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these days my boyfriend often tells me to marry with him


im happy to hear that because i really wana keep being with him from now on


however


i have one thing i can't allow


that's why today i confessed about the problem


i said if he wouldnt think the problem well and try to solve it, i couldn't marry with him


then, i think he was depressed at the time though, soon he went to bed n started to sleep without saying anything about it


i don't regret what i did tonight at all


because im sure we will divorce at the end if we dont discuss any problem between us each other before our marriage


tomorrow is our first anniversary


i wonder what kind of decision he will make

no matter what he says, i will take..


]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11460383123.html Thu, 31 Jan 2013 01:19:29 +0900

had a lovely dinner
with my best friend who i haven't seen for a long time

we just talked and talked!!!!

like a gun!!!!



i can't believe she will be a mom!!!!!


ah~~~
im missing the days we went out together so often

she'll move to her hometown next month

may they have a sweet days together!!!!











]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11459572044.html Tue, 29 Jan 2013 22:24:58 +0900
最近
ようやく
情緒が安定してきました


意味もなく突然泣いたり
彼にも突然別れを切り出したり



本当にここ数週間
精神的に不安定でおかしかった
そのせいで
周囲のみなさんに
たくさんの迷惑をおかけしました


何であんなに不安定になったかは不明
一番可能性としてあるのは
環境の変化だけど


落ち着いてよかった








]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11430714378.html Wed, 19 Dec 2012 23:44:07 +0900
let my heart freeze




stop feeling anything



then



in front of you




i just keep smiling



as hiding any fear



n pretending to be fine




it's the best way to see




if we could keep being together or not










]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11425121923.html Tue, 11 Dec 2012 21:36:13 +0900
来年

過保護な両親より

半強制で

引越しをさせられそうです


我が両親ながら

見事な過保護っぷり


ぷぷぷ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11420819150.html Wed, 05 Dec 2012 20:53:14 +0900 雖然明天我要早起來但不能睡。。

まずいぜ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11420271543.html Wed, 05 Dec 2012 00:44:12 +0900


i've been thinking i need to do something to change myself n my life for a long time


but i haven't done anything to change them so far


that means i perhaps don't want to change anything deep in my mind

here's not comfortable but it's better to stay here than to struggle

however these days the situation around me changed dramatically

i've just stood here watching people around me were moving on to their next step n leave here

it seems when i was forth grade in my university days

i haven't got a job although most of my friends had finished their job hunting.

after a while,finally i could get a job at that time..


this time i don't know if i could go into action or not








]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11419879265.html Tue, 04 Dec 2012 10:42:55 +0900

1 of them will leave here for going back to her country


another will leave here because she became a pregnant n decided to be a mom


i feel so sad they always encouraged n supported me whenever i cried for making a mistake at work n being scolded by my senior colleagues.

im sure i couldnt have kept working here without their help

i really appreciate them

that's why i was very depressed when i heard about their resignation from them.

i also wanted to resign from here if i could ...




]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11419509329.html Tue, 04 Dec 2012 01:31:35 +0900


明日の朝
ものっそい
はよ起きないといけないのに

明日は夜もオールなのに


ねむれませんねんきゅー


せんきゅー ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11414772178.html Wed, 28 Nov 2012 00:34:47 +0900


unfortunately i feel even the guy who's over 40 years old n sleeping next to me as snoring loudly is so cute....

how crazy i am... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/chonglintu/entry-11410078727.html Thu, 22 Nov 2012 00:40:03 +0900