https://ameblo.jp/dietrichsca/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja I waste too much time. It is not good... nothing else is happening, and I have yet to tell Trowa what I want to, because the time has not been right. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/dietrichsca/entry-11446317166.html Thu, 10 Jan 2013 21:44:34 +0900 I have too many thoughts, too much negative energy in me, and I'm just trying to release it.
I want to work on my outward appearance as well but it is too difficult.
Sometimes, I feel so sad. I wonder who am I? Why am I?
Simple thoughts that all living beings ask themselves... searching for purpose. It is hard if you think "perhaps, I simply am, and I have no purpose".
I don't know if there is anything that makes me special or useful in any way. I like to believe that I bring joy to those I care about, but I think I probably cause them more stress than anything! (-∀-) lol

I saw that Dora made a facebook page, and he accepted my friend request! v (^ - ^) v I am very grateful. I commented on one of his photographs that he took from last year and he actually replied to me twice. It was very nice. I sent him a message expressing my appreciation and how he inspires me. He read it but didn't reply, which is ok. I can't speak Japanese so it is hard to communicate, and I think it's amazing when someone that is your idol actually reads what you have written! Of course I have met, spoken with, shaken hands with, and asked questions to the members of Moi dix Mois, and that alone is something I still can't grasp. I have also spoken with GPK on a few occasions over facebook. I did try to talk with Gwen Stefani when I was much younger, but that failed, and I've tried talking to EMIRU, Ryonai & Kiwamu but...well, they probably think I'm crazy haha ^^'
Ugh, the life of a loser like me. Why am I putting this on the internet? I don't want anyone to read it, but I really need to write stuff. I think maybe that's the problem...I don't write anything anymore. Well...from now on.

I must sincerely apologize to anyone who actually takes a moment to read anything I write. Please, don't waste your time haha
Now to work on my face ... -°-(ノД `)-°- ]]> https://ameblo.jp/dietrichsca/entry-11445032944.html Tue, 08 Jan 2013 22:27:50 +0900
Pierce one of my eyebrows
Pierce upper ear
I would like to get a tattoo, but what kind I have not decided...

Debating and much thought:

Move.

Well, I love my current house, it is beautiful, and in a beautiful neighborhood, but I am lacking something. I really don't want to live in this hometown anymore. I moved from here to start a new life with Trowa, but here I am again, and it's already been a year and a half since I returned. I do have wonderful family and friends here, people I cherish deeply...but I want to make new friends as well, with lots of common interests, I want to go see pretty places, I want to be able to experience cultures again. The one thing I really liked about L.A. was the many different cultures in one place. Japanese, Korean, Hispanic,...many cultures all in one place. I want to have that, so we can go to restaurants and shops and see nice architecture... I know Trowa needs it, and I am starting to as well.

Well...I don't know if that is an option or possibility. There can be many downsides to living in a more populated area, such as smaller home for much more rent, more crime, bad traffic...etc... it's hard to decide, and has to be thought out carefully.



Besides the above, of course I want to grow my hair out again. I will leave it natural colored now. I remember I am Dietrich, and I have brown hair. I want to focus on the both of us having a refined look again, in all factors, and refined mannerisms. I want to be a better person in many ways...

I just really needed somewhere to write tonight, my personal thoughts. I hope I can reach my goals!

頑張りたい！！！♪ (* ^ · ^)ノ⌒ ☆ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/dietrichsca/entry-11444896113.html Tue, 08 Jan 2013 19:30:14 +0900