『I AM JUN~ よろしく～！』

NOTIFICATION

Sun, 10 May 2009 22:02:53 +0900

This blog is history,for your information...

STOP PMING ME

And lemonkaru,whoever you are...

I seriously hate the way you put it that you are leaving the world.You think you keep telling someone that you are not going to live for long you can earn sympathy.Please,sympathy is not by words but by feeling.I am sorry that you are leaving this world but still i want to say,your attitude sucks.

And i find it very matter that if someone is going to die and he or she has said good words,i will want to remember the person for his or her good deeds.But sadly,you think it does not matter...i think that kind of thinking is just truly pathetic.

You tell someone to be on their feet and don't lose hope...but you set a bad example for yourself,cause you lose hope instead.It become a joke coming from someone who lose hope to tell someone not to lose hope.

Still,i hope the time you go you can rest in peace.

A Confession

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 02:36:45 +0900

This is a confession.In fact,a big one.

I have a miserable life...more likely to use the word pathetic.That's right,P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C and you never spell it wrong.

Why?

I realised there are just too many things that i can't do it right.Maybe that's normal...But i always tell myself hey what is the big deal about the past...now is different...still,nothing has change at all.Why am i so different? People study in Secondary School...i also study in Secondary School...but i was not the same.People lead a wonderful life with friends...and a wonderful peaceful life but i was not...I got bullied for 5 years and there was once i fought back...i got punished as well when i was the one who reported the person who did a part to bully me.From then on...i just get bully...and it is just useless to fight back cause it will never work.People got friends who help...i got friends who i live in their shadow.They walk ahead of me,while i just stay behind whenever i am needed.

Those were the past...but why is it just so hard to forget about it.People go out often while i always stay at home often.Till now,it never changes.It is not like i completely don't have any friends...but those friends have their own friends and they always got better event.

I given no hope in falling in love,each time i do...it was always an one sided thing.People say you should pursue your happiness...but everytime those who manage to gain the happiness is always the female who like them.Don't say i am wrong,this is a fact.But when one guy who like the girl and go for her,it always fail.Not every guy,but especially me who i am focusing.You will never know the reason why...cause everytime you got rejected...you will never get to see the girl anymore...maybe not for you but it is for me.

Please do not and really,DO NOT tell me that don't care about what others say most importantly is yourself...just being yourself is enough...unfortunately,that kind of mindset is what i cannot accept.

I am not a loner but why am i leading a life just like a loner? Being quiet is no good,i admit...but i rather keep it quiet than talking things i not suppose to say in front of new people.Agree with me...time will tell whether i will be a good person to be with.One thing i always learn is to never,never stick to the same mistake in friendship or whatever ship.You will never see me repeating my wrong...

It is not easily to purge out negative thoughts...when you are seriously deep in thoughts...So don't blame me for this post...it is just words that was going to explode out.

Front Line

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:32:01 +0900

I seriously need a haircut.I am satisfied with my hair back...but not my front...it is growing weird and simply...strange.

And i wore my cap yesterday,surprisely when i never wear it for a suchlong time already.Reason is because i never style my hair ROFL,that iswhy i wear my cap.Sound like cap look nicer on someone who have longhair after all...

No matter how much i change myself...i just can't change a person heart,full stop.

There are some reasons why i am more into Korean recently...the dramathat i am watching...Baby VOX Re.V Ahn Jin Kyeong...Yang Eunji andWonderGirls Min Sun Ye...Other than that,also some other reason whichwell...some will know.

Just pissed me off...when i like their people so much but they like ang moh instead.Really very 日本...

Anyway,the one who wrote Death Note came out a new manga calledBakuman.Not sure whether it will be as good as Death Note but worth atry since its from the same guy.

World Of Atlantica

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 16:56:54 +0900

The day of Atlantica Online close beta has started again,this time i definitely got to play it.

For now,i finally figured out alot of things...the way to get equipment usually is to loot from the monster...but they don't drop the equipment but actually drop equipment box.When you open the box it will then randomly give you weapon or equipment.

Game is definitely not easy...especially when suddenly a turn which all monsters hit you instead of spreading the attack...remember that,your main character died mean its game over.Since this is a MMORPG...you won't expect game over but actually your character revive again.

In Metal Gear Solid 4,there was an enemy group called the Beauty & the Beast corp.From what you see,they are actually beast from the outside but in the inner actually they are beauty.From small,they face a very big post-war traumatic stress that cause them to be sadistic.

The four,Screaming Mantis,Raging Raven,Laughing Octopus and Crying Wolf each already tell you what kind of problem they had faced when they are small.

I say it is very creative to have such an enemy group like that in a game...

Sakura Petal

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 22:04:17 +0900

Ok first of all,a band that is new to me called Misaruka and their new single is "-amakusa-".I probably will listen to it later...

Today went to eat with Jason,Syaipul and my tu di.It was a treat from me to them due to the winning of the competition.We went to Sakura Buffet at Down Town East and well because it is cheap we chosen there.No,its definitely not as nice as you think...just cheap.

While on our way to find for my tu di house because Jason forget to take his thing...Syaipul make me and Jason go one big round....The overall thing was just so funny.

After eating Syaipul went my house to play Guitar Hero 3.Seriously if there is another guitar,it will be great.

Returning

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 18:31:13 +0900

みんなさん、

私の日本語はまあまあです、だから貴方のメッセージを読みません。

Everyone,

My japanese is not very good,that's why i cannot read your private message whoever send me.

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I not sure whether they are scam but whoever they are...unfortunately i don't understand what they write to me.I will be making Ameba as a secondary blog...meaning whatever i posted on Yaplog! will also be posted here.I know its kind of dumb to do so...but i just can't get off the beautiful skin of Ameba.

A Change In Life

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 16:16:15 +0900

This is a last post,i will explain later.

Today nothing much happen,i currently blogging in lab also.Jiahao never come...so i don't think anything much can be done after all.Sze Chong and the rest seem to be addicted to Tetris...this old classic game has some popularity in it after all.

Ok,about why is this a last post is because i am switching to another japanese blog service.I enjoy very much in Ameba but i guess it time to go to a better alternative.Of course,everything in this blog will be preserve for reading of my old posts.More reasons why i make the changes will be in the new blog first post.

My new blog link is http://yaplog.jp/a-darker-world

Sleepy Day

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 21:05:53 +0900

I don't know why...but today i slept alot of times...

Reason not being there...might be one of the reason.Nothing much during FYPJ...staying in lab doing nothing much...at the end of day some tetris playing and challenge of BLEACH Heat The Soul 5 against Syaipul and Vinston.

Matenrou Opera "sara" is a nice song.Since Shu Zhen said its disband...i think its a waste cause this group is good.Wait...they are created last year...and they are break? Really a waste i think.I have yet explore Clearveil and i am doing it now.

Ants seem to like my old keyboard for some reason...i wonder why.If i am going to hate them i just go get another cheap keyboard and it will be logitech one instead.

I not having any problem in playing Rohan Online...reason is because i am in a guild,i have my friend playing in it...so leveling was not a problem for me.Thing that is problem are money.I been partying with my friend...i hardly able to do the quest to earn so...probably going to do them on Saturday and Sunday.

Ok forget to mention this.Vinston is planning to open a chalet to celebrate his birthday so he approach me to share with him.This is a good celebration for my own birthday too.So i guess we will celebrate all the october birthday people in our class by opening the chalet.Probably it will be me and Vinston who will be coming out...the rest for BBQ and so on...i guess those who decided to attend will help.Date is still unconfirmed but i will need people to confirm with me that they are interested.

Let The Story Goes...

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:27:56 +0900

Di da di,di da di di da di da di...........

Just kidding...i am not singing such an old song even though i belong to that era.

This is a story post,pretty much.It goes off long time ago,aiya i don't know how long time ago..there was a guy who visited a village call the mini village well...right such a lame village name.He find the place pretty dead so he went off for a period of time.By the time he come back,he saw lot of young and new faces.So well he get to know a group of girls,well of course girls...he is straight not gay.These girls happen to know each other...well they went to the same school after all.

Things was getting interesting at start...there was some thrill and laughter in between.Then,one of the girl fell in love with the guy.This lucky bastard got girl like him for the first time...and her friends all know it.One day the guy well have some kind of accident and thus he have to stay home to recover.During the recover period...he was actually feeling lonely.Because of his loneliness,he accepted the girl love.

He thought things will go out good...but after such time...the guy think the girl is not ready thus...he ended it even without starting an official relationship.He was pretty depress about the matter till one day another girl from the same group ask him what exactly happen.He explain the matters to her and she seem to understand the situation.From that onwards the guy and the girl seem to have alot to talk...but all the talk...were just comfort but not a true conversation between friends.

The village nearby was a city and the city always held great events where everyone get to dress up with all kind of costumes.The girl was one of the regular person over there.The guy went to the event and saw the girl there.Till then...the guy says he will go to the event everytime.Whether this is love anot...he was unclear.The village start to have some kind of carnival...the guy bought a gift.The guy feel like giving that girl something...so on that day...he give the gift to the girl.The girl was happy...the guy was also happy.After that...the guy has found what he want.

Unfortunately things also did not go out smoothly...this girl was different from the rest.He been giving things to her...but the girl just don't like it.The guy did the wrong method of making a girl happy i guess...what an idiot.Anyway...on the other side...the first girl who fell in love with him was actually still have feeling with him.He must admit...he also have alittle feeling for her...just that he was waiting for a chance to see whether it is the right time.

Now,both girls have ignore this guy.For some reason...perhaps it was all his fault for not able to maintain even a friendship.One only find him when she has a request or else completely nothing,one probably have lost interest of the guy after such a long time and did not talk to the guy as regular as before.

If you truly do not understand the morale of the story...then its nothing strange.But one thing is true...be honest,if you just don't want to associate with the person anymore please be direct and say "Sorry,i think we can't be friends anymore or well i don't think we can talk as normal anymore".Ignoring or never talk to the person anymore.....is really an action that don't do anything.Let the person know...he is in the wrong.

*Note: This post is not today post*

Fox Is On Fire

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 21:42:45 +0900

Related to title,Mozilla Firefox 3.0 is now officially out.Don't hesitate to make the changes,the new version is much faster than the old one and much safer.Don't care about the unsupported theme or extension,i believe they will be updated soon.

Today FYPJ nothing much.Just that i am kind of feel weird when my hp rang...it was so loud for my ringtone...my ringtone was VelBet - Bunny.I think i want to put something more lighter.Also...while sleeping in lab...i dream of the reason once again.So strange and really so strange.

Lot of potential Jrock bands broke up after a few albums.I am currently listening to a band call Homura,consisting of 3 members but two left so the band break.Their songs are nice anyway...well some songs actually.I need to explore more...old and new bands.

jodi,any idea of waka and hiko age? I saw one photo that show them having very old face...its like they are 30+ years old.