and critizes me. Sometimes it's hurts..
I'm not a type who will easely speak up when I'm hurt. I afraid I will hurt them.
I hope more people will understand...
Btw its not like I did a huge change. I mean I just change my style lol.
See ya! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11902444876.html Wed, 30 Jul 2014 23:22:29 +0900 Several days ago, my friend said something about her principle. It was bcs I invited her to hangout with my another friends at night. She talked like she would keep her words. She convinced everyone that what she did was right and we should did the same thing. Then suddenly, I saw in my socmed she updated what she did today. It was totally opposite from what she said. She broke what she promised and her principle. I'm so dissapointed and sad. Maybe she doesnt think me as her real friend. Its not the first time she lied and being fake. I dont think I could trust her again...
Maybe I was too sensitive. Maybe it just my negative thinking. Maybe she still stick to her words. Maybe...

"People make a promises all the time and they turn around to break it"
]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11890076347.html Sun, 06 Jul 2014 23:56:31 +0900 It was my 3rd shinee's concerts. As usual they were awesome. But I dont know why there's something missing. Its not because of onew, but there's something else. It wasnt their best concert I think.. maybe I watched them too much.. maybe not..
Overall I'm happy to watched them (*^▽^*)




I will definitely watch shinee concert again!
*I hope I can watch shinee Japan arena tour soon! 😄❤❤ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11886925772.html Mon, 30 Jun 2014 23:41:35 +0900 These days I keep wondering what is happiness.
No, I don't want to write a depressing words (at least for now). After a lot of problems keep appears everyday, I just keep wondering am I happy enough? Is this what I want? Is it the best for me?. That toughts keeps appear...
Tomorrow I will meet the one I've been longing for. At first I was really happy, but then I found out that "he" would not come. Altough "he" is not the one I love the most, I still feel empty. Devastated. Why it's so hard to find happiness?
Will I get it tomorrow? Will I be happy after I meet "him"? ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11881553125.html Sat, 21 Jun 2014 00:08:55 +0900 Can't sleep.
There's so many thoughts in my head.
Overthinking again...
Sometimes I pretend to be okay but I'm not.
People may think I'm strong enough but I'm not.
Tears falling for no reason, it keep falls.
When can I get rid this stress? This depression?
寂し。。happiness is still far away...
助けて。stay strong my heart....

Ah I write about depressing words again. ごめん。おやすみ。。 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chibiusagichan/entry-11859249823.html Fri, 23 May 2014 23:20:43 +0900 Last week I went to universal studios at Singapore. It was a very short trip. That was an escape time from my hectic schedule. I have so much fun о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆ . Eventhough I didnt play every attractions, I'm happy ☆. I met the fairy godmother, ernie from sesame street, and sherk. Unfortunately, I didnt manage to took a photo with them 😔.








I hope I can go to the places like this again. But I prefer go to the disneyland because there has a magical feeling
じゃね~!
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