I don't have any particular hobbies. 特にありません。

I`m in a camera club. カメラサークルに所属しています。

I'm not in any club. サークルには入っていません。

gardening is a hobby of mine. 強く趣味といえる程度でなければ『〜is a hobby of mine.]

[My hobby~]はいつもやってる趣味という感じ。

I trade stocks, but it's just a hobby of mine. 株の取引をやっていますが、ただの趣味です。

One of my saddest things is my weak mind which cannot forget my missing person for long years. It's a kind of a serious disease that I have ever had.

my memos

beside=next to

besides=in addition to

more, most=3音節以上

Stage3 has started. I want to take the memos below.

先月の前の月　before last month

来月の次の月　 after next month

• The letters a.m. mean “ante meridiem“ after the time
• The letters p.m. mean “post meridiem” after the time

I want something to drink at the moment.

I will eat two pieces of bread with my lunch.

歩き回る　walk about

方角　cardinal points 

7days have already passed since I've decided to make my life satisfied.

This week, I have been taking Callan lessens on online English school.

I have been taking three or four lessons each day.

I want to do more! I need more time, more motivation, and more energy.

Time flies.

I tried to play the piano for 8hours to achieve my goal, but I couldn't.

It was hard for my health and my mind.

However, I want to do it! Definitely!

Maybe I am not sane. I know. I have been insane since I moved here.

But, so what? 

Nothing will help me to get over my obstacles.

I will help ME.

I went to defecate three times a day. 

What made me so?

Now I am irritated because nothing is well as I want to do.

I want to do many things in a day.

I need more time to do them.

Luckily, I don't have to pay an additional payment and spend another time only to say thank you. 

It is said that Native camp doesn't have any reply system, but I could find another way of this. I like this flexible attitude. Thank you.

What is more, I finally succeeded in getting free time. 

I am going to suspend my arranged marriage.

 I got only 126 free days, but It's OK.

I did! Sadly 3,850yen has to be paid each month to the arranged marriage association. That was my irritation but it can't be helped. It's not my responsibility. I'm sorry mom and dad, but it is your blame. 

It's my life, not my parent's life.

I'm weary of my under-controlled life.

I'm not a companion animal,  not a servant as well.

I am a HUMAN BEING.

I've decided to change my life.

Whether or not I can pass the examination of 全国通訳案内士,

I will leave this house to be free.

To do so, I will practice piano, train my muscle, and improve my English skill. 

126days left.

To reach the goal, I got much support from the teachers of Nativecamp. Though I was hopeless to pass the examination, the teachers were so kind to cheer me up. I appreciated it to them, but  I couldn't tell them thankyou yet. To say them thankyou, I have to book their class with an additional fee. I have no courage to do so. Does everyone say thanks to the teachers? I want to know.

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By the way, I  started callan method program

this morning. It will take 500 lessons to complete.

1 lesson requires 100coins(=200yen), totally 100,000yen. There are 12stages and each stage requires about 40 lessons on average.

I felt something tight a few, but I love the color and size.

My grandmother was surprised at and enjoyed it.

Though I didn't know why I felt so, I cared about my messy home.

I was eager to clean up my room and house to stay comfortable.

Anyway, I will try to clean up my room and dispose of many things to clear my mind and feeling.