https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja An empty shell
blown away by the winds
distanced from it's familiar shores
desolate, hopeless and lost
unsure of what the future holds...

A dry leaf
detached from the security of the tree
threatened by the harshness of the world
withered, cracky, almost rotten...

A frozen drop
condensed alone in eternal cold
away from the rays so bright and warm
hard, chilly, and frigid
thawing seems foreign a word

A dying flame
left without a hope rekindling
winds blowing, threatening to put it out
dying, dwindling, almost gone
forever perishing in passing smoke

...that is my heart... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-11039490336.html Thu, 06 Oct 2011 07:59:28 +0900 A month without a response, to which one has hoped for so much is hard to endure.
A month by having felt the pain that you have lost someone whom one has given his heart and to know that this pain will remain forever.
A month without your jokes, your smile, the feeling to be safe, even if you live in a foreign country.
A month in which I had not given up and was hoping that I can talk to you again.
A month of showed me that I will never again hear anything from you.

... and yet

The months that I'm still here, I can not forget you.
The months that remain to me I would hope and endure the pain.
The months that there will be still I'll wait for you

... on someone whom I love more than a brother and someone whom I love as a woman loves a man

... although I do know after that I can wait until hell freezes over!



I love GIMMICK from ENGU. KOH is...



I love a lot of Songs from PTP (Pay money To My Pain). K is... ]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-11011313917.html Thu, 08 Sep 2011 07:40:25 +0900


Lyrics

Close your eyes

Close your eyes and kiss me
And then tell me that you love me
I know exactly that it’s not true
But I feel no difference
When you abandon yourself to me

Close your eyes and kiss me
Go ahead and fool me
I forget what has happened
And I hope and dream
That I hadn’t lost you yet

I really don’t care
If you feel anything…
Do what you want

Close your eyes and kiss me
Even if it’s the last time
Let us prolonge the moment of parting
For now, don’t leave me alone
With my misery

Close your eyes and kiss me
Go ahead and fool me
You can leave then if you want
But remember without you
Without you I’m lost…

I really don’t care
If you only play with me now

Do what you want

Close your eyes
Close your eyes
Close your eyes and kiss me
Close your eyes
Close your eyes
Close your eyes and kiss me



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I should hear RAD RAT again they give me a good feeling.

Most at all I like CHIKARA the bassist of the band. He is so funny.

Just a pity that we write so little with another at the moment.

I really miss him.

]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-11006088487.html Sat, 03 Sep 2011 02:51:27 +0900 There are so many rules that you must note that one doesn't punishable in Germany.
I have everything prepared so far now, so I can create a website, but I still lack the permission of vap (v__v)
The stupid thing is that my time runs down between my fingers. I can only hope that I have the permission soon.

Two people who mean very much don't write to me anymore. One person does write on Twitter no longer and the other doesn't answer me anymore.
I know that it's my fault but it's still not easy.
For another person that I like so much, I seem only to be means to an end yet.
Sometimes I wonder if I should not turn its back on Twitter.

But there are two people I met.
Once Kenya from PERFECTGIFT and
Shin from HeavensDust.
Kenya is so funny and
Shin is a person who give me always a good feeling and hope. I love his voice and the music he makes. Such a person I would like as a brother.

Thank you for the strength you give me.

Oh before I forget. Download the new song of HeavensDust and help the victims of the earthquake.

]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-11005046284.html Fri, 02 Sep 2011 03:12:33 +0900 I'm tired.
At each time said only that worsened my values ​​anyway.
When you are on give up?
I wanted so much,
but time runs through my fingers.
Therefore DON'T be angry that I press you with my feelings.
I have no more time.
But I want to use these to support you.
Please talk to me again.
This is my last wish.
So that I can look into your eyes without pain again. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-10987847997.html Tue, 16 Aug 2011 16:24:29 +0900


Lyrics

Give me something to drink, I'm thirsty.
I came all the way and I'm alone on foot.
Each step, meter by meter,
from somewhere out there, far away from here.

I swam through the sea, have lived on water and salt,
just to come here and see you at last.
I was in every desert that can be imagined.
Was almost giving off, constantly move on.

I've often lost my way, was far too long blind.
Everywhere and nowhere I was looking for you.

And I ran for years only through rain.
Or whether they were tears? I don’t know by today.

But if only love counts, if only love counts,
I'll go the same route again for you.
If only love counts, if one only love counts,
then there is no price too high for me to see you.

Do you see the bag that I carry with me?
My whole history and life is in there.

You can take it away from me and burn it.
It is full of memories that I dont want to have any longer.
For me yesterday is worthless and tomorrow doesn’t matter
as long as you promise me that you can hold me.

If only love counts, if only love counts,
I'll go the same route again for you.
If only love counts, if only love counts,
I will follow you until the end of this world.

I would like to believe what the Bible says
and what every TV show wants us to believe:
That in the end it does not matter
whether one is the winner or the loser.

Because only love counts, because only love counts,
I'd go the same route again for you.
If only love counts, if only love counts,
I will follow you until the end of the world.

There is no price too high for me to see you.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-10987454061.html Tue, 16 Aug 2011 06:48:50 +0900 He told me that he had fallen in love with a woman. But this woman loves his best friend. Now he doesn't know how he should behave, because even though his friend doesn't want anything from this woman, he dare not confess to her his feelings.
He assumes that this woman anyway never wanted to be together with him.
Now he no longer meets her and not even talk to her.
This woman likes him very much and she had quickly realized that something was wrong with him. Therefore, she offered him that he could talk to her about anything. However, she knows nothing of his feelings.
It hurts him incredibly and he asked me what he should do now, because he really didn't want to break the contact to her. But this hurt him too.
It is difficult to advise in such a situation, since there are three ways in which the woman would react if he said that he loves her.
She could tell him that he has no chance, what would it hurt even more, or
she thinks about her feelings and realize that she loves him and not his friend, or
She knew from the outset that she loved him and had told this with his friend only because they never believed that she have a chance at him.
I gave him the advice in any case to told her his feelings, because the only way he could together with her.
I hope that he has the courage to talk with this woman, because only then will he be able to feel better again. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-10986480509.html Mon, 15 Aug 2011 08:49:03 +0900 Every day I hear your songs.
If you're online you ignore me
and even though I know I'm guilty
it hurts.
My heart belongs to you and you know it.
Was it a mistake to say what I feel?
Your magic eyes are still attract me.
I still want to be with you.
But what do you want?
Talk to me.
Don't leave me standing in the rain.
Be the hero of my dreams to help me out.
I will trust you.
I'll tell you why I am how I am.
I want that you understand me.
I just want to be there for you.
I will stand by you and help where I can.
I wish so much that you trust me, as I'm you now
and this is strange, because never in my life I have trusted a man.
Not since I was 6 years old and my childhood was over.
I miss the time when I was still at ease talking to you
I was teasing you.
Please let me be so close again.
I miss you
I love you.
Come back. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-10985452384.html Sun, 14 Aug 2011 08:00:04 +0900
I wish I could undo it.

He has helped me so much and how I thank him?

A simple sorry can not reach out.

I do not know what to do.

I like him so much and it hurts to see how much it upsets him.

Probably he will never forgive me, for I have disappointed him. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/gatherroses69/entry-10978137553.html Sun, 07 Aug 2011 09:21:23 +0900