Step into my favorite heels,

Walk into the world fearlessly.

行ってきます、、

Long time again..

Long time だけど、

These 5-6 weeks felt like 5-6 hours..

It passed in a blink of an eye..

Maybe because I had to work extra hard,

Because of all the responsibility I was given,

And all the hopes people had on me..

It wasn't as hard as I thought..

Maybe because I knew I could do it,

Or rather,

I knew it was humanly possible.. Heh..

I can't let you guys down,

Knowing your all counting on me.

これが私の仕事

これが私の責任

だから

まけない、、

It's either nothing or the best.

Oh, and thank you,

they all worried about me,

All those messages and phone calls..

本当に ありがとう

I'm still fine.

I learnt a lot through these few weeks..

Rules aren't made to restrict people,

And breaking a rule doesn't mean people don't respect it.

Ah,

But I don't regret the decisions I made,

Because it made both you and I grow, right? 

So don't apologize.

(Although you won't see this.. Heh)

 

Speaking of work,

I've realized,

At least .. 3(?) people dyed their hair like mine within these few weeks..

Suddenly.. Came in one day,

Black then red..

Can't u guys be more creative..?

It almost seem like black and red became our theme...

Maybe I'm going to change my colour then..

Don't like being the same...

Mm,

And one more thing..

Very important thing..

That I must apologize about..

誕生日、、

I didn't forget about it,

But I forgot..

This sounds weird I don't know if you will understand what I mean..

I don't like making excuses..

Time passed too fast and I was so stupid I had forgotten about it..

I'm so sorry..

For hurting you,

And I couldn't apologize properly on the phone,

But,

なんとかする

When I go see you,

I promise.

だから今は言わない

そして今度 

絶対に

ちゃんと

言う、、

うん、

まだまだ しっかりしないと、、

ふふ

Black and white.

Then there's a little bit of red.

Simple..

Plain..

..Beautiful

Like the beautiful rain. 

White was sky,

Black was ground.

And in between,

Rain...

Beautiful Rain.

Rain..

that connected the sky from the ground. 

connected the two in which never had the chance to meet. 

That's why I like rain.

Rather, 

Raining.

Because looking down I can see and touch the sky. 

The sky would shine,

Then blurs as rain gathers itself,

And then reforms the reflection of sky again.  

Again and again.

Looking up, it's endless.

But it's actually right there, close and clear.

So don't hate on rain,

Because the distance between poor sky and ground is so far,

it just wants to hold the two together. 

綺麗な

優しい 雨

この一年間 色々あった、ねぇ

沢山の思いだよ

駅にアホみたいな事も

飲み会で恥ずかしい事も

泣いた時でも

ケンカする日でも  へへ

それでも、2人一緒にいるから

寂しくはない、、

これからも

誰と一緒ではなく…

誰が思い出したので…

笑う、、

ありがとう、、

友達の結婚式、、

結婚式場 広くて

とても綺麗だった

すてきなお花沢山

沢山、

ありました、、

ステーキ と ロブスター も美味しがった

チョコレートフォンデュ と ケーキ もあった 

嬉しかった

チョコイチゴ好き、、

To the hundreds of guests that were there,

The wedding only lasted a few hours.

But there were so much effort put into it.

So much planning, so little time,

So much work, so little rest.

In the end all of this was worth it,

Because it was so beautiful.

Not only the flowers and decorations,

But the love within.

A wedding is not only for a couple,

But two families,

Their friends,

And coworkers,

And everyone that's around to support them.

They are the people that filled up the wedding hall, and brightened up the night, with countless tears of happiness and love. 

Happy marriage、、

Delivery arrived.

最近YSLが好きになった、、

Love the family..

でも専門店あんまりないからネットで買えました、

便利便利

えっと、

初登場は今週末の友達の結婚式

たのしみ、、

(( _ _ ))..zzzZZ

 

This color will not fade,

Will not let it fade.

いてきます、、

イチゴケーキ、

です

味は

冬の味、、

好き…

よくわからないけど

冬の味と思います

フワフワの

甘いイチゴ味

冬好きだから 

好き…

雪と同じ白色も

好き…

全部食べれる…