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Oct.2nd

I really rest today. I slept well, cooked dinner for myself. Now I'm writing the cover letter which is really important for me to get a job in USA.

I am really confusing with my feeling about the man. I met him 1 month ago. we 've known each other because we've worked together before.
when we had a dinner together on Sep, I just wanted to ask his advices for me, but
we kissed that night. 1 week later, he asked to meet me again. i thought he just want a sex with me, but i said Okay. And we have sex once a week since then.

i felt that this relationship is like a sex-friend which is my first time.
i was kind of excited with this, but day by day, i may fall in love with him.
I know i shouldn't think this way.

I have my dreams, so i shouldn't go into this love.
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He can't drink any alcohols at all. So i always drink alone which is something sad for me.

Also he doesn't touch with me at all, he never kissed me, never shaking hands with me.I think this is kind of affair, but he does not do anything to me, but date with me like high school student which is really pure.

Is it something strange? What's the purpose of him?

I am enjoying with this any way. And, I do not want anything to him.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/eel-may/entry-11002866227.html Tue, 30 Aug 2011 23:43:03 +0900 i know i should not think about him,because he has a girl friend, but i've been thinking about him since that. He was really gentle so that i could not kiss him. i wanted to do that. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/eel-may/entry-11001876486.html Tue, 30 Aug 2011 00:09:21 +0900 i really wanted to meet such heartwarming ones.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zOrV-5vh1A&feature=related



]]> https://ameblo.jp/eel-may/entry-11001784219.html Mon, 29 Aug 2011 23:03:02 +0900 I hope i can update this frequently as much as i can,and have a good opportunity to
study English.

In this blog, i will write about my life, because I want to change my life, I want to
do what I want. This is really important for me to take an action right now.
I know I am now at a crossroads in my life.
I decide that I will quit my job in this October, then move to Tokyo, and take a short journey.
and set new goals. I am very very excited with this.

Thanks to Ms.Papaya, i got a chance to think about my entire life. She advice me to make a list of"To Want List ", so I wrote it down on my notebook with about 100 lists.
I've heard this is important to set up higher goals in life.

p.s.
Recently i applied for toeic test after over 6 or 7 years' silence, so I'm kind of scary to have this
exam, because i think i've been losing many many vocabulary.But I'll do my best!
I'm so ashamed of showing this poor English. I need someone who can correct this.


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