Its doing good so far but idk how long i have to bear with this. 

Even now im still clueless how to pull off the current lenght of my bangs.. 

There are times i want to go out but i cant decide what style to do with it i just give up and not go outside anymore ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡

Factors:

-hinders my vision

-awkward lenght

-instead of making my face smaller it makes my face even more round.

-parting it in the middle making me look like an A1 or westlife band member

-parting it in side makes me look like a fucking emo, doesnt help that im always dressed in black.

-unpredictable movements when hit by breeze of air.

（/TДT)/（/TДT)/（/TДT)/

I used to do a lot of camewhoring before this but not anymore 

The only way i can look good on these bangs is if i try sooo hard its not so worth it anymore (x_x；)

Using the bangs extension doesnt really answer all my problems since it has tendency to reveal itself as a fake.. And it makes my head even more dramatically thick and a mess  

In the future

 I wonder will i read this laughing?

Or triumphant over this struggle?

Today i wasted 2k php for my hair.. I went to my fave salon today with Bf, 

I originally wanted to dye my hair black today

But mr bryan talked me ou of it, he was even backed up by my stylist and his assistant .. 

Even went far to say they ran out of black dye ( i cant blieve it) 

I dont want my day ruined and my hair not fixed, so i agred to just keep it that way and get treated. However it is not what i rly want 

I also asked my friends last week but they disagreed as well

I dont get it (-_-メ

Why is everyone against me doing black.. It just makes me wanna dye more than anything else

When my friend Chai dyed her hair black everyone was happy and supported her but when its me everyone is against it

Its frustrating and im rly rly sleepy goodnigjt

And cannot blog. It makes me sad 

My hair is faded to yellow at the moment, so i have to redye sooner or later. 

Im planning to go at dutdutan tattoo convention event to cover and blog about it

Last year i was at brussels tattoo convention it was so unreal haha i fell in love with the scene

Best convention ever. People do not discriminate if you have no tattoos but are there anyway. 

That also motivated me to get these piercings tbh

Now im getting a tattoo too

I tried inviting my friends but their reaction was negative tho. 

It's ok~ even if i have to go alone, i will 

(≧▽≦)

But since i am lucky to have a very open minded and ever supporting boyfriend im confident he will go there too with me hehe.

Im a blessed girl indeed

♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆