I feel something different when I think about that person. haha. makes me feel happy (like floating in the air! or lying on the clouds!)

I have to be thrift and have some of my allowance kept in the box, otherwise i won't be able to buy those stuff. I only wish she would accept it...

"...The only thing that keeps me wishing onthe wishing stars. SHE's a song in the car i keep singing. Don't know why i do. SHE's the time taken up but there's never enough and SHE's all that i need to fall into.. "

(teardrops on my guitar- taylor swift)

wow..i love that more than any of her songs...i heard it this morning after i woke up- no, actually it woke me up. our neighbor got a loud stereo so early in the moring!

whew! i've gotta go to class!

She's only 13, I'm way too old for her, hahaha!

Although her pigg character is not that cute (actually, mine is more charming) I find her nice (we're only chatting BTW). She's in Hongkong and I'm here in the Philippines. I wish I took a picture of us before I logged out. Whew..I forgot...

She's half japanese but she hardly understands/learns japanese language. She's good in speaking english, yes, fluent she is, compared to other pigg users I happened to chat then.

(oh! I miss Nozo! She's not online yesterday.)

I think that would be all for now, I've got a lot of stuff to do.

But Milan is the place I've been dreaming of. Doesn't matter if I'm single or married.

Thank God I'm recovering from...hm...secret...haha. It has something to do with love but I'm not in love with anybody. It's the nearest category for that.

All I wanted to do (back then) was compare the past to the present, wishing (and dreaming) it was still here, that I could still feel its presence. I kept holding it, molding it the way I wanted it to be unitl one day, it freed itself.

All I've done for that past three months was denial of the truth, living in fantasies. Yeah, right: THE TRUTH HURTS so there's no use in not admitting it for it only worsens the pain.

WTH!

Sometimes, truths about life are the hardest to accept! Dammit!

That girl I'm referring to was one of my classmates in Volleyballwhen I was in first year. She was, as far as I could remember, just a girl-who-doesn't-want-to-get-her-hair-messy.And I could still remember when I got so irritated on her because shewas my partner then and all I could recall is I keep on running to getthe ball because it always went to different directions when she hitit. Dammit!

For me, she was just a nerdy, where-the-hell-does-this-girl-came-from.

Yes! She WAS like that.

Until I saw her this morning while I was heading to Beato...

She looks like a BISHOUNEN (yes, a bishounen,even though she's a girl)! Oh, if I only had a camera, I'd certainly,without hesitation, have taken a shot! She's so damn handsome!

But...

Beside her was a girl, a classmate perhaps (who's pretty)...

And I noticed that the Bishounen girl I'm talking about is kinda courting that girl...

I'm sure this is not an assumption, I saw her- shse wanted t hold her hand!

Whew! BTW, I'm not jealous. It's just surprising to me how she transformed from this to that after to years

. Kinda like that.

I wish I had a picture so you could agree with me..haha!

xD

それは私の誕生日昨日だった.. and i still want to greet myself.. haha..

thanks to those who greeted me yesterday..

わたしは、あなたを愛しています!!!

i really appreciate that..

..to those who posted on my wall (facebook), to those tweets, text messages and YM messages, thank you so much!!!

anyway, i don't want to ruin this very nice and cute japanese site so i still want to greet everybody with a loud, glassbreaking HELLO! haha

now, i have to add another account space on my brain and i really hope i won't forget this or get tired of this. oh, by the way, i found my pigg character very cute!

yesterday, i thought i was gonna die because of these japanese characters i hardly know how to interpret.thanks to google translate- it didn't happen!. to be honest, i am no japanese so i had a hard time signing up for Ameba. i feel like going to funeral parlor and choosing the best design for my coffin-to-be. but i want to tell everybody that i do not regret creating this account. the webpage design makes me feel young (as young as 5!) haha!

i already introduced this site to hanako, my friend: i hope she'll have the time to sign up..she's not japanese even though her name sounds like japanese.

HELLO again!