It is middle of during ther week, i shouldn't been taking break but

I was dead tired these past few days,

I knew that I would take a day off or at least been later for work today,

eventually I called in .

Since I joined the dance lesson, i don't really get any rest except on Saturday.....

Well, I am free today, but there is a list of things i have to do, which is ok,

cuz no obligation.

I hope my co-worker don't mined me taking day off

( ofcourse no, they don't even speak to me in the offfice)

I just have to hope that my RSM won't think that I am not capable to hundle my work,

but truth is.... i am having hard time with my work, and atomsphere in the office.

It is damn quiet and uncomfotable to make a phone calls, I know no one cares but still.....

It is still 10;30am now i better get started things i planed for the day.

Hope everyone is having good day!

see ya ; )

I didn't think my page is still exsisted on the Ameba blog, they changed the design and it's got a lot better than before.

Anyway, I am at parentts house today , just to get some good food, i actually shoudn't be here cuz today is only Thurseday, have to work tomorrow. oh well I needed to be my self somewhere i can be relax.

I wanna update my current situation before i start any of my stories.

I currently change my carrier from VST to internet service company, I really belive that this company is totally related future world wide business. I am so happy to get involve in this company.

Still have a same boyfriend, started new job last week, just studying company training.

Sice i quit my old job , i have been a lot better condition than before, still get tired from work but much better!!

It was pretty bad last night, I ended up in the hospital.

When I wake up I was in the bed having needle my arms.

my friend was with me , my mom pick me up and pay the bill.

I guess I am still child even I am 26yld.

Well , it started when I saw my boyfriend with other girl,

he cheated on me, it wasn't like i was in love this guy

but seeing him with other girl, it really hit me that no body i can trust.

He sais he love me all the time but may be it was just a word.

I remember the half of story last night ,but being on the embrance

totaly no idea what happend, I guess I got too much drank and

lost my mind, friend told me I started fight with other peolpe in the club.

All the crazy stuff i did last night and it is over betwwen me and

my boyfriend, what a nice holiday this is ............

I guess , everything happens for rason, if i am getting punished for

someting , I have to accept. but.....I just don't know what yet.

Started dizzy again, better get back to bed.

I just wanted to remind my self what I have done to myself and

never ever do it again. No more drink for one month.

I was kind of giving up this blog, reason (1) too busy (2)can not have a time myself latey. (3) not much subject to publish. (4) only one person read my blog.........thank you Ms.Anzu san

Anyway, I move out from Minatoku and now living with my parents. kind a boring out here but it is nice to hung with my family........

Actually, I was bored yesterday at night, wanted to go out but I was too lazy to take a train to go anywhere, that's what happens, when you move out of the city everything you have to have a lot of motivation to do any activity.

I have to find a place as soon as possible to get out of this quiet area. hahaha- before i get too old to get drank with my girl friends

Any way, I went to Shibuya with my friend to have a lunch and shoping, we took picture at electricity building, tom and jerry, picture came out good ,seems like we were at the disnyland.

After we come back to her house, we chat with her housband and we all went for dinner at New sanno hotel , nice restaurant, felt like I was back in US because there was all foreigner and menue was all american food. There was two couple and me, (cuz I don't have a partner) We had a dinner together because they are leaving tomorrow.

It was nice weekend ,and full of activityis. Hope every body had a fun also.