https://ameblo.jp/erierine/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja Awhn, man, I'm so tired today...
I'm not good at talking 'bout me but I'll try anyway because I feel like I'll be better if I do.

The 1st thing is that... time is slipping by my hands without notice, and I can't do anything to stop it! But I will never give up, I'll catch up with it and I'll take control of the situation!

I don't want to go to school, but... SEPTEMBER WILL COME SOON AND I'M NOT PREPARED WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!

Okay, must be calm. I have a lot of time... okay.
I'm closed in myself so I'm not prepared to return in a place full of people. But I'll do my best.

Perhaps, I'm thinking 'bout going to dance in a dance school. Because I want to be PRO. Yay, I'm serious about it.
I really want to do something with my life, I have to move forward.
This is the first step, but I know there will be others too.

Today I'm motivated. I will learn everything I want to learn: sing, dance, draw, cosplay, japanese, english... everything.

Hello, light of my life. One day, I will catch up you, no matter what! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/erierine/entry-11898888214.html Thu, 24 Jul 2014 04:21:01 +0900 some people even insulted me T^T), I don't guarantee anything.

First thing is... I'm not able to use this site, I'm just too horrible with it *cries in a corner*, but I think I'll push myself to learn how to use it... at least basics!!!

Yeah, the problem is that I'm all "promise here, promise there" to myself, but day for day I don't conclude anything. I'm a little... sad.

I'm only fifteen but I feel like I'm wasting all my time, all my life.
I have too many goals but I don't see the light of my future.

Ahhh... When will finish all of this?

I want to be happy, to be FREE, and... I want to have a future in which believe. But... nothing.

And the fault is only mine.

It's my fault if I never end up with something. It's frustrating.

I always repeat to myself "I have time, I will never give up", but... but.

I don't know, I'm losing myself.

I wanted to be a stronger girl.

I have dreams, but I fear that they'll remain dreams forever.

I don't want to end up like this.

I have to do something. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/erierine/entry-11895983847.html Fri, 18 Jul 2014 11:32:19 +0900 I'm desperate (`× ') ]]> https://ameblo.jp/erierine/entry-11834859289.html Sun, 27 Apr 2014 09:13:36 +0900