The Dutch Boyのブログ https://ameblo.jp/dutchboy/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja Not such a good day..
I feel very down for some reason..
I'm trying to figure out why..
When I woke up this morning.. my pillow was a bit wet..
and when I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror...
I saw a tear rolling down my cheek.
Seems i've been crying in my sleep!
I don't know how... or why...
maybe my mind is telling me something.
Maybe it's the reason why I was so down today.

Middelbare school (high school in dutch!!!)

Today I was searching for a language school in Japan.
But it also made me realize that ..
I actually would have loved to have my high school time spent in Japan.
I blame Manga... >< :P

Well......

Byebye ..

Stefan..
]]> https://ameblo.jp/dutchboy/entry-10512175220.html Mon, 19 Apr 2010 02:07:23 +0900 Romance? Hi it's me again ^^

I know I don't have alot of readers..
But I won't give up ^^
There must be some people willing to read this..
I'm just new to writing blogs..
So they are not that special yet.

Romantiek (Romance in Dutch!!!)

I've started reading a romance manga..
I wish I didn't...
Makes me jealous xD
I wish I would find the perfect one so easily.
Maybe i'm not looking hard enough.
Maybe I already know the one for me.
But I just don't recognize her.

Even if I am a 16 year old boy.
I like romance for some reason ^^;
Is it weird?
I don't hope so..
xD Sounds a bit girly..
Ugh... I have serious no clue what I'm writing about :P

Oh and i'm going to put a new feature in my blog :

"LYRICS OF THE THE BLOG"

Here I will post a part of a song his lyrics and the name of the song.

THe first one! :

U2 - Beautiful day

It was a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Reach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

Enjoy!


bye bye,


Stefan

]]> https://ameblo.jp/dutchboy/entry-10508020987.html Wed, 14 Apr 2010 07:12:59 +0900 Wanna-be-loved!
School till 5 o clock.. at home 6 o clock..... work 7 o clock.... home 9 o clock... with 1 thought in my mind.
I wanna be loved ..
I wanna be in a relationship.
Teenaged love aint easy I guess.
So... i've decided to look for a girl I like ^^
Or maybe I'll find out that old friends like me.
Who knows? ^^

Would be nice to have some special female attention.

Byebye!

Stefan
]]> https://ameblo.jp/dutchboy/entry-10507163920.html Tue, 13 Apr 2010 04:34:12 +0900 Hiragana + Katakana COMPLETE :D
It's the Dutch boy ^^ :P

I'm writing this to tell you about my study!
Just now I finished studying katakana and I officially know them all!
How ever though.. I still have trouble with some of the katakana xD Since
some of them look alot like each other! Haha :D
But i'm really happy ! ^^
I've counted the pages I've written full with japanese characters!
52!! :P And counting ! :) :P

Today was a great day :D
I have gotten compliments from people about my new clothes! :)
Which always feels good! :D

here is a part of "in my mind" :

Herinneringen (memories in dutch!! :D)

From all the possesions a person can have.
his/her memories are the most valuable.
If thought he human mind remembers bad events in life quicker then the good ones.
The good ones seem to be more powerfull.
My dearest memories I guess... are those of fun times with my friends ^^

What are your dearest memories? :)

That is the question of the day!

Btw.. if it is rude you don't have to answer.. I'm still not completely used to the japanese habits sometimes :3

Bye bye,

Stefan ^^ The Dutch Boy!


]]> https://ameblo.jp/dutchboy/entry-10504586100.html Sat, 10 Apr 2010 02:31:09 +0900 Just my mind speaking!
Well... I know that nobody read my previous blog yet..
But i'll keep on writing till someoen reads them and replies ^^

Liefde (love in dutch!!)

My mind was occupied today...
Occupied with thoughts that someone of my age maybe shouldn't have.
I'm 16 years old... Becoming 17 in June
I had my first "serious" relationship when I was 13-14 maybe?
But... I could not stop asking myself.. was it really love?
And if it wasn't? how does it feel?...
How am I sure that I like someone?
Does my heart beat faster when I'm near?
Does my head get hot and red?
Will my body shake if I touch a girl that I like?
I guess i'm still too young to know..
I wish I would feel real love soon, and actually know that it is real love..
Probably no one is capable of explaining this to me.
It's something I should experience myself.

leven (life in dutch!!)

Life.... yeah well..
there are alot of things to say about life..
It sucks... it's great... it's bad... it's super!
It seems people that every day and the next for granted.
We are living our life without realising it could end any minute.
Maybe we should live our life as if it's the last day?
there are alot of things I want to do..
Travel around the world...
Find my place..
Find someone to love..
Live a happy live..
that's all I want.. to live a happy life...

Dood (dead or death in dutch!!)

The opposite of life.... if someone asks you that question...
You will be most likely to answer with " death "
But when your gone... others will keep a piece of your soul
... What goes out, what goes in...
In my opinion someone is dead when no-one can remembers him/her.
That's my biggest fear...
Beeing forgotten...
Since this world is so big...
Getting known... ending up in history books... is really difficult.
A normal person would leave this world.. and after a couple of generations
no one will know he or she existed...
Doesn't that idea bug you?
That you will never be memorized?
I'm not sure what to answer to my own question...

a. Yes, it's awfull.. beeing forgotten ... must feel like dieing again... must feel cold.

b. but in the other hand... why would you care that people who you don't know will know you?

c. If you are forgotten if you are completely "dead" wouldn't that put your soul to rest?

I know that I probably am to young to think about stuff like this.

But for some reason.... when I feel lonely.. My mind goes off to that kind of things...

I hope someone will read this... and understand it...

Greetings...

Bye bye :D

Stefan (The Dutch Boy)


]]> https://ameblo.jp/dutchboy/entry-10503798566.html Fri, 09 Apr 2010 04:01:22 +0900 Eeehm... Japanese? xD
I'm sorry it's not written in japanese.

Because me japanese is still very bad! :(



Well... what do I have to say... ><

I want to travel to japan!

I'm learning japanese as you read this.

I know the 64hiragana and 38/46 katakana...

Still a long way to go.. ^^

I hope you will all enjoy my blog.. Since this wont'be the last one :D



For now



bye bye,



Stefan ^^


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