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<![CDATA[ Although an insurmountable abyss seems to separate Kant’s critical<br>philosophy from his great idealist successors (Fichte, Schelling, Hegel),<br>the basic coordinates which render Post-Kantian Idealism possible are<br>already clearly discernible in Kant’s Critique of Pure Reason. The original<br>motivation for doing philosophy is a metaphysical one, to provide an<br>explanation of the totality of noumenal reality; as such, this motivation<br>is illusory, it prescribes an impossible task.1 This is why Kant’s explicit<br>motivation is a critique of all possible metaphysics (which is not yet<br>science). Kant’s endeavor thus necessarily comes after the fact of metaphysics:<br>in order for there to be a critique of metaphysics, there fi rst has<br>to be an original metaphysics; in order to denounce the metaphysical<br>‘transcendental illusion,’ this illusion fi rst has to occur. In this precise<br>sense, Kant was ‘the inventor of the philosophical history of philosophy’<br>2: there are necessary stages in the development of philosophy, i.e.,<br>one cannot directly get at truth, one cannot begin with it, philosophy necessarily<br>began with metaphysical illusions.3 Post-Kantian Idealists share<br>Kant’s preoccupation with transcendental illusion but argue that illusion<br>(appearance) is constitutive of the truth (being). This is what this whole<br>book is about.4<br>According to Post-Kantian Idealists, the path from illusion to its critical<br>denunciation is the very movement of philosophy, which means that the<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>2<br>successful (‘true’) philosophy is no longer defi ned by its truth-apt<br>discursive explanation (or representation) of the totality of being, but by<br>successfully accounting for illusions, i.e., by explaining not only why<br>illusions are illusions, but also why they are structurally necessary,<br>unavoidable, why they are not just accidents. The occurrence of illusions<br>is necessary for the eventual emergence of truth, an idea Fichte, Schelling,<br>and Hegel inherited from Kant.5 The ‘system’ of philosophy thus no<br>longer represents the alleged ontological structure of reality, but becomes<br>a complete system of all metaphysical statements. The proof of the<br>illusory nature of metaphysical propositions in the traditional sense<br>consists in an argument to the effect that they necessarily engender<br>antinomies (contradictory conclusions). Since metaphysics attempts to<br>avoid the very antimonies which emerge when we make our metaphysical<br>commitments downright explicit, the ‘system’ of critical philosophy<br>is the complete – and therefore self-contradictory, ‘antinomic’ – series of<br>metaphysical notions and propositions: ‘Only the one who can look<br>through the illusion of metaphysics can develop the most coherent, consistent<br>system of metaphysics, because the consistent system of metaphysics<br>is also contradictory’6 – that is to say, precisely, inconsistent.7<br>The critical ‘system’ amounts to a presentation (Darstellung) of the<br>systematic a priori structure of all possible/thinkable ‘errors’ in their<br>immanent necessity, thus preparing the ground for Hegel’s ‘presentation<br>of appearing knowledge (Darstellung des erscheinenden Wissens)’8: what we<br>get at the end is not the Truth that overcomes/sublates the preceding<br>illusions – the only truth is the inconsistent edifi ce of the logical interconnection<br>of all possible illusions . . . This shift from the representation<br>of metaphysical Truth to the truth of the shift from error to error is<br>exactly what Hegel presented in his Phenomenology (and, at a different<br>level, in his Logic). The only (but crucial) difference is that, for Kant, this<br>‘dialogic’ process of truth emerging as the critical denouncing of the<br>preceding illusion is restricted to the sphere of our knowledge, i.e. to<br>epistemology, and does not concern the noumenal reality which remains<br>external and indifferent to it, while, for Hegel, the proper locus of this<br>process is the Thing itself. Like Hegel, the later Fichte and Schelling<br>ultimately locate the necessary displacement of truth, the necessity of<br>error, in the noumenal itself.9 In other words, the relative occurs within<br>the absolute. The absolute is not distinguished from its contingent manifestations.<br>It loses the status of a substance underlying the illusory<br>INTRODUCTION<br>3<br>appearances and becomes the movement of a self-othering without<br>which the illusion of a substance could not take place. The traditional<br>hierarchy of substance and accident is thus completely inverted. The<br>accidents take over and dissolve substance into a misleading appearance.<br>In our view, the reason for this ontological overcoming of epistemological<br>dichotomies (appearances vs. the thing in itself; necessity vs.<br>freedom etc.) can indeed be motivated by the Post-Kantian insight that<br>the very mode of appearance occurs within the noumenal. If we oppose<br>the noumenal and the phenomenal in terms of an account of the<br>fi nitude of knowledge we blind ourselves to the fact that this opposition<br>ex hypothesi occurs within the noumenal itself. Otherwise put, the whole<br>domain of the representation of the world (call it mind, spirit, language,<br>consciousness, or whatever medium you prefer) needs to be understood<br>as an event within and of the world itself. Thought is not at all opposed to<br>being, it is rather being’s replication within itself.<br>In what, then, does the break between Kant and Post-Kantians<br>consist? Kant sets out with our cognitive capacities. The apparatus of our<br>cognitive capacities is affected by (noumenal) things and, through its<br>active synthesis, organizes affections into phenomenal reality. However,<br>once Kant arrives at the ontological result of his critique of knowledge<br>(the distinction between phenomenal reality and the noumenal world of<br>Things-in-themselves), ‘there can be no return to the self. There is no<br>plausible interpretation of the self as a member of one of the two worlds.’10<br>This is where practical reason enters the picture: the only way to return<br>from ontology back to the domain of the Self is freedom. Freedom unites<br>the two worlds, and it provides the ultimate maxim of the Self: ‘subordinate<br>everything to freedom.’11<br>Yet, at this point a gap between Kant and his followers is opened up.<br>For Kant, freedom is an ‘irrational,’ i.e. unexplainable ‘fact of reason,’ it<br>is simply and inexplicably given, something like the umbilical cord inexplicably<br>rooting our experience in the unknown noumenal reality. While<br>Kant would refuse to regard freedom as the fi rst theoretical principle out<br>of which one can develop a systematic notion of reality, Post-Kantian<br>Idealists from Fichte onwards transgress the limit constitutive of noumenal<br>freedom in Kant’s sense and endeavor to provide the systematic<br>account of freedom itself. Freedom’s self-explication assumes a different<br>shape. Freedom is no longer opposed to necessity, it does not remain a<br>transcendent postulate, but becomes an inherent feature of being as<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>4<br>such. For precisely this reason, Schelling in his Essay on Human Freedom<br>recommends a ‘higher realism’ of freedom:<br>It will always remain odd, however, that Kant, after having first distinguished<br>things-in-themselves from appearances only negatively<br>through their independence from time and later treating independence<br>from time and freedom as correlate concepts in the metaphysical<br>discussions of his Critique of Practical Reason, did not go further toward<br>the thought of transferring this only possible positive concept of the<br>in-itself also to things; thereby he would immediately have raised<br>himself to a higher standpoint of reflection and above the negativity<br>that is the character of his theoretical philosophy.12<br>The status of the limits of knowledge changes with German Idealism.<br>The epistemological fi nitude of reason which cannot legitimately be<br>transgressed without generating metaphysical nonsense for the Idealists<br>indicates the limitations of Kantian refl ection. They believe that Kant got<br>stuck half-way, whereas from a thoroughly Kantian perspective, his<br>idealist successors completely misunderstood his critical project and fell<br>back into pre-critical metaphysics or, worst even, mystical Schwärmerei.<br>Accordingly, there are mainly two versions of the passage from Kant to<br>German Idealism which respectively result from the unfortunate and<br>often even hostile dividing line within contemporary philosophy. Philosophers<br>who characterize themselves by belonging to the analytic tradition<br>(a term which, as a matter of fact, denotes at the most a family<br>resemblance of methods) tend to believe that Kant is the last traditional<br>philosopher who, at least partially, ‘makes sense.’ Until most recently,<br>analytic philosophers defi ned themselves by a deep hostility towards the<br>Post-Kantian turn of German philosophy and (in the wake of Moore and<br>Russell) regarded it as one of the greatest catastrophes, as a bunch of<br>undisciplined regressions into meaningless speculation and so forth. On<br>the other hand, there is a group of philosophers who deem the Post-<br>Kantian speculative-historical approach to philosophical thought the<br>highest achievement of philosophy which we have not yet even fully<br>understood. They believe that many of the central insights of German<br>Idealism still wait to be translated into contemporary philosophy.<br>However, the latter group of philosophers tends to neglect those features<br>of German Idealism which, at fi rst glance, do not appear to be translatable<br>into contemporary philosophy. Yet, we fi rmly believe that it is an<br>INTRODUCTION<br>5<br>important task of contemporary philosophy to create new possibilities of<br>expression out of an original approach to the problem of subjectivity in<br>German Idealism.<br>There are roughly speaking two perspectives on the turn from Kant<br>to Post-Kantian Idealism. (1) According to the fi rst approach, Kant<br>correctly claims that the gap of fi nitude only allows for a negative access<br>to the noumenal, while Hegel’s absolute idealism, to name one example,<br>dogmatically closes the Kantian gap and returns to pre-critical metaphysics.<br>(2) According to the second approach, Kant’s destruction of metaphysics<br>does not even go far enough, because it still maintains the<br>reference to the Thing-in-itself as an external, albeit inaccessible entity.<br>Seen from this vantage point, Hegel merely radicalizes Kant, by offering<br>a transition from a negative access to the Absolute to the Absolute itself<br>as negativity.<br>In this volume, we will defend a reading along the lines of (2). However,<br>we will not just offer another perspective of the transition from Kant to<br>Hegel. We will rather focus on some widely neglected features of Post-<br>Kantian Idealism which speak in favor of our overall thesis: German<br>Idealism was designed to effectuate a shift from epistemology to a new ontology<br>without simply regressing to pre-critical metaphysics. It locates the gap between<br>the alleged absolute (the thing in itself) and the relative (the phenomenal world)<br>within the absolute itself. It is a crucial duty of contemporary Post-Kantian<br>Idealism to make sense of this shift in order to contribute to the overcoming of<br>epistemology as prima philosophia.<br>If totality exists, then it necessarily remains incomplete if we continue<br>to exclude error from truth. Error, illusion, misunderstanding, negativity,<br>fi nitude, etc. are necessary preconditions for an adequate, nonobjectifi<br>ed understanding of the absolute as the opening up of a domain<br>within which determinate (fi nite) objects can appear.<br>As Slavoj Žižek argues, Hegel’s decisive move draws on the dialectical<br>insight that our incomplete knowledge of the thing turns into a positive<br>feature of the thing which (qua fi nite, determinate object) is in itself<br>incomplete and inconsistent. This is the Hegelian shift from the epistemological<br>obstacle to the positive ontological condition of appearance.<br>In other words, Hegel does not ‘re-ontologize’ the Kantian framework.<br>On the contrary, Kant’s philosophy needs to be properly ‘de- ontologized,’<br>insofar as it conceives the gap of fi nitude as merely epistemological,<br>insofar as he continues to presuppose (or postulate) the vision of a fully<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>6<br>constituted noumenal realm existing out there. The Post-Kantian destruction<br>of this potentially damaging remainder of ontology consists in transposing<br>the gap into the very texture of reality. In other words, Fichte’s,<br>Schelling’s, and Hegel’s move is not to ‘overcome’ the Kantian division,<br>but, rather, to assert it ‘as such,’ to drop the need for the additional<br>‘reconciliation’ of the opposites. Through a purely formal, parallactic<br>shift, Post-Kantian Idealism gains the insight that the refl ective positing<br>of the distinction constitutive of fi nitude already is the reconciliation.13<br>Kant’s failure lies thus not so much in his remaining within the confi nes<br>of fi nite oppositions, in his inability to reach the infi nite, but, on the<br>contrary, in his very longing for a transcendent domain beyond or behind<br>the realm of fi nite oppositions: Kant is not unable to reach the infi nite,<br>because there is no such ‘thing’ as the infi nite waiting to be discovered.<br>This is why Kantian refl ection always already inhabits the allegedly<br>transcendent realm of freedom. Our freedom consists in the ability to<br>draw the distinction constitutive of fi nitude.<br>To acquire a more precise insight into the uniqueness of Post-Kantian<br>Idealism, it is also possible to access it from the other end of history, that<br>is from the vantage point of Post-Hegelian anti-philosophy and its<br>criticism of the idea of a ‘mirror of nature’ (Rorty), i.e. of representationalism<br>as such. Post-Hegelian anti-representationalism in its various<br>disguises (deconstruction, post-structuralism, neo-pragmatism, and so<br>forth) seems to debunk the language of representation/appearance<br>altogether. Instead, it emphasizes the excess of the pre-conceptual productivity<br>of Being or nature over its representation: representation is<br>reduced to truth-apt discourse which is rooted in the productive ground<br>of what there really is. Whereas Hegelianism still seems to operate on a<br>transcendental level, apparently ascribing the power of world production<br>to an absolute subjectivity, Post-Hegelian anti-philosophy is characterized<br>by the introduction of a determination of self-determination that<br>cannot be dissolved into the movement of a self-othering of absolute<br>subjectivity. As Walter Schulz has argued in his infl uential book The<br>Completion of German Idealism in Schelling’s Late Philosophy, Post-Hegelian<br>anti-philosophy which already begins with the later Fichte and Schelling<br>defi nes itself as ‘mediated self-mediation (vermittelte Selbstvermittlung).’14<br>The subject is thrown into a process of self-mediation it ultimately<br>neither controls nor triggers. The subject, in other words, turns out to be<br>the result of an inversion which alienates the subject from its alleged<br>INTRODUCTION<br>7<br>capacity to transparently manage itself. The later Schelling refers to this<br>process in terms of an ‘ecstasy’ of the subject or, even more fundamentally,<br>as an ‘uni-versio,’ an inversion of the One.<br>If we regard the process that we postulate here or rather whose<br>possibility we indicated in general, this process appears to be a process<br>of inversion, that is to say, of an inversion of the One, of the preactual<br>Being, of the prototype of all existence, for that which is the<br>subject, –A, becomes the object, and that which is the object (+A),<br>becomes the subject. Hence, this process can be called ‘universio’<br>whose immediate result is the inverted One – Unum versum, whence<br>universe.15<br>To be sure, according to our view of Post-Kantian Idealism, Hegelian<br>dialectics too draws on inversion as the true motor of the dialectical<br>movement; recall the ‘inverted world’ of philosophy Hegel refers to in<br>the Phenomenology.16 Hegelian dialectics is precisely a movement of autodisplacement<br>which is not enacted by a pre-established absolute subjectivity<br>or, even more absurd, by some transcendent absolute subject.<br>The general thrust of our argument is that the alleged ‘Post-Hegelian’<br>turn of philosophy really takes place in the work of Fichte, Schelling, and<br>Hegel and it does so in a more refl ected manner than much of the selfdeclared<br>overcoming of Hegel in twentieth- century analytic and continental<br>philosophy.<br>In so-called post-structuralism, for example, the relation between the<br>two terms of a binary opposition (phenomenal/noumenal, subject/<br>object, etc.) is inverted: the presence (the space) divided and thereby<br>required by the opposition is denounced as the illusory result of a productive<br>process which can never be presented. The self-othering of<br>binary oppositions exhibited by the performance of deconstruction<br>generates an absence which is, however, not the absence of something<br>which antecedes the inversion of the opposition. In other words, poststructuralism<br>could object against our reading of German Idealism that it<br>still privileges one relatum of a binary opposition over the other in order<br>to defi ne an absolute immune to inversion. It could make the case that<br>we leave the original One untouched to the effect that it remains the<br>subject of a merely accidental uni-versio. Post-structuralism invokes an<br>account of the shift taking place in the inversion which might appear to<br>dispose of the absolute in an even more radical way than suggested by<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>8<br>Post-Kantian Idealism’s interpretation of the notion of the absolute in<br>terms of a self-othering activity.<br>However, we will argue against precisely this objection. The absolute<br>of the German Idealists is not some pre-existing totality or some absolute<br>subject creating the course of worldly events out of its unhampered<br>spontaneity. Such an interpretation of German Idealism would miss the<br>crucial shift from substance to subject. The subject Hegel has in mind is<br>an absolute negativity which can only constitute itself after the fact.<br>Without its manifestation, i.e. without the fi nite, it would be nothing.<br>The ‘absolute’ is, hence, nothing but the proper name of the belatedness<br>constitutive of any logical space as such: our conceptual abilities to refer<br>to something determinate in the world can only take place after the fact.<br>The fact is constituted by this ‘after,’ by the belatedness of the subject.<br>Let’s say that ‘ontological excess’ denotes the excess of productive<br>presence over its representation, the X which eludes the totalizationthrough-<br>representation. Once we accomplish the step towards the gap<br>within the space of productive presence itself, the excess becomes the<br>excess of representation which always already supplements productive<br>presence. A simple political reference can make this point clear: the<br>Master (a King, a Leader) at the center of a social body, the One who<br>totalizes it, is simultaneously the excess imposed on it from outside. The<br>struggle of the center of power against the marginal excesses threatening<br>its stability cannot ever obfuscate the fact, visible once we accomplish a<br>parallactic shift of our view, that the original excess is that of the central<br>One itself. As Reiner Schürmann would put it, all hegemonies as such<br>are broken.17 In Lacanian terms we can also say that the One is always<br>already ex-timate with regard to what it unifi es. The One totalizes the<br>fi eld it unifi es by way of ‘condensing’ in itself the very excess that threatens<br>this fi eld.<br>In other words, any totalizing gesture of completion derives its energy<br>from something which cannot be constituted by the very gesture itself.<br>The very intention of completion, of a fully determinate, all-encompassing<br>structure fails because the activity of constituting cannot itself be<br>constituted in the terms of the overall sphere of intelligibility which is<br>the result of the activity.<br>To illustrate this point, let us consider Italo Calvino’s ‘A King Listens.’18<br>In an anonymous kingdom, the royal palace becomes a giant ear and the<br>INTRODUCTION<br>9<br>king, obsessed and paralyzed by fears of rebellion, tries to hear every<br>sound that reverberates in his palace: footsteps of the servants, whispers<br>and conversations, fanfare trumpets at the raising of the fl ag, ceremonies,<br>sounds of the city at the outskirts of the palace, riots, the rumble of<br>rifl es, etc. He cannot see their source but is obsessed by interpreting their<br>meaning and the destiny they are predicting. This state of interpretive<br>paranoia only seems to halt when he hears something that completely<br>enchants him: through the window the wind brings a singing voice of a<br>woman, a voice of pure beauty, unique and irreplaceable. For the king it<br>is the sound of freedom: he steps out of the palace into the open space<br>and mingles there with the crowd . . . The fi rst thing to bear in mind<br>here is that this king is not the traditional monarch, but a modern totalitarian<br>tyrant: the traditional king doesn’t care about his environment, he<br>arrogantly ignores it and leaves the worry and care to prevent plot to his<br>ministers; it is the modern leader who is obsessed by plots. This is why<br>the perfect formula of Stalinism, of the system of endless paranoiac<br>hermeneutics is ‘to rule is to interpret.’ So when the king is seduced by<br>the singing voice of the woman pronouncing immediate life-pleasure,<br>this is obviously (although, unfortunately, not for Calvino himself) a<br>fantasy – precisely the fantasy of breaking out of the closed circle of representations<br>and of rejoining the pure outside of the innocent presence<br>of the feminine voice. However, the fantasy of the pure outside, the<br>fantasy of the original One anteceding its inversion or even perversion<br>by the symbolic order, is nothing but the excess of the self-mirroring<br>prison-house of representations. What this fantasy misses is the way this<br>innocent externality of the voice is itself already refl exively marked by<br>the mirror of interpretive representations. This is why one can imagine<br>what the story’s ending really is, what is missing in Calvino’s explicit<br>narrative: when the king exits the palace, following the voice, he is<br>immediately arrested: for the feminine voice was an instrument of the<br>plotters to lure him out of the safety of the guarded palace.<br>If one translates the moral of this story into the language of philosophy,<br>it becomes evident that the One, the master-signifi er which is<br>supposed to constitute the ‘divine gift’ of intelligibility, is not exempt<br>from the process of totalization. The obvious problem is that there are<br>various simulacra of the One, various totalizing opportunities which are<br>inherently destabilized because they are only maintained by the fantasy<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>10<br>of an original One. In other words, the Hegelian ‘true infi nite’ is the<br>infi nity generated by the self-relating of a totality, by the short-circuit<br>which makes a totality an element of itself (or, rather, which makes a<br>genus its own species), which makes re-presentation part of presence<br>itself. The One is included in the act of excluding it. It becomes the inclusion<br>of exclusion, i.e. the inversion of itself. This inversion occurs within<br>totality: fi rst, a paradoxical element (which is not a proper element of<br>the apparently all-encompassing set-structure in question) is designated<br>as transcendent and secondly this paradoxical element is drawn into<br>totality in an act of closure. The impossibility of reconciling transcendence<br>and closure motivates Hegel’s claim that totality is not complete, that it<br>constantly stands in need of its realization in fi nitude. The infi nite is not<br>always already established but turns out to be the result of an excess of<br>intelligibility.19<br>This structure can also be made apropos the properly dialectical notion<br>of abstraction: what makes Hegel’s ‘concrete universality’ infi nite is that<br>it includes ‘abstractions’ into concrete reality itself, as their immanent constituents.<br>For Hegel, the elementary move of philosophy with regard to<br>abstraction consists in abandoning the common-sense empiricist notion<br>of abstraction as a step away from the wealth of concrete empirical<br>reality with its irreducible multiplicity of features: life is green, concepts<br>are grey, they dissect and mortify concrete reality. (This commonsense<br>notion even has its pseudo-dialectical version, according to which<br>such ‘abstraction’ is a feature of mere Understanding, while ‘dialectics’<br>recuperates the wealth of reality.) Philosophical thought proper begins<br>when we become aware of how such a process of ‘abstraction’ is inherent in<br>reality itself: the tension between empirical reality and its ‘abstract’<br>notional determinations is immanent to reality, it is a feature of things<br>themselves. Therein resides the anti-nominalist accent of dialectical<br>thinking (just like the basic insight of Marx’s ‘critique of political economy’<br>is that the abstraction of the value of a commodity is its ‘objective’<br>constituent).<br>This brings us to the question: what is a dialectical self-deployment of<br>a notion? Imagine, as a starting point, our being caught in a complex and<br>confused empirical situation which we try to understand, to bring some<br>order into it. Since we never start from the zero-point of pure prenotional<br>experience, we begin with the double movement of directly<br>INTRODUCTION<br>11<br>applying the abstract-universal notions at our disposal to the situation.<br>We analyze it and compare its elements with our previous experience,<br>generalizing, formulating empirical universals. Sooner or later, we<br>become aware of inconsistencies in the notional schemes we employ to<br>understand the situation: something which should have been a subordinate<br>species seems to encompass and dominate the entire fi eld, different<br>classifi cations and categorizations clash, without us being able to decide<br>which one is ‘true,’ etc.<br>In what, then, resides Hegel’s uniqueness? Hegel’s thought stands<br>for the moment of passage between philosophy as Master discourse<br>(the philosophy of the One that totalizes the multiplicity) and antiphilosophy<br>(which asserts the Real that escapes the grasp of the One).<br>On the one hand, he clearly breaks with the metaphysical logic of counting-<br>for-One; on the other hand, he does not allow for any excess external<br>to the fi eld of notional representations. For Hegel, totalization-in-One<br>always fails, the One is always already in excess with regard to itself, it is<br>itself the subversion of what it purports to achieve, and it is this tension<br>internal to the One, this Two-ness which both makes the One one and<br>simultaneously dislocates it, it is this tension which is the movens of the<br>dialectical process. In other words, Hegel effectively denies that there is<br>a Real external to the network of notional representations (which is why<br>he is regularly misread as an absolute idealist in the sense of the selfenclosed<br>circle of the totality of the Notion). However, the Real does not<br>disappear here in the global self-relating play of symbolic representations:<br>it returns with a vengeance as the immanent gap or obstacle on<br>account of which representations cannot ever totalize themselves, on<br>account of which they are ‘non-All.’20<br>In our spontaneous mind-frame, we dismiss such inconsistencies as<br>signs of the defi ciency of our understanding: reality is much too rich and<br>complex for our abstract categories, we will never be able to deploy a<br>notional network able to capture its entire wealth . . . However, once we<br>develop a refi ned theoretical sense, we sooner or later notice something<br>strange and unexpected: it is not possible to clearly distinguish the inconsistencies<br>of our notion of an object from the inconsistencies which are<br>immanent to this object itself. The thing itself is inconsistent, full of<br>tensions, struggling between its different determinations, and the deployment<br>of these tensions, this struggle, is what makes it ‘alive.’ Take<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>12<br>a particular state: when it malfunctions, it is as if its particular (specifi c)<br>features are in tension with the universal idea of the state. Or take the<br>Cartesian cogito: the difference between me as a particular person<br>embedded in a particular life-world and myself as abstract subject is part<br>of my particular identity, since to act as abstract subject is a feature that<br>characterizes individuals in modern Western society. The notional reality<br>is not opposed to the empirical. It is not the case that we simply take in<br>an in itself consistent world to which we then apply a propositionally<br>structured system of beliefs. This idea itself is already the application<br>of a notional structure, one way of describing our position in the world,<br>what Gabriel in his chapter will call a ‘constitutive mythology’.<br>The transition from Kant to Hegel can be formulated as the passage<br>from the notion of a substantial Real to the purely formal Real. The formal<br>Real is the immanent gap within the coordinates of representation.<br>Another key fi gure of nineteenth-century philosophy, Schopenhauer,<br>also contributed to this transition in his interpretation of the noumenal<br>thing as will. The Kantian unknowable which escapes our cognitive<br>grasp turns out to be the ontological essence of cognition. Intentionality,<br>i.e. our reference to determinate objects in the world, is directed by the<br>will, by the noumenal itself, which objectifi es itself in our referring<br>to determinate objects. What happens in Hegel is that the Real is thoroughly<br>de-substantialized: it is not the transcendent X which resists<br>symbolic representations, but the immanent gap, rupture, inconsistency,<br>the ‘curvature’ of the space of representations itself.<br>One of the most prominent anti-Hegelian arguments reminds us of the<br>fact of the Post-Hegelian break: what even the most fanatical partisan of<br>Hegel apparently cannot deny is that something changed after Hegel, that<br>a new era of thought began which can no longer be accounted for in<br>Hegel’s own explication of absolute conceptual mediation; this rupture<br>occurs in different guises, from Schelling’s assertion of the abyss of prelogical<br>will (later vulgarized by Schopenhauer) and Kierkegaard’s<br>insistence on the uniqueness of faith and subjectivity, through Marx’s<br>assertion of actual socio-economic life-process, up to Freud’s notion of<br>‘death-drive’ as a repetition that persists beyond all dialectical mediation.<br>Something happened after Hegel, there is a division between before and<br>after, and while one can argue that Hegel already announces this break,<br>that he is the last of the idealist metaphysicians and the fi rst of the postmetaphysical<br>historicists, one cannot really be a Hegelian after this break.<br>INTRODUCTION<br>13<br>Hegelianism has lost its innocence forever. To act like a full Hegelian today<br>is the same as to write tonal music after the Schönberg revolution.<br>The predominant Hegelian strategy that is emerging as a reaction to<br>this scare-crow image of Hegel the Absolute Idealist, is the ‘defl ated’<br>image of Hegel freed of ontological-metaphysical commitments, reduced<br>to a general theory of discourse and to discourse’s constitutive normativity.<br>This approach is best exemplifi ed by so-called Pittsburgh Hegelians<br>(Brandom, McDowell): no wonder Habermas praises Brandom, since<br>Habermas also avoids directly approaching the ‘big’ ontological question<br>(‘are humans really a subspecies of animals, is Darwinism true?’), the<br>question of God or nature, of idealism or materialism. It would be easy<br>to prove that Habermas’s neo-Kantian avoidance of ontological commitment<br>is in itself necessarily ambiguous: while Habermasians treat<br>naturalism as the obscene secret not to be publicly admitted (‘of course<br>man developed from nature, of course Darwin was right . . .’), this<br>obscure secret is a lie, it covers up their deeply idealist form of thought<br>(the a priori transcendentals of communication which cannot be deduced<br>from natural being). The truth is hidden and at the same time manifested<br>in the form: while Habermasians secretly think they are really materialists,<br>the truth lies in the idealist form of their thinking. To put it provocatively,<br>Habermasians tend to be royalists in the republican form. They<br>reduce naturalism to a fruitful hypothesis which seems to be inevitable<br>given that contemporary discourse has committed itself to a scientifi c<br>world-picture. Yet, to be an actual naturalist is not to subscribe to necessary<br>fi ction, but to really believe in materialism. It is, in other words, not<br>enough to insist that Kant and Hegel have to teach us something about<br>the realm of normativity which takes place in the wider domain of the<br>realm of nature. It is, on the contrary, important to re-appropriate<br>German Idealism to a fuller extent. If discourse, representation, mind, or<br>thought in general cannot consistently be opposed to the substantial real<br>which is supposed to be given beforehand, independent of the existence<br>of concept-mongering creatures, then we have to bite the bullet of idealism:<br>we need a concept of the world or the real which is capable of accounting for<br>the replication of reality within itself.21<br>Our theories of the world as such are part of the world. Our system(s)<br>of belief are not transcendent entities occupying a deontological space<br>thoroughly distinguished from the ontological space best described in the<br>language of physics. We fi rmly believe that the ‘defl ated’ image of Hegel<br>MYTHOLOGY, MADNESS, AND LAUGHTER<br>14<br>does not suffi ce. The fetishism of quantifi cation and of the logical form prevailing<br>in much of contemporary philosophical discourse is characterized by a lack of<br>refl ection on its constitution. It is our aim to dismantle this lack and to argue<br>that we are in need of a twenty-fi rst-century Post-Kantian Idealism<br>which would, of course, not be geographically restricted. The era of<br>German Idealism is over, but the era of Post-Kantian Idealism has just<br>begun (with neo-Hegelianism as its fi rst necessary error).
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<![CDATA[ No trace anywhere of life, you say, pah, no difficulty there, imagination not dead yet, yes, dead, good, imagination dead imagine. Islands, waters, azure, verdure, one glimpse and vanished, endlessly, omit. Till all white in the whiteness the rotunda. No way in, go in, measure. Diameter three feet, three feet from ground to summit of the vault. Two diameters at right angles AB CD divide the white ground into two semicircles ACB BDA. Lying on the ground two white bodies, each in its semicircle. White too the vault and the round wall eighteen inches high from which it springs. Go back out, a plain rotunda, all white in the whiteness, go back in, rap, solid throughout, a ring as in the imagination the ring of bone. The light that makes all so white no visible source, all shines with the same white shine, ground, wall, vault, bodies, no shadow. Strong heat, surfaces hot but not burning to the touch, bodies sweating. Go back out, move back, the little fabric vanishes, ascend, it vanishes, all white in the whiteness, descend, go back in. Emptiness, silence, heat, whiteness, wait, the light goes down, all grows dark together, ground, wall, vault, bodies, say twenty seconds, all the greys, the light goes out, all vanishes. At the same time the temperature goes down, to reach its minimum, say freezing-point, at the same instant that the black is reached, which may seem strange. Wait, more or less long, light and heat come back, all grows white and hot together, ground, wall, vault, bodies, say twenty seconds, all the greys, till the initial level is reached whence the fall began. More or less long, for there may intervene, experience shows, between end of fall and beginning of rise, pauses of varying length, from the fraction of the second to what would have seemed, in other times, other places, an eternity. Same remark for the other pause, between end of rise and beginning of fall. The extremes, as long as they last, are perfectly stable, which in the case of the temperature may seem strange, in the beginning. It is possible too, experience shows, for rise and fall to stop short at any point and mark a pause, more or less long, before resuming, or reversing, the rise now fall, the fall rise ,these in their turn to be completed, or to stop short and mark a pause, more or less long, before resuming, or again reversing, and so on, till finally one or the other extreme is reached. Such variations of rise and fall, combining in countless rhythms, commonly attend the passage from white and heat to black and cold, and vice versa. The extremes alone are stable as is stressed by the vibration to be observed when a pause occurs at some intermediate stage, no matter what its level and duration. Then all vibrates, ground, wall, vault, bodies, ashen or leaden or between the two, as may be. But on the whole, experience shows, such uncertain passage is not common. And most often, when the light begins to fail, and along with it the heat, the movement continues unbroken until, in the space of some twenty seconds, pitch black is reached and at the same instant say freezing-point. Same remark for the reverse movement, towards heat and whiteness. Next most frequent is the fall or rise with pauses of varying length in these feverish greys, without at any moment reversal of the movement. But whatever its uncertainties the return sooner or later to a temporary calm seems assured, for the moment, in the black dark or the great whiteness, with attendant temperature, world still proof against enduring tumult. Rediscovered miraculously after what absence in perfect voids it is no longer quite the same, from this point of view, but there is no other. Externally all is as before and the sighting of the little fabric quite as much a matter of chance, its whiteness merging in the surrounding whiteness. But go in now briefer lulls and never twice the same storm. Light and heat remain linked as though supplied by the same source of which still no trace. Still on the ground, bent in three, the head against the wall at B, the arse against the wall at A, the knees against the wall between B and C, the feet against the wall between C and A, that is to say inscribed in the semicircle ACB, merging in the white ground were it not for the long hair of strangely imperfect whiteness, the white body of a woman finally. Similarly inscribed in the other semicircle, against the wall his head at A, his arse at B, his knees between A and D, his feet between D and B, the partner. On their right sides therefore both and back to back head to arse. Hold a mirror to their lips, it mists. With their left hands they hold their left legs a little below the knee, with their right hands their left arms a little above the elbow. In this agitated light, its great white calm now so rare and brief, inspection is not easy. Sweat and mirror notwithstanding they might well pass for inanimate but for the left eyes which at incalculable intervals suddenly open wide and gaze in unblinking exposure long beyond what is humanly possible. Piercing pale blue the effect is striking, in the beginning. Never the two gazes together except once, when the beginning of one overlapped the end of the other, for about ten seconds. Neither fat nor thin, big nor small, the bodies seem whole and in fairly good condition, to judge by the surfaces exposed to view. The faces too, assuming the two sides of a piece, seem to want nothing essential. Between their absolute stillness and the convulsive light the contrast is striking, in the beginning, for one who still remembers having been struck by the contrary. It is clear however, from a thousand little signs too long to imagine, that they are not sleeping. Only murmur ah, no more, in this silence, and at the same instant for the eye of prey the infinitesimal shudder instantaneously suppressed. Leave them there, sweating and icy, there is better elsewhere. No, life ends and no, there is nothing elsewhere, and no question now of ever finding again that white speck lost in whiteness, to see if they still lie still in the stress of that storm, or of a worse storm, or in the black dark for good, or the great whiteness unchanging, and if not what they are doing.
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<![CDATA[ <br>4     <br>    Where would I go, if I could go, who would I be, if I could be, what would I say, if I had a voice, who says this, saying it's me? Answer simply, someone answer simply. It's the same old stranger as ever, for whom alone accusative I exist, in the pit of my inexistence, of his, of ours, there's a simple answer. It's not with thinking he'll find me, but what is he to do, living and bewildered, yes, living, say what he may. Forget me, know me not, yes, that would be the wisest, none better able than he. Why this sudden affability after such desertion, it's easy to understand, that's what he says, but he doesn't understand. I'm not in his head, nowhere in his old body, and yet I'm there, for him I'm there, with him, hence all the confusion. That should have been enough for him, to have found me absent, but it's not, he wants me there, with a form and a world, like him, in spite of him, me who am everything, like him who is nothing. And when he feels me void of existence it's of his he would have me void, and vice versa, mad, mad, he's mad. The truth is he's looking for me to kill me, to have me dead like him, dead like the living. He knows all that, but it's no help his knowing it, I don't know it, I know nothing. He protests he doesn't reason and does nothing but reason, crooked, as if that could improve matters. He thinks words fail him, he thinks because words fail him he's on his way to my speechlessness, to being speechless with my speechlessness, he would like it to be my fault that words fail him, of course words fail him. He tells his story every five minutes, saying it is not his, there's cleverness for you. He would like it to be my fault that he has no story, of course he has no story, that's no reason for trying to foist one on me. That's how he reasons, wide of the mark, but wide of what mark, answer us that. He has me say things saying it's not me, there's profundity for you, he has me who say nothing say it's not me. All that is truly crass. If at least he would dignify me with the third person, like his other figments, not he, he'll be satisfied with nothing less than me, for his me. When he had me, when he was me, he couldn't get rid of me quick enough, I didn't exist, he couldn't have that, that was no kind of life, of course I didn't exist, any more than he did, of course it was no kind of life, now he has it, his kind of life, let him lose it, if he wants to be in peace, with a bit of luck. His life, what a mine, what a life, he can't have that, you can't fool him, ergo it's not his, it's not him, what a thought, treat him like that, like a vulgar Molloy, a common Malone, those mere mortals, happy mortals, have a heart, land him in that shit, who never stirred, who is none but me, all things considered, and what things, and how considered, he had only to keep out of it. That's how he speaks, this evening, how he has me speak, how he speaks to himself, how I speak, there is only me, this evening, here, on earth, and a voice that makes no sound because it goes towards none, and a head strewn with arms laid down and corpses fighting fresh, and a body, I nearly forgot. This evening, I say this evening, perhaps it's morning. And all these things, what things, all about me, I won't deny them any more, there's no sense in that any more. If it's nature perhaps it's trees and birds, they go together, water and air, so that all may go on, I don t need to know the details, perhaps I'm sitting under a palm. Or it's a room, with furniture, all that's required to make life comfortable, dark, because of the wall outside the window. What am I doing, talking, having my figments talk, it can only be me. Spells of silence too, when I listen, and hear the local sounds, the world sounds, see what an effort I make, to be reasonable. There's my life, why not, it is one, if you like, if you must, I don't say no, this evening. There has to be one, it seems, once there is speech, no need of a story, a story is not compulsory, just a life, that's the mistake I made, one of the mistakes, to have wanted a story for myself, whereas life alone is enough. I'm making progress, it was time, I'll learn to keep my foul mouth shut before I'm done, if nothing foreseen crops up. But he who somehow comes and goes, unaided from place to place, even though nothing happens to him, true, what of him? I stay here, sitting, if I'm sitting, often I feel sitting, sometimes standing, it's one or the other, or lying down, there's another possibility, often I feel lying down, it's one of the three, or kneeling. What counts is to be in the world, the posture is immaterial, so long as one is on earth. To breathe is all that is required, there is no obligation to ramble, or receive company, you may even believe yourself dead on condition you make no bones about it, what more liberal regimen could be imagined, I don't know, I don't imagine. No pomt under such circumstances in saying I am somewhere else, someone else, such as I am I have all I need to hand, for to do what, I don't know, all I have to do, there I am on my own again at last, what a relief that must be. Yes, there are moments, like this moment, when I seem almost restored to the feasible. Then it goes, all goes, and I'm far again, with a far story again, I wait for me afar for my story to begin, to end, and again this voice cannot be mine. That's where I'd go, if I could go, that's who I'd be, if I could be.
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<![CDATA[ Not I<br><br>By : Samuel Beckett<br><br>Written in English in spring 1972. First performed at the Forum Theater of the Lincoln Center, New York, in September 1972. First published by Faber and Faber, London, in 1973. First performed in Britain at the Royal Court Theatre, London, on 16 January 1973.<br><br>Note:<br>Movement: this consists in simple sideways raising of arms from sides and their falling back, in a gesture of helpless compassion. It lessens with each recurrence till scarcely perceptible at third. There is just enough pause to contain it as MOUTH recovers from vehement refusal to relinquish third person.<br><br>Stage in darkness but for MOUTH, upstage audience right, about 8 feet above stage level, faintly lit from close-up and below, rest of face in shadow. Invisible microphone.<br>AUDITOR, downstage audience left, tall standing figure, sex undeterminable, enveloped from head to foot in loose black djellaba, with hood, fully faintly lit, standing on invisible podium about 4 feet high shown by attitude alone to be facing diagonally across stage intent on MOUTH, dead still throughout but for four brief movements where indicated. See Note.<br>As house lights down MOUTH`S voice unintelligible behind curtain. House lights out. Voice continues unintelligible behind curtain, l0 seconds. With rise of curtain ad-libbing from text as required leading when curtain fully up and attention sufficient into:<br><br>MOUTH: . . . . out . . . into this world . . . this world . . . tiny little thing . . . before its time . . . in a godfor– . . . what? . . girl? . . yes . . . tiny little girl . . . into this . . . out into this . . . before her time . . . godforsaken hole called . . . called . . . no matter . . . parents unknown . . . unheard of . . . he having vanished . . . thin air . . . no sooner buttoned up his breeches . . . she similarly . . . eight months later . . . almost to the tick . . . so no love . . . spared that . . . no love such as normally vented on the . . . speechless infant . . . in the home . . . no . . . nor indeed for that matter any of any kind . . . no love of any kind . . . at any subsequent stage . . . so typical affair . . . nothing of any note till coming up to sixty when– . . . what? . . seventy?. . good God! . . coming up to seventy . . . wandering in a field . . . looking aimlessly for cowslips . . . to make a ball . . . a few steps then stop . . . stare into space . . . then on . . . a few more . . . stop and stare again . . . so on . . . drifting around . . . when suddenly . . . gradually . . . all went out . . . all that early April morning light . . . and she found herself in the--– . . . what? . . who? . . no! . . she! . . [Pause and movement 1.] . . . found herself in the dark . . . and if not exactly . . . insentient . . . insentient . . . for she could still hear the buzzing . . . so-called . . . in the ears . . . and a ray of light came and went . . . came and went . . . such as the moon might cast . . . drifting . . . in and out of cloud . . . but so dulled . . . feeling . . . feeling so dulled . . . she did not know . . . what position she was in . . . imagine! . . what position she was in! . . whether standing . . . or sitting . . . but the brain– . . . what?. . kneeling? . . yes . . . whether standing . . . or sitting . . . or kneeling . . . but the brain– . . . what? . . lying? . . yes . . whether standing . . . or sitting . . . or kneeling . . . or lying . . . but the brain still . . . still . . . in a way . . . for her first thought was . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . brought up as she had been to believe . . . with the other waifs . . . in a merciful . . . [Brief laugh.] . . . God . . . [Good laugh.] . . . first thought was . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . she was being punished . . . for her sins . . . a number of which then . . . further proof if proof were needed . . . flashed through her mind . . . one after another . . . then dismissed as foolish . . . oh long after . . . this thought dismissed . . . as she suddenly realized . . . gradually realized . . . she was not suffering . . . imagine! . . not suffering! . . indeed could not remember . . . off-hand . . . when she had suffered less . . . unless of course she was . . . meant to be suffering . . . ha! . . thought to be suffering . . . just as the odd time . . . in her life . . . when clearly intended to be having pleasure . . . she was in fact . . . having none . . . not the slightest . . . in which case of course . . . that notion of punishment . . . for some sin or other . . . or for the lot . . . or no particular reason . . . for its own sake . . . thing she understood perfectly . . . that notion of punishment . . . which had first occurred to her . . . brought up as she had been to believe . . . with the other waifs . . . in a merciful . . . [Brief laugh.] . . . God . . . [Good laugh.] . . . first occurred to her . . . then dismissed . . . as foolish . . . was perhaps not so foolish . . . after all . . . so on . . . all that . . . vain reasonings . . . till another thought . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . . . very foolish really but– . . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all the time buzzing . . . so-called . . . in the ears . . . though of course actually . . . not in the ears at all . . . in the skull . . . dull roar in the skull . . . and all the time this ray or beam . . . like moonbeam . . . but probably not . . . certainly not . . . always the same spot . . . now bright . . . now shrouded . . . but always the same spot . . . as no moon could . . . no . . . no moon . . . just all part of the same wish to . . . torment . . . though actually in point of fact . . . not in the least . . . not a twinge . . . so far . . . ha! . . so far . . . this other thought then . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . very foolish really but so like her . . . in a way . . . that she might do well to . . . groan . . . on and off . . . writhe she could not . . . as if in actual agony . . . but could not . . . could not bring herself . . . some flaw in her make-up . . . incapable of deceit . . . or the machine . . . more likely the machine . . . so disconnected . . . never got the message . . . or powerless to respond . . . like numbed . . . couldn't make the sound . . . not any sound . . . no sound of any kind . . . no screaming for help for example . . . should she feel so inclined . . . scream . . . [Screams.] . . . then listen . . . [Silence.] . . . scream again . . . [Screams again.] . . . then listen again . . . [Silence.] . . . no . . . spared that . . . all silent as the grave . . . no part–. . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all silent but for the buzzing . . . so-called . . . no part of her moving . . . that she could feel . . . just the eyelids . . . presumably . . . on and off . . . shut out the light . . . reflex they call it . . . no feeling of any kind . . . but the lids . . . even best of times . . . who feels them? . . opening . . . shutting . . . all that moisture . . .but the brain still . . . still sufficiently . . . oh very much so! . . at this stage . . . in control . . . under control . . . to question even this . . . for on that April morning . . . so it reasoned . . . that April morning . . . she fixing with her eye . . . a distant bell . . . as she hastened towards it . . . fixing it with her eye . . . lest it elude her . . . had not all gone out . . . all that light . . . of itself . . . without any . . . any. . . on her part . . . so on . . . so on it reasoned . . . vain questionings . . . and all dead still . . . sweet silent as the grave . . . when suddenly . . . gradually . . . she realiz–. . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all dead still but for the buzzing . . . when suddenly she realized . . . words were– . . . what? . . who?. . no! . . she! . . [Pause and movement 2.] . . . realized . . . words were coming . . . imagine! . . . words were coming . . . a voice she did not recognize at first so long since it had sounded . . . then finally had to admit . . . could be none other . . . than her own . . . certain vowel sounds . . . she had never heard . . . elsewhere . . . so that people would stare . . . the rare occasions . . . once or twice a year . . . always winter some strange reason . . . stare at her uncom-prehending . . . and now this stream . . . steady stream . . . she who had never . . . on the contrary . . . practically speechless . . . all her days . . . how she survived! . . even shopping . . . out shopping . . . busy shopping centre . . . supermart . . . just hand in the list . . . with the bag . . . old black shopping bag . . . then stand there waiting . . . any length of time . . . middle of the throng . . . motionless . . . staring into space . . . mouth half open as usual . . . till it<br>was back in her hand . . . the bag back in her hand . . . then pay and go . . . not as much as good-bye . . . how she survived! . . and now this stream . . . not catching the half of it . . . not the quarter . . . no idea . . . what she was saying . . . imagine! . . no idea what she was saying! . . till she began trying to . . . delude herself . . . it was not hers at all . . . not her voice at all . . . and no doubt would have . . . vital she should . . . was on the point . . . after long efforts . . . when suddenly she felt . . . gradually she felt . . . her lips moving . . . imagine! . . her lips moving! . . as of course till then she had not . . . and not alone the lips . . . the cheeks . . . the jaws . . . the whole face . . . all those– . . what?. . the tongue? . . yes . . . the tongue in the mouth . . . all those contortions without which . . . no speech possible . . . and yet in the ordinary way . . . not felt at all . . . so intent one is . . . on what one is saying . . . the whole being . . . hanging on its words . . . so that not only she had . . . had she . . . not only had she . . . to give up . . . admit hers alone . . . her voice alone . . . but this other awful thought . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . even more awful if possible . . . that feeling was coming back . . . imagine! . . feeling coming back! . . starting at the top . . . then working down . . . the whole machine . . . but no . . . spared that . . . the mouth alone . . . so far . . . ha! . . so far . . . then thinking . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . it can't go on . . . all this . . . all that . . . steady stream . . . straining to hear . . . make some-thing of it . . . and her own thoughts . . . make something of them . . . all– . . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all the time the buzzing . . . so-called . . . all that together . . . imagine! . . whole body like gone . . . just the mouth . . . lips . . . cheeks . . . jaws . . . never– . . . what?. . tongue? . . yes . . . lips. . . cheeks . . . jaws . . . tongue . . . never still a second . . . mouth on fire . . . stream of words . . . in her ear . . . practically in her ear . . . not catching the half . . . not the quarter . . . no idea what she's saying . . . imagine! . . no idea what she's saying! . . and can't stop . . . no stopping it . . . she who but a moment before . . . but a moment! . . could not make a sound . . . no sound of any kind . . . now can't stop . . . imagine! . . can't stop the stream . . . and the whole brain begging . . . something begging in the brain . . . begging the mouth to stop . . . pause a moment . . . if only for a moment . . . and no response . . . as if it hadn’t heard . . . or couldn’t . . . couldn't pause a second . . . like maddened . . . all that together . . . straining to hear . . . piece it together . . . and the brain . . . raving away on its own . . . trying to make sense of it . . . or make it stop . . . or in the past . . . dragging up the past . . . flashes from all over . . . walks mostly . . . walking all her days . . . day after day . . . a few steps then stop . . . stare into space . . . then on . . . a few more . . . stop and stare again . . . so on . . . drifting around . . . day after day . . . or that time she cried . . . the one time she could remember . . . since she was a baby . . . must have cried as a baby . . . perhaps not . . . not essential to life . . . just the birth cry to get her going . . . breathing . . . then no more till this . . . old hag already . . . sitting staring at her hand . . . where was it? . . Croker's Acres . . . one evening on the way home . . . home! . . a little mound in Croker's Acres . . . dusk . . . sitting staring at her hand . . . there in her lap . . . palm upward . . . suddenly saw it wet . . . the palm . . . tears presumably . . . hers presumably . . . no one else for miles . . . no sound . . . just the tears . . . sat and watched them dry . . . all over in a second . . . or grabbing at straw . . . the brain . . . flickering away on its own . . . quick grab and on. . . nothing there . . . on to the next . . . bad as the voice . . . worse . . . as little sense . . . all that together . . . can't– . . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all the time the buzzing . . . dull roar like falls . . . and the beam . . . flickering on and off . . . starting to move around . . . like moonbeam but not . . . all part of the same . . . keep an eye on that too . . . corner of the eye . . . all that together . . . can't go on . . . God is love . . . she'll be purged . . . back in the field . . . morning sun . . . April . . . sink face down in the grass . . . nothing but the larks . . . so on . . . grabbing at the straw . . . straining to hear . . . the odd word . . . make some sense of it . . . whole body like gone . . . just the mouth . . . like maddened . . . and can't stop . . . no stopping it . . . something she– . . . something she had to– . . . what? . . who? . . no! . . she! . . [Pause and movement 3.] . . . something she had to–. . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all the time the buzzing . . . dull roar . . . in the skull . . . and the beam . . . ferreting around . . . painless . . . so far . . . ha! . . so far . . . then thinking . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . perhaps something she had to . . . had to . . . tell . . . could that be it? . . something she had to . . . tell . . . tiny little thing . . . before its time . . . godforsaken hole . . . no love . . . spared that . . . speechless all her days . . . practically speechless . . . how she survived! . . that time in court . . . what had she to say for herself . . . guilty or not guilty . . . stand up woman . . . speak up woman . . . stood there staring into space . . . mouth half open as usual . . . waiting to be led away . . . glad of the hand on her arm . . . now this . . . some-thing she had to tell . . . could that be it? . . something that would tell . . . how it was . . . how she– . . . what? . . had been? . . yes . . . something that would tell how it had been . . . how she had lived . . . lived on and on . . . guilty or not . . . on and on . . . to be sixty . . . something she– . . . what? . . seventy? . . good God! . . on and on to be seventy . . . something she didn't know herself . . . wouldn't know if she heard . . . then forgiven . . . God is love . . . tender mercies . . . new every morning . . . back in the field . . . April morning . . . face in the grass . . . nothing but the larks . . . pick it up there . . . get on with it from there . . . another few– . . . what? . . not that? . . nothing to do with that? . . nothing she could tell? . . all right . . . nothing she could tell . . . try something else . . . think of something else . . . oh long after . . . sudden flash . . . not that either . . . all right . . . something else again . . . so on . . . hit on it in the end . . . think everything keep on long enough . . . then forgiven . . . back in the– . . . what? . . not that either? . . nothing to do with that either? . . nothing she could think? . . all right . . . nothing she could tell . . . nothing she could think . . . nothing she– . . what? . . who? . . no! . . she! . . [Pause and movement 4.] . . . tiny little thing . . . out before its time . . . godforsaken hole . . . no love . . . spared that . . . speechless all her days . . . practically speechless . . . even to herself . . . never out loud . . . but not completely . . . sometimes sudden urge . . . once or twice a year . . . always winter some strange reason . . . the long evenings . . . hours of darkness . . . sudden urge to . . . tell . . . then rush out stop the first she saw . . . nearest lavatory . . . start pouring it out . . . steady stream . . . mad stuff . . . half the vowels wrong . . . no one could follow . . . till she saw the stare she was getting . . . then die of shame . . . crawl back in . . . once or twice a year . . . always winter some strange reason . . . long hours of darkness . . . now this . . . this . . . quicker and quicker . . . the words . . . the brain . . . flickering away like mad . . . quick grab and on . . . nothing there . . . on somewhere else . . . try somewhere else . . . all the time something begging . . . something in her begging . . . begging it all to stop . . . unanswered . . . prayer unanswered . . . or unheard . . . too faint . . . so on . . . keep on . . . trying . . . not knowing what . . . what she was trying . . . what to try . . . whole body like gone . . . just the mouth . . . like maddened . . . so on . . . keep– . . . what? . . the buzzing? . . yes . . . all the time the buzzing . . . dull roar like falls . . . in the skull . . . and the beam . . . poking around . . . painless . . . so far . . . ha! . . so far . . . all that . . . keep on . . . not knowing what . . . what she was– . . . what? . . who? . . no! . . she! . . SHE! . . [Pause.] . . . what she was trying . . . what to try . . . no matter . . . keep on . . . [Curtain starts down.] . . . hit on it in the end . . . then back . . . God is love . . . tender mercies . . . new every morning . . . back in the field . . . April morning . . . face in the grass . . . nothing but the larks . . . pick it up–<br><br>[Curtain fully down. House dark. Voice continues behind curtain, unintelligible, 10 seconds, ceases as house lights up.]
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<![CDATA[ Henry IV rocking<br>in the royal tortoiseshell cradle:<br>immortality's number.<br>In its wake, it made<br>an eleatic mocking.
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<![CDATA[ Who <br>rules?<br><br>Our life - color-beleaguered, number-beset.<br><br>The clock<br>wastes time with the comet,<br>the knights<br>are anglers,<br>names<br>cover frauds with gold-leaf,<br>the hooked jewelweed<br>numbers the dots in the stone.<br><br>Pain as a snail's shadow.<br>I hear it's not getting later at all.<br>Here Bogus and Boring, back in the saddle,<br>set the pace.<br><br>Instead of you, there are halogen lamps.<br>Instead of our homes, light-traps,<br>terminus-temples.<br><br>Diaphanous, black,<br>the juggler's pennant<br>is at its<br>lowest point.<br><br>The hard-won Umlaut in the unword:<br>your light reflected: tunnel-shield<br>for a local <br>shade of thought.<br><br>Spasms, I love you, psalms,<br><br>O semensmeared one, feelwalls<br>deep in the gulch of you exult,<br><br>You, eternal, uneternitized,<br>eternitized, uneternal you,<br><br>selah,<br><br>into you, into you<br>I sing the scarscore of the bone-staff,<br><br>O red of reds, strummed far behind<br>the public hair, in caves,<br><br>out there, round and round<br>the infinite non of the canon,<br><br>you throw at me the nine-times-<br>twined<br>and dripping wreath<br>of trophy teeth.<br>
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<![CDATA[ Do not work ahead,<br>do not send forth,<br>stand<br>into it, enter:<br><br>transfounded by nothingness,<br>unburdened of all<br>prayer,<br>microstructured in heeding<br>the pre-script,<br>unovertakable,<br><br>I make you at home,<br>instead of all<br>rest.
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<![CDATA[ Coincidence staged, the signs all<br>unconsigned to wind, the number<br>multiplied, wrongs wreathed,<br>the Lord a closet-fugitive, rainfaller, eyeballer,<br>as lies turn blazing sevens knives<br>turn flatterers, crutches<br>perjurors, U-<br>under<br>       this<br>              world,<br>the ninth one is already tunneling,<br>    O Lion,<br>sing the human song of <br>tooth and soul, the two<br>hard things.
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<![CDATA[ Frankfurt, September<br><br>Blind wall-space,<br>bearded by brilliances.<br>A dream of a cockchafer<br>sheds light on it.<br><br>Behind that, raster of lamentations,<br>Freud's forehead opens up:<br><br>the tear<br>compacted of silence<br>breaks out in a proposition:<br>"Psycho-<br>logy for the last<br>time."<br><br>The pseudo-jackdaw<br>(cough-caw's double)<br>is breakfasting.<br><br>The glottal stop is breaking<br>into song.<br>
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<![CDATA[ Gurgling, then<br>vegetating quiet on the riverbanks.<br><br>One sluice left. At the<br>wartlike tower, glazed with<br>brine, you disgorge.<br><br>Ahead of you, where<br>giant sporangia paddle,<br>a luster sickles-<br>as if words were gagging there.
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