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well but the reason i just logged in again was because i wanted to answer these 100 questions that no one is ever gonna read the answers to yes thats right. I'm fuckin bored. well i will just start

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Hands All Over by Maroon 5, Your Love Is A Lie by Simple Plan, DIAMOND by KAT-TUN, Thank You by Simple Plan, The Coming by Balck Eyed Peas, Wendy Clear by Blink 182
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
well actually that always changes for me but at the moment it would be Hinako Takanaga. I would talk about her works with her and like... praise her to death xDD
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
"Sie entgegneten: Wir haben deutlich gesehen," from the bible xDD dont know why its even lying here. I dont believe in god at all
4) What do you think about most?
yaoi xDD all the time... everywhere
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
omg when did i get my last one? i dont use my hand at all. i think it was a "jo" from my friend rené cause he wanted to check, if he got my number right xDD
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with xDD
7) What's your strangest talent?
...i can make the strangest comments to anything that i read or watch and nobody gets what i am actually talking about... is that a talent?
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
girls are uglier than boys
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
no. forever alone
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
yesterday when i met with my friends and imitated jensen from supernatural
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
spiders, any kind of bugs, weird thickly fluids
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
yes i think so
13) What's your religion?
atheist
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
eating, going to the cinema with friends or to school
15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
behind.
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
well if its a band.... a shit... i cant say one. i can say two., dong bang shin ki and 30 seconds to mars
17) What was the last lie you told?
i just told a friend that i dont care about animals at all. its a lie actually. i do care about them just not as much as her and i didnt want to talk about animals with her so i told her i didnt care
18) Do you believe in karma?
no
19) What does your URL mean?
its just a random nickname i made up
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
weakness: i'm very ticklish; strength: i dont get influenced at all
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
at the moment misha collins
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
no
23) How do you vent your anger?
scream at random people or swear
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
manga
25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
phone
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
well... not really
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
sound i hate; scratchinbg against a pot with a fork; sound i love; gackts voice
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
what if i havent started watching anime?
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
no i dont
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
right; tissue; left; empty glass
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
nothing.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
cologne. bums everywhere
33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
east coast
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
jared leto
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
getting children so the human race wont die off
36) Define: Art.
expression of feelings
37) Do you believe in luck?
no
38) What's the weather like right now?
normal. windy...
39) What time is it?
8.36pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
no and yes
41) What was the last book you read?
"Iphigenie auf Tauris" by Goethe.
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?

43) Do you have any nicknames?
nessi
44) What was the last movie you saw?
the glee movie
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
a broken wirst
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
i think i did as a child
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
nah not at the moment but one week ago i had one
48) What's your sexual orientation?
straight
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
yes xD some stupid people told everyone that i gave my ex a blowjob or something xDD
50) Do you believe in magic?
no
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
no never. one of my weaknesses
52) What is your astrological sign?
pisces
53) Do you save money or spend it?
spend
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
shoes
55) Love or lust?
love
56) In a relationship?
no. as i said forever alone
57) How many relationships have you had?
a few but i wouldnt say they were worth to call "relationship"
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
no
59) Where were you yesterday?
at my friends house, in a japanese restaurant and at home
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a t-shirt and a manga
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
no
62) What's your favorite animal?
ray
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
... i dont have something like that
64) Where is your best friend?
at home i think
65) Spit or swallow?(;
well i think thats a dirty question but i will answer with swallow anyway xDD
66) What is your heritage?
half german, half kurd
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
i dont care
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
i'm not a guy. i cant get myself off, can i?
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
yes
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
save the dog of course. i am still a human being
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
i wouldnt tell anyone cause i dont want them to worry; i would do anything i want to do like go to japan and something; i would be afraid to death ( well i really would be in that case xDDD )
73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
trust
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
drops of jupither by train
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
i dont know and i'm too lazy to look at it
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
trust, love, understanding and mutual interests
77) How can I win your heart?
i dont know. i've actually never been seriously in love
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
yes i think so
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
watch naruto with my brother
80) What size shoes do you where?
39
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
dont be sad. i am not so you shouldnt be either... or something like that
82) What is your favorite word?
ey
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
pain
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"Da kann man sich ja direkt erschießen" means something like: then you could just shot yourself
85) What's the last song you listened to?
Just a Feeling by Maroon 5
86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
blue and black
87) What is your current desktop picture?
a sasunaru picture of the famous scene after their first real fight. naruto lies on the ground and sasuke looks at his face
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
a guy in my class
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
do you think you will ever find someone who loves you?
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
scream like hell and search for something to kill them with
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
read peoples minds
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
my first concert of gackt
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
embarassing moments
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
.... gackt?
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
japan tokyo
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
no
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
no
98) Ever been on a plane?
yes
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
change for the better
]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-11036619902.html Mon, 03 Oct 2011 02:54:17 +0900 여인의 향기 ( Scenf Of A Woman ) episode was amazing. it was a bit slow and nothing important happened but the ending was SOOO amazing. the girl was walking on the street not thinking about anything and the guy was sitting in his car and the moment he saw a car driving in her direction he shielded her with his car and got in an accident. at the last scene he looked at her to see if she was alright and then passed out ]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-11001990916.html Tue, 30 Aug 2011 05:03:36 +0900
The drama 동안미녀 ( Babyfaced Beauty ) really got boring and annoying with the time so i dropped it a episode 16. the one drama i would like to watch is with the actress of the recent drama 여인의 향기 ( Scenf Of A Woman ) so i cant watch it. while we are at it... i wanted to watch the 12t episode of it in the morning but some idiot subbed the spanish subs over the english ones.... wtf is wrong with such stupid people? well its already repaired but i cant watch it now cause i gotta leave in 45 minutes.

I'm gonna meet up with my friend Roni and eat japanese food. i will force her to buy kimichi. wohhh it's just too tasty

just now i started watching the chinese version of high school musical but it's really bad... maybe i hate it even more cause i cant stand that disgusting language... oh btw there will be a koren high school musical soon with 태양 ( Taeyang ) and Onew as the two male main leads i'll definitely love it

wahh i'm bored... what am i supposed to do in these last few minutes I've got left.....
]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-11001626228.html Mon, 29 Aug 2011 21:03:41 +0900 보스를 지켜라( Protect The Boss ) and it was the best episode until now I'm actually amazed that it keeps getting better. I mean it's already one of my most fasvourite drama even though it only has 7 episodes at the moment and i've watched sooo many korean drama already....

재중 ( Jaejoong ) and 지성( Ji Sung ) were soooo cute when they fought. I actually laughed the crap out of me ( i know you cant say it like that but i just do it... dont know... i guess i got used to it too much ) when Ji Sung kicked Jaejoong in the ass twice and then Ji Sung was laughing and sayed "you cant even hit me" to Jaejoong and he slapped him with all his might while having that aggresive look on his face.... wahh i gotta watch that scene again ( after writing that post )

I love Ji Sungs father. he is soooo cool and understanding. and i love the way he always hits everyone. even Jaejoong this time.

wahh.... i think PtB could even become my most favourite k-drama ever even though 최고의 사랑 ( The Greatest Love ) just receantly got on first place

we'll see
]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-10997459187.html Thu, 25 Aug 2011 20:12:43 +0900 yaaaa... me and inga always have so much luck with concerts... it's strange O_O

so the concert was supposed to start at 8pm but there were two suporting acts and a really annoying DJ who played house music all the time ( at a rock concert.... why? )

when 30stm finally appeared on the stage i was like.... OMFG since we sat pretty far in the back we couldnt really see their faces but who the fuck cares? i love that mans voice and... wahhh they even played hurricane two times and jared made amazing fan service. he even ran through the crowd but strangely no one followed him. they must have been shocked like hell. if i had been down there i would have ran after him as fast as i could. hehe

so i bought a really beautiful t-shirt and it was pretty cheap. only 25€

after the concert we had to search for 15 minutes to find viviens father again and.... as always the drive was horrible but it was nice looking at the stars since it was in the middle of the night. oh and actually i slept most of the time

when i arrived back home it was 3am... since i only came home so late i am still pretty tired and i even caught a cold...

even though the way there and back was horrible it was definitely worth it
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cant wait to see jared live and hear his voice and wahhh hear hurricane my fav song of them

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Well actually the bad part about the dream starts now... one of the experiments... well i cant really describe it but they send me a guy in my room who was really nice and we talked and stuff. i had a pool in my room so we went together in the pool i somehow really loved that guy even though i didnt know him. so when the bad guys came in and were trying to take me away he stood infront me and tried to save me even though he knew he would be killed is he does. in the end the bad guys threatened to kill me right now so he let me go. and when they dragged me past him we looked at each other... and his face... he was so hurt and looked at me as if the world was going to end. i touched his shoulder and the grabbed my hand but then we had to let go and i was taken to a different room.

in the end one of the bad guys told me that they killed him because he ( the one i loved ) betrayed them.

i am so sad right now. i really wanna cry. that guy... he was so nice and caring and.... it's like i really really know that guy and he died

btw... thats not so important but still a bit strange. the guy was the actor 성준( Sung Joon ). the one who played the second male lead guy in the drama 내게 거짓말을 해봐( Lie To Me ).

but why him? well i really liked him in the drama and he's super handsome but he wouldnt have been my first choice... i dont know... but now i like him more... 'cause of the dream....


]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-10996240072.html Wed, 24 Aug 2011 16:27:58 +0900 동안미녀( Babyfaced Beauty ) which aired at the beginning of 2011

i heard about this drama before but cause it had many bad comments i didnt watch it. since i was searching for a new romance drama i started it anyway and i really really like it. actually i dont understand what people are talking about. saying stuff like "it gets boring after episode 3" and such.... actually it doesnt. not even one bit even the typical whore-like character is alright... well i still dont like her but she is not as bad as others.

the main guy played by 최다니엘 ( Daniel Choi ) is realllyy cute. his facial expression and he's a total idiot. i love this kinda main charas. oh and he looks like a friend of mine whos name is also daniel when i figured that out i was like:....wtf?

the second male main chara is also really handsome. his name is 류진( Ryu Jin ) and he totally reminds me of the hot bad killer guy from city hunter. the one who also plays the secretary of that bitch in 여인의 향기( Scent Of A Woman )

since i am way to tired to do anything at the moment i will finish episode 10 and go to sleep.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-10995866644.html Wed, 24 Aug 2011 07:36:21 +0900 it's going to be sooo dramatic. i hope he doesnt cry... i cant see such nice guys cry... wahh just thinking about it makes me sad ]]> https://ameblo.jp/fertry/entry-10995862163.html Wed, 24 Aug 2011 07:34:01 +0900
at the end Jaejoong confessed his love to her wah its gonna get dramatic from now on.

one week of wait? omg.... pls dont do this to me
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