Crimildeのブログ https://ameblo.jp/crimilde/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja nocturne It's getting too crowded in here. I can't see anything anymore, as the lights are turned off and my eyes are sealed shut.

What am I moving towards?

]]> https://ameblo.jp/crimilde/entry-10556840221.html Mon, 07 Jun 2010 21:26:50 +0900 First day of the year The city sparkles, millions of lights, each its very own colour, and a strong wind starts blowing as I get out of the subway station.

My hands ache, little needles puncturing my skin. I struggle to light a cigarette either way, and I try my best to ignore the cold, even if I am kind of freezing.

As I start walking, I notice how empty and desolated the streets look. Well, nobody has a need to be around at 7 AM on a Saturday morning...

I fill my lungs with cigarette smoke as I wait for the traffic lights to turn green. It's still dark outside and the sparkling holiday lights are irritating my eyes. Finally, I can cross the street. A dog waits on the other side of the boulevard, his tail wagging. I think he's hungry but I can't help him out. All I've got with me are my cigarettes and some money.

I have to hurry up to get to work. My fingers are getting numb and the cigarette is halfway finished. I want to drink my hot coffee. My eyes are stinging and a small tear is running down my left cheeck. I think to myself that my left eye was always a bit more sensitive than the other.

And 9 hours later, I'll be repeating the same routine, but the other way around.

At least if it would snow, the falling snowflakes would hide me, and I could rest there, bathed in their warmth, until I would forget I ever existed... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/crimilde/entry-10556170331.html Mon, 07 Jun 2010 02:48:16 +0900 fiction There's a saying that goes "Life beats fiction"...

But it depends on each and every one of us which side they'd rather take.

Are you alive, or are you merely fiction ?... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/crimilde/entry-10556167140.html Mon, 07 Jun 2010 02:36:04 +0900