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#042

Fri, 07 Oct 2011 13:23:23 +0900

felt a bit moody today
all the voices just sound louder and more demanding than usual
i just wanna hide in my room ;o;

ended up watching a few eps of tiger&bunny

and SOME of persona4
kyahhh, it finally came out!
i had been totally anticipating this day~
but alas the connection failed for me at that time
i will probably download it first
i will so have to get used to souji being yu narakami
ITS JUST NOT THE SAME ;___;
it reminds me how much i used to love listening to the OST too

i also tried practicing make-up skills
~~and taking silly photos~~
to prepare for the cosplay for a convention at the end of the month
i really wanted to cover those stupid eyebags
i don't really need to for everyday makeup because of the glasses
but i feel like its more noticeable without
i was going to use the concealer palette with the special correcting tones
but i misplaced it, so i ended up using my ben nye yellow mellow for around the eye
and dermacolour camouflage creme for other imperfections
and then following with foundation, bbcream, and powder
seemed to work okay but argh i can still see dry bits on my skin
will probably add sugar to my cleanser tonight!

hmm, i wonder if i should move this to fc2
ameblo, where are your tags

#041

Fri, 07 Oct 2011 13:09:34 +0900

yesterday, i went to city to attend my lecture
the teacher talked a lot about finding jobs and what you should expect
it was very interesting and informative
but makes me a bit afraid about my prospects
i have to try harder! >D
take a little bit of endou's positivity and believe~ ^p^

next week, there are two things to worry about
*gulp*
first of all, the report hand-in and then the portfolio review!
its not going to be marked
but it sounds pretty daunting
may go into uni early in the week to print out some stuff for it *dies*

it was fun hanging out yesterday with
ジャネールちゃんとリーサちゃんとジェンちゃんとアンーちゃん
i overestimated how long i would take to walk there
so i was super early
and ended up doodling in my notebook while waiting
dun dun dun and then i got a text
breaking news
apparently steve jobs passed away
idk its really weird hearing people you know about leaving this world
especially when they made an impact in some aspect of it somehow
i wish ももちゃん would have come too
but apparently she went on overdrive with maple OTL
to my surprise
わたしのかれし finished early so he ate and hung out with us too ^u^

it was a great day yesterday, being able to see both ともだちとわたしのかれし

the weather wasn't too bad either
the sun finally decides to greet us this week!
and say goodbye to winter
well ... for now
never know which direction the weather here will decide to turn

#040

Wed, 05 Oct 2011 19:30:04 +0900

the gaps between my entries are getting wider and wider aren't they? ^q^
i feel like i want to get back into it again
i made the entries in this blog pretty simple
and i try not to share too much
most of my more personal rants would go in the private one
but its nice to post things every day
makes me motivated to take small snapshots of life too

i woke up pretty late today
just when i thought i was getting back into "normal sleeping"
i feel like i stay awake a bit later
to compensate for the time i have to do chores during the day
though i guess i didn't have to make dinner
おばあさん gave me a choice
and i felt better if i did
because i feel like i go out pretty often
and when i go out i wouldn't be able to fulfill my duties

welp
i better sleep soon
tomorrow i'll be meeting ともだちとわたしのかれし!
and attending the weekly lecture of course!

shower, draw and sleep
バイバイ

#039

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 11:07:09 +0900

well well well
it's been a long while since i posted into you, huh ameblo?
i have been using my private blog more to let off steam
i don't think its very good to have all your angst in a public blog
but its nice to express yourself sometimes

now its not long to go till doujin overload, or should i say overload
so trudging along with that now
and trying to get some logo designs done
i hope they will be good enough!
i need more confidence in myself!
i mean, i have the ability
but its probably my will to actually do something about it that fails
ganbare yo!

#038

Sat, 01 Jan 2011 00:39:25 +0900

oh great
my first post of the year had to be emo rofl

what about a happier entry huh? ^ p ^

happy new year everybody!
hope 2011 serves you well : )

#037

Sat, 01 Jan 2011 00:18:03 +0900

idk why i'm a bit frustrated rn
its not even any of my business
there's this person
who keep coming in and out of peoples lives
sporadically
just to get some space
and some of the pungyao have been sorta bitching
and i feel sad about that
i know that its a bit out of the blue
that this keeps happening
and yeah maybe selfish
but i sort of understand how the person feels

#036

Tue, 21 Dec 2010 12:15:32 +0900

Why is it so hot
I can't stand the heat
want my cuddly winter back
So I can be all cozy in winter clothing >o<
Or even just in between weather
Cloudy FTW
Sorry
I always seem to complain about the weather

おじいさん is always complaining as usual ;;
It's kinda annoying

Well they have gone out so I can have a little peace
I kinda wanna try playing a bit of Higurashi atm
I just downloaded it the other day
I want to see what its like : )

#035

Fri, 17 Dec 2010 16:35:35 +0900

Ah, its been a while since I last posted here
Just watched OrenoImo 09
Haven't done much this week
I keep procrastinating christmas cards
Like every single year
Buuu ;m;
And I'm never confident about my art
Even though it might be good to other people
Maybe
You have to keep working through the process
To make stuff look good
Not just from the first outlook of it

I smell yummy chicken from downstairs
Totally looking forward to eating that tonight ;3;

But before that
I'm gonna watch number 10!

#034

Wed, 24 Nov 2010 12:21:51 +0900

Wow its been a long time since I posted here ^q^

I just heard that Inazuma11 is going to finish at episode 120 T A T
This is sad news
It's not even that far away now, with eps being at 107 now! AGHH
I just watched caught up a bit with it yesterday and uwahhh I LOVE IT
I'll blog more about the series in my private blog

I wish I understood fandom better
I find it hard to make good friends via even fandom
Though I can exchange a few words
IDK sometimes even though I have my heart into a series,
I don't feel like I fit into the main clique of the fandom
SORRY ITS RLY DUMB
I care about stupid things
I feel like I am not good enough to talk to them or something
DAMN ME AND MY LOW CONFIDENCE TmT

#033

Fri, 01 Oct 2010 23:23:38 +0900

iyaaaaaaa

idk why

but when gouenji showed up again on inzuma eleven my heart went all dokidoki

THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN BEFORE T3T

and gouenji x fubuki?

i totally see it >3>