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Mon, 24 May 2010 02:33:20 +0900

happy birthday to me!

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fck

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 18:26:25 +0900

I hate how I'm being so out of character lately.

and fuck you Seiya, if you read this.. I don't have a crush at anyone damnit! just give up already!
you and Kei really need to shut up for fuck sake before I decide to sew those lips, I mean it.

really I do.

Seiya can go to the sea

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 15:40:53 +0900

because there's no fucking way I'm falling in love.

and I don't know since when my group of friends becoming a bunch of gossiping women.

anyway, listen.. I'm not opening my cellphone every 3 minutes, and I am certainly not waiting for anyone's email. I never was the one to babble about things that much and I AM NOT IN LOVE!

now who wants to help me drown the little fucker in the sea of Okinawa?

tire-d

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 18:29:48 +0900

I just got back from school. All sweaty and stink because Kei forced me to stay and help him with his unfinished work and because of that, by the time I reach the bus stop it's already left （-""-；)
I don't have time to wait for another one because mother had been telling me that we are going to have dinner today with my dad's family that I cannot be late for it blablabla so I just run for it and apparently a stupid dog think that I was a thief or something so it chased after me all the way back home and continuously barked at me.. I also nearly got bitten on the ass. Crazy dog... but I'm a better runner of course ha ha

anyway I don't think the dinner will be fun, but since there's no way to escape...
I'll just go through it somehow. I hope grandfather won't ramble too much this time.

well, I better get myself ready now because it looks like we'll be leaving in 30 minutes.. so bleh, later.

I'm hoー me

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 11:02:09 +0900

I missed home so much. The trip wasn't that bad.. well, it's quite fun to be honest.
at least I didn't get kicked by a cow or something hahah
I got bored by the firsts 2 days because all we've been doing was going to some boring places the city was famous for.. and I don't even have the smallest interest about it. The only thing I'm happy about the trip is the hot spring because it's been a while since I went into one and it's so relaxing!
but I dropped my phone and now it's dead

I was lonely because I was all alone while Seiya was with Shu (before the accident happen his papa came to the rescue that is ) and Kei also went to other place, luckily I'm in the same group as my senior, and we're in the same club at school.. there were also some people from the tennis club which went to the same place with me so I stick with them all the time
on free time, my senior took me out with him to meet his friends who lives there.. I have nothing else to do so I went with him.
he introduced me to his friends, and 3 of them are university students, they showed us around and I found out that one of them is in taking a photography in college. He's pretty cool, but he didn't talk as much as the others, he's more into his camera more than anything so when all of them were busy with themselves and left the two of us behind, it's kind of weird...

he was silent. I even thought that he didn't like me at first.. and his straight expression scared me for a second.
and then we had dinner on some small place next to the street, surprisingly the food's actually taste good but right after we finish our meal, suddenly there are some transvestites coming out of nowhere and heading towards us. For god's sake, I don't deny that guys are hot but not when they dress up so hideously like that

and one of them was actually flirting with me, I don't know how to react but my senior quickly said something like "we're in love, piss off" and he left after grumbling some words and swaying his hips on the way out
everybody laughed so hard, and for once I saw that he laughed too which is quite surprising since I wasn't sure if he's able to even smile.

but on the way back to the place we were staying at, all of them were walking us back and he talked to me. I couldn't help but feel slightly nervous, but he really is a nice guy and he's pretty fun once he opened that sealed mouth of his.

the next days me and my senior keep sneaking out just to hang out with them for an hour or two.
and because it was almost the day we'd return, we exchanged numbers and stuffs.. and I forgot about my dead phone. -_-;

oh yeah, that reminds me that I should get a new one..
even though I'm not quite sure about it. I hate getting texts from people I don't know.

and before the one I have successfully jumped into the hot spring, I got a text saying that they have my babies. People are getting crazy... not only crazy but also dumb.
oh well at least once I get a new one I won't be receiving any of those again, hopefully.

I'm gonna take a shower now.

good night.

school trip

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 23:45:21 +0900

I finally finished packing up my stuff even though I've started since this morning.

man, I got distracted quite easily lol

so yeah, I'll be leaving tomorrow morning to somewhere with people from my school.

I still don't know where. It doesn't matter anyway, it's going to be awful, I just know it.

as what the teachers said, this trip is purposed to tighten the bond between everybody in the school (senior-junior-teacher.. ew) so, we're all going to be split up in groups and that makes the chance for me to be in the same group with my friends to be rather small.

and Seiya told me I'm not going to be in the same place with all my dorks so I'm pretty positive how horrible this trip is going to be.

Seiya also told me that Shu is going to be in the same group as he is, so they're going to be together for the whole week. Haha two same heads at the same flight, I know I would be bored looking at them

still it will be good to have one of them in the same group as mine because Kei is in the other group too. -_-;

oh well, I shall do my best to however, try to enjoy this trip otherwise it will be a waste of money ha ha

I better get some sleep now because tomorrow I have to get up real early.

see you guys in a week.

night

valentines?

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 03:01:51 +0900

haha I can't go to sleep. It's been a while since my last update.
well school's been a bitch.. can't really complain -_-

luckily valentines was located on Saturday, means no senior chasing you around forcing you to take their chocolate just like the valentines I had when as a first grader on junior high.
seriously it was creepy. I was cornered by the seniors and they stuffedtheir awfully made chocolate and I was in no place to refuse. so I tookit all and ended up having a problem with my stomach because it can'ttolerate too much sweet at once.

my room even moved to the corridor so I could go to the bathroom straight away if my stomach began to ache.

but this year, I did receive some from the girls at school but I gave it to Kei.
I thought I'm going to survive this year, but hell I was wrong, too wrong at this case.

I was driving my mom to some kind of gathering woman my mother's ageattend, gossiping and talking about unimportant stuffs. I though I justneed to drop her off and pick her up once she finished chatting withher friends but again, I was wrong...

She expected me to come inside with her, and accompany her gossiping with her little group.
hell.. where do I fit in a circle of a gossiping woman?!
that surely would be the last thing I'd do for her, seriously! i couldstill bear waiting for her to get all the treatment she wants in thesalon, accompany her to do shopping for all the clothes she wants tobuy, driving her to wherever the fuck she wants to go but NOT sittingwith a bunch of woman, and gossiping together with them!

so I kinda told my mom that I don't want to and tried making an excuse,but then again.. when can I ever win over my own mother? never in thehistory I have. So you know what happened next -_-

I went inside the place they've decided to meet and there goes this woman... I saw her once in my house. She has a loud high pitched voice.. very annoying, I even had to pull a smile when I got there because my mom successfully pinches my ass >>
and I was sitting next to her. She ruffled my perfectly styled hair and turned it into a mess while I spend one whole hour just to get it done, she also baby-talked me like I was fucking 5.

it was ridiculous of her.

and 30 minutes later came another woman, I assume it was the one my mom's been talking a lot to my dad lately.. never know who she was.

and behind her, there's a girl who was probably her daughter.

I didn't know why that time, but I sense that something is up.

especially when they made me sat next to that girl and she began talking about stuffs. I barely listen to her.
because she was a little bit too noisy for my liking. She asked me so many things like.. where do I go to school, what club I belong to, my favorite color, food, my hanging out places, and others.

she talked about herself too, quite a lot to be honest... and I wasn't even asking for the slightest information.
she told me about her school, and friends, about how she become the leader of a cheerleading club.

for all the information she shared, she was about two years younger than me... still in the 3rd year of a junior high.

and I decided to go out for some smoke. I thought she'd stay where she was, but then I found her to be following me outside >>
I ignored her though... but she just couldn't keep her mouth shut for even a minute.
she began asking me questions again, and whats a little bit shocking for me is when she asked me if I have a girlfriend... people never really ask such question to me, knowing that I'm not really into that kind of stuff.

but I told her that I don't anyway, and I could have swear her face expression changed.

then I decided to come back inside since it's so much uncomfortable to be together with a girl, and she followed me back inside, clinging onto my arm. wtf

I stared at her for some minute, waiting for her to let go but she did not realize about it at all. In fact she clutched even tighter and I feel like pushing her away just that very second.
in the end I just walk back inside and found a very suspicious look in my mother's face and that's when I'm sure that something is absolutely up. Especially when my mom began pointing at us with "oh my, where have you guys disappeared to?" and of course that made everybody else noisy saying that we made a perfect couple.

The hell, who ever wants to pair with a girl like that?!

and I quickly sat back down, which of course, followed by that girl.
I tried to ignore her again the whole time, until she finally spilled her drink on my pants, over my little haku and about to wipe them off! I quickly pushed her hand away and snapped at her.

how else should I react when there was a girl who's about to touch my dick?

after that, her eyes becoming all watery and I know she was about to cry. She apologized to me, and her mother's eyes were set on me, so there's nothing I could do but to apologize myself. Surprisingly it was so easy for her to forget about it and began to chat like all of this never happened...

and to my further exasperation, she asked me if she could come over to my house and I was just about to say no but my mom fucking agreed to it... makes me have an appointment on weekend just because she's coming over.

for the first time this year I really am pissed with my mom because I have something else planned on that day, and it's all ruined because she's coming to my house. And what the fuck should I do together with her? learning all the cheerleading movement? like hell I would.

I got fed up and went to the guys bathroom knowing there's no way she'd follow me there. I called Kei and told everything but he fucking laughed at me and telling me that I'm soon going to follow Reika by having a fiancee >> fuck him.

after had enough of cursing, I ended the phone call and walk outside the bathroom and to my utter shock and disbelief she was standing right in front of the guys bathroom and greeted me with a smile. Okay, what kind of freak have the god sent to follow me around on this valentine's day?

it was creepy, and a lot worse than being forced to eat chocolate at once.

and I'm quite sure something horrifying is going to happen on weekend.

maybe I should just invite Kei over and give her the most disturbing scene ever?
whatever it is, I have to do something to keep her away from me. I just have to.

but as for now I just realize that it's getting too late, and I have club practice in the morning so I'll head to bed now.

bye.

fever

Wed, 14 Jan 2009 20:52:29 +0900

38.9....

strangely I don't feel anything just.. my head aching a little bit, and I feel tired.

I even thought about going to school today but my mom insist that I should stay home at least until the fever gets better.

oh well, who could possibly deny the pleasure of staying on a warm bed all day XD

first day at school

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 18:31:19 +0900

was horrible. The teachers are meaner than usual.

they made me go from the first floor to the fourth and gave tons of works to do.
that old hag also made me brought all of her mountainous assignments to the teacher room and I met the teacher I hate the most.

that bald teacher who tend to complain about my hair was looking at me, and he mumbled something about my hair still being too bright. well how about Seiya with his blond hair? >>

it got me pissed all day, and Kei only made it worse.
I don't know what did he had for breakfast, or if he banged his head against an electricity pole today but suddenly he was being too clingy and today he jumped on my back when I was about get out from the class on recess and I successfully hit my head against the wall. darn... now I have this huge bump on my forehead

the worse is he also made me miss my last bus because of his clumsiness for accidentally kicking the schools' garbage can. The teacher thought we did it on purpose while I wasn't even touching it and as a punishment she told us to pick up all the trash at school.

I had to walk all the way home because of that. damn him

well I'm gonna take a bath and probably make myself some dinner now
and Kei.... you seriously owe me a massage >>

bye

asfhjafs

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:00:14 +0900

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW.