I have nothing special to write about today.

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But thinking of my article this month, I just wrote only only one...

This made me feel kind of an obligation to write something.

Please don't misunderstand.

I like to write English setences though they are really poor.

It is fun and produces a good English excersise chance.

Oh, so you know now.

I don't have nothing.

Just nothing.

Byebye

After the final test war, so to speak, I just enjoyed my life.

What I mean is I just concentrate on myself.

Yes, I do have something annoying or uncomfortable which I didn't like.

But I still enjoy them.

The reason is...was that I didn't have anything to do on duty.

I don't have a part-time job.

I don't have calsses tests anymore.

I don't do any club activities for the moment.

I'm FREE!!

FREEEEDOOOOM< Have you seen Brave Heart????>

But Acctually it was the past story.

I got what I need to do...

It's called Shinkyu Paper.

It's a traditional requirement....assignment of my seminar.

I don't like it.

We are given just two months from Janu to Feb to finish it.

Hey subsutancially we don't have two months, Professor!!

You know, we are in Job-Hunting season now.

And last month we had final tests....

You are telling us to make 10000-word paper with that short time resource....

I'm almost giving up....

I'm still working on the thema I want to write about.

It could take the rest days given to me form today...

Oh,Oh.

How can I survive in this hard situation...........?

Just do it!

Yes.

Just think, today is Feb 19 and the dead line is 28....................

For the first and last time I need your help God!

Please come and help me...

Today I'm talking about my complexed feeling now.

Acctually just one sentence before, I really wondered what adjective I would use.

I chose complexed, as you saw.

This is so difficult, you know.

What I'm talking about is your happiness.

How do you think you can achieve your happiness??

By getting ajob? money?

Marrying a fine woman?

As to me, I know I couldn't be happy with my friends or especially my special person also unhappy.

This is really a big problem.

Acctually in my life the same problem has happened at least twice as far as I know.

First was when I was in the high school.

Then I had a special person.

And our relationship suddenly became a serious problem.

We both had an entrance exams at the end of the last winter of the high school days.上手い表現ない？ここ

So we needed study harder,

But how could we keep our relationship?

Just give up?

The problem was the difference of our ideas.

She seemd like putting more importance on LOVE.

But I did on DREAM.

I told her to concentrate on the study.

And I tried not to meet her , so that I wouldn't consume her valuable time and she could do her best.

But she didn't understand my mind, my hope.

She started to have another relationship with the guy I didn't know.

I know she was just lonly.

But I think even now it was the best for her.

Second was in cram school days.

It was the same problem.

This time I did the same thing.

And she left me....

These are great trauma........

I just wanted their success.

But the outcome was just a great suffer....

Hey LOVE and DREAM can't be both achieved!?!?

I really loved...so much that I tried to give you my best gift, hiding my sad lonly feeling.

Have you had a similar problem before?

I hope my words, though they have lots of mistakes, are good enough for you to read.

Oh,sad....but it was the past.HAHAHA

Yesterday I decided and applyed to volunteer recruitement for Sent Patrick Day Parade.

Do you know it?

Sent Patrick <I'm not sure this spelling's right> was a holly person really famous in Ireland.

I guess you might know this symbol,

When you go to an Irish pub or places related with Ireland,

remember you must have seen these.

This is called Smarock in Ireland.

As you see in Shamrock and many Irish goods,

Ireland's simbol colour is GREEN.

And that is all thanks to Sent Patrick.

Why?

Because he introduced Shamrock to Ireland about, I think, 1200 years ago.

I don't know his real intention to do it.

But one of the purposes is to propagate Catholicism to Ireland.

I know you don't understand yet What I'm saying.

Why was Introducing Shamrock for Cathoric propagation?

Look at Shamrock picture again.

The shape's important here.

Shamrock appears to have three leaves.

But acctually this is just one leaf.

What you think is three leaves is acctually one leaf.

"Apearances can be deceiving" is a famous phrase of Agent Smith in Matrix.

That is it.

And hey think!

Don't you think this is really similor to a story about Cathoricism?

Something acctually united to One is broadly considered by peaple to be three diffrenret things.

One thing can apear in three forms,

but it's acctually one thing.

It' the Trinity.

I think many of you don't know this English word.

Ofcourse not.

You aren't a cathoric.

So Sent Patrick tried to have Irish people understand the meanig of the Trinity.

Then Shamrock was really useful because the same thing happens to God and to Shamrock.

Oh, I'm getting to be like a missionary...

I'm not!!!

Don't misunderstand, please.

I just want you to know more about Ireland.

Sent Patrick Day is March 17.

If you have much free time that day,

how about going out to see the parade??

As you're seeing, I've changed my blog host sites from Livedoor to CyberAgent.

That is ofcourse also because of the illigalities of Livedoor groups.

I sort of am refraid of having my blog on there shut down at Livedoor's possible sudden backruptcy.

Anyway, I'm half joking.

I want to show my resolutions by changing blogs.

As some of you know, I want study in a master-course in the United States or other Englsih speaking countries.

I've decided!

So I must study much harder and also start English practice.

There are lots of ways to study English you know.

You need to combine effectivelly some of them.

And I think it's good to try to write blog in English as one of the practice!

So, in this blog site you will see only English essey.

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If you find some mistakes in my English,

please give me your findings or good advice!!

This is ofcourse really challenging for me.

So see you on-line and off-line soon!!

Bye!

PS I think I also continue my first blog in Livedoor as a Japanese blog.

I've changed my mind this quickly..

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