https://ameblo.jp/eionn/ Keep on believing ja
Loving you might be the wrong choice again.

Thats why I do not want to be wrong again. I decided to help you.

I am sure u will do well with that girl!

It hurts when to see u getting hurt by that girl.

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10895018892.html Wed, 18 May 2011 00:15:30 +0900 You know what. You keep me thinking.

and keep me smiling.! :))

and I really wish I can see fireworks tgt just with you.

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10891003074.html Sat, 14 May 2011 02:48:55 +0900 ARGHHH! that irritating feeling again!!! I hate the feeling of waiting and waitingand waiting. Did you get my message? :( I am still waiting right now. OMG! can someone tells me age gaps really matter? *sighhh



I think I have started to OH NO!!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10886012334.html Mon, 09 May 2011 01:16:54 +0900


Today I saw something that I think I should see it earlier.

Yes. Somehow, it settled my heart. I felt nothing the moment I saw it. Well, thatsa good thing! cos I am not affected by him anymore! :DDD finally! Hope yea, in thenear future, u will do well yea. My greatest wishes for u! :) jia you! finally I feel the knot for u is untying itself already. Goodbye. (: ]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10875356161.html Thu, 28 Apr 2011 23:24:20 +0900

I still miss you so, even till now. :(

How I wish we can be together once again.

Till now, I have been pretending, telling my heart I am no longer missing you. But I cant. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10870609538.html Sun, 24 Apr 2011 01:14:34 +0900 When I thought it was the other her u were talking about, my heart somehow feel weird. but when u told me it was your DSLR.. I seemed to be

Oh man! whats happening to me?!!





I want to dance like HYUNA! o(^▽^)o ]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10869597587.html Sat, 23 Apr 2011 01:09:08 +0900 I am so damn freaking tired of everything. I just want a break from everything.(ﾉ_･｡) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10840452836.html Thu, 24 Mar 2011 23:44:58 +0900 cos ah I couldnt sleep!

the lessons are boring too and I nearly fall asleep!! arghhh

tmr another 8am classs!

and I need to sleep soon but before that! i need to exercise! recently, I have been gaining weight!! thats very bad!

Now, listening to CN BLUE new album!!!







I think I should get exercise now!

Good night peeps!


]]> https://ameblo.jp/eionn/entry-10837524525.html Mon, 21 Mar 2011 23:39:08 +0900
This someone made me grow into a stronger person and being a person of who I am. Jus now I was thinking if he did not leave me, what would we become? And now he left me, I have learnt so many important things.

I lost my access card today and I still could not find it. Till I realised, once things are gone, they gone forever. When the time is up, it will auto show up. However, it is all too late as it has already been replaced. How true can this be. Same goes to my relationship.

I keep telling myself, no matter how much I would miss you, this feeling will keep in my deepest part of my heart.

perhaps I should try to sleep now and continue to find my card the next morning.

good nights peeps

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Yesterday, I met up with huiru and cheryl and it has been a long time we met. And once again, I was late again and we went to eat just asia! Luckily, the waitress over there could not recognise me! cos I had some superb funny experience over there! LOL! So after dinner, back home. While I was on my way home, I was stopped by this unknown stranger named "WILSON" (*￣Oﾉ￣*) is like wth right?! I thought he wasfrom some agency or what. But in the end, he came to take my no. But seriously, his name turned me off!!! Well, I guess I am good enough to give him my no. and whenhe smsed me, he said: "keep in touch-wilson" =.= omgggg that name again. OH NO! i really cant accept the same name! God is really playing a fun on me! No more same name please!!! and i jus replied him " you got the same name as my ex" and i guessed he could not under my hidden message. He still replied and said" what some goodthings happened again"! *ROLL EYES! with my ex, IT WAS NOT A GOOD EXPERIENCE @ ALL!!! oh well and I didnt reply his message.

Perhaps most of my friends know I have been troubled for very long due to a particular guy. Thanks for consoling me all these while and asking me to move on and give up, what I want to say now is I am giving up now and no more emo-ing! (: OH YEA!though I guess I might miss him someday again, however, I will keep the deepest part of my feelings in my heart. No more emo-ing but happy moments! Asking about my current relationship, right now, no one in mind, in progress forgetting him and starting a new life! I believe I can do it! Relationship right now is a BIG NO NO TO ME! Perhaps when I am 23 years old? I will start to find again? or perhaps no? LOL! Thats fate yea! jus leave to fate i guess.










IS NERDY TIME! I love my BLACK SPEC! HAHA!
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