diary ～for myself

i'll write about the things that happened around me ja S or M

oneself thought me, if anything,to be "S" so far diary ～for myself-kao5.gif

but,recently i guess i have an element of "M" diary ～for myself-emojiF_02_024.gif

certenly, my husbund is""M" diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_037.gif

but Y and J are "super S" diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_028.gif

it is usually to be very tender for me to be common to them diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_060.gif

but on their works they have a quick-temper diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_028.gif

especially,J is strong in desire for exclurive possession diary ～for myself-emojiF_02_024.gif

but…i don't easily bend it too diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_037.gif

to continue…

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10750087722.html Tue, 28 Dec 2010 00:04:51 +0900 next week

ill have a lot of plans next week diary ～for myself-emojiF_02_024.gif

27th:a farewell party diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_034.gif

28th:have a dinner with Y diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_021.gif

29th:have a dinner with J diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_004.gif

30th:have a dinner with my friend(ex-girlfriend of J) diary ～for myself-kao6.gif

i might take care my liver diary ～for myself-emojiD_06_c323.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10747801605.html Sat, 25 Dec 2010 20:01:06 +0900 sooo fun

yesterday i went to Hawaiian X'mas show with lunch diary ～for myself-emojiF_05_060.gif

and had X'mas party with my Hula friends diary ～for myself-emojiD_08_029.gif

the show was so fun diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_025.gif

and lunch was delicious too diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_046.gif

and the party was so fan too diary ～for myself-emojiD_06_c318.gif

we were so busy to talk,eat,drink,laught diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_056.gif

i felt that i have good fried and thank for them diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_057.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10746903918.html Fri, 24 Dec 2010 22:47:49 +0900 x'mas

X'mas is spcial event for lover&family diary ～for myself-emojiF_03_030.gif

in the real,important day is 12/25 diary ～for myself-emojiF_03_030.gif

,but X'mas Eve is more important for lover in Japan diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_004.gif

J promisted to have dinner with my friend when i told him "bye-bye",so they'll have dinner diary ～for myself-emojiF_05_060.gif

but that's date is 25th diary ～for myself-emojiF_03_030.gif

J told me she was angry diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_036.gif

angry?

why?

they are just a friend arent they?

and he said he want to meet me at 21:00 on 25th diary ～for myself-emojiF_03_030.gif

he'll have dinner diary ～for myself-emojiF_05_060.gif

and what will do?

…………………

i know that,but i cant feel satisfiled diary ～for myself-kao4.gif

hu…

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10744992305.html Thu, 23 Dec 2010 02:38:13 +0900 im fine but…

yesterday,men close to me got illness diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_031.gif

J:influenza diary ～for myself-emojiF_08_085.gif

Y:actue gastroenteritis diary ～for myself-kusuri_red.gif

husband:food poisoning?

did i bad influence for them… diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_029.gif

i hope my sweets will be better soon diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_059.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10743360802.html Tue, 21 Dec 2010 14:37:45 +0900 J part3

when i had dinner with my friend who is ex-girl friend of J,i heard about J that i didnt know.

that were…a lot of lovely recent things diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_010.gif

they said they are friend,but…im sure that they are so special friend.the true princess for him was my friend diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_034.gif

so i thought i shouldn't be with him diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_011.gif

and i send e-mail "i think we should not to meet any more.good bye."

he returned "she is my friend, now and forever...but just friend. if you dont want to meet me any more it is your decision diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_011.gif

next day i sent diary ～for myself-mail2.gif

for him that the reason why i decide diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_040.gif

but,there was no answer diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_031.gif

so i felt "the end" and i made me forget to him diary ～for myself-emojiF_01_010.gif

after three days,he sent diary ～for myself-mail2.gif

"i respect your decision but if you change your mind let me know"

but i didnt return diary ～for myself-kao4.gif

next day,he sent diary ～for myself-mail2.gif

to my PC"can you talk with me?"

for a while i was at a loss,but i ansewed "yes".

he apologized that he hurt me diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_034.gif

and want to meet me.

i cant belive him perfectly but i make up my mind to be with him for my English teacher diary ～for myself-emojiF_01_026.gif

now,we are in love but i have a little coll heart diary ～for myself-kao4.gif

ill enjoy my life diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_046.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10742981617.html Tue, 21 Dec 2010 00:21:14 +0900 J part2

we talked by e-mail everyday diary ～for myself-emojiD_04_066.gif

but i thought he is my friend's friend and her ex-boyfriend diary ～for myself-emojiF_07_301.gif

so i should not be close to him diary ～for myself-emojiD_07_294.gif

but,we couldnt stop folling love each other diary ～for myself-heart08.gif

he is foreigner,so he treated me like a princess diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_060.gif

i had never be treated like that,so i got into the air diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_046.gif

we had sweet times for a while ラブラブ

but…

to be next

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10740776208.html Sat, 18 Dec 2010 21:12:43 +0900 J part1

the force man,now most close boyfriend name was J.

he was my friend's ex-boyfriend but now just a friend, and naitve English speaker diary ～for myself-emojiF_07_011.gif

i learn English so i ask my friend to introduce him and his friends.

when we met first,she and J introduce the other man who is good looking diary ～for myself-emojiF_01_072.gif

and gentle for me diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_060.gif

but he has a girl friend.

so i felt sorry for him diary ～for myself-emojiF_02_024.gif

next week,J sent a e-mail for me diary ～for myself-mail2.gif

and then,we became closer diary ～for myself-emojiD_02_004.gif

to be continue… diary ～for myself-emojiF_02_019.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10739279159.html Fri, 17 Dec 2010 08:58:32 +0900 catching a cold

last weekend i went to north area diary ～for myself-tenki_yuki_01.gif

i ate nice fish diary ～for myself-emojiD_05_048.gif

and beer

,and take the hot spring diary ～for myself-emojiF_iiyudana.gif

the out bath "rotenburo"in the morning was felt so good diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_025.gif

but temperature was -7℃ diary ～for myself-emojiF_02_020.gif

my hair and towel were iced diary ～for myself-kao2.gif

and i caught a cold… diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_028.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10738313107.html Thu, 16 Dec 2010 08:34:25 +0900 Y

the third man name was Y.

he was my client.

the first he invite me to special restaurant diary ～for myself-emojiD_05_308.gif

there is impossible to make a reservation from general person diary ～for myself-emojiF_05_060.gif

i knew he is play boy and has two children and wife.

the second time when we had dinner,he asked me gentlemanlike "how do you think about me?i have no GF now.do you be my GF?"

the first,i looked out for him,so i didnt say yes diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_029.gif

but he didnt be in hurry and ask me when we can meet next.

when we met next time i accept him diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_041.gif

after that we had dinner diary ～for myself-emojiD_05_048.gif

,lunch

,trip

…

now we have fun once a month.

i think we have good relationship now diary ～for myself-emojiD_01_023.gif

]]> https://ameblo.jp/eiwa99/entry-10737954952.html Wed, 15 Dec 2010 21:56:22 +0900