hikaru <3 yuki

i wonder...

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 01:58:54 +0900

sometimes i am wondering if she treat me as her bf or am i just some stranger to her...

she no longer treat me the same like in the past anymore.
she is a complete different person when she is online and in real life.

i am getting affected too easily by her.

i wish that i can travel back into the past and just live happily with her.

i just hope that she wont ever lie or hide anything from me.

im depressed...

hopefully she will love me much more and care for me more...

（ｉДｉ）

hehe

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 13:56:20 +0900

hehe, i love my dear ^^ =p !!
yuki is my dear and i love her ^^

update~

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 03:15:57 +0900

thses few days kept quarrelling with my dear, kept saying hurtful words to her without thinking twice and end up making her heart break o(TωT ) . but now we are fine already.

\-sorry dear for the last few days we kept quarrelling and i didnt mean to say those hurtful words to u (_ _。) , love u always.

hopefully no more quarrells over small matter in the future and hope those quarrells we overcome , we will be closer to each other ≧(´▽｀)≦

haha today met my dear , she clip up her fringe ~
and i must say ~ she is so pretty today and of course she is always cute no matter how different her hair is or what she wears, always a cutie to me !! !! not joking !!

haha its 2 am in the morning and i wake up just to update my blog and also to check the weather for tml !

hopefully tml wont rain so we can go cycle and go to the beach together !! (≧▽≦)

bad day

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 02:22:15 +0900

today is a bad day for me ~
got scolded by lazy ass staff from smrt .

then made dear upset alot of times today.

haiz. nowadays when i say sweet stuffs to dear she say i am sweet talking even though i am telling the truth

then if i nvr be sweet to her she will think that i dont love her anymore ......

really dunno what to do, life sucks badly.

even though going out with dear everyday is happy but i really dunno what she thinks of me now.

maybe she dont love me anymore le ..

i want to hug u like this for eternal life but dunno if u will accept my love or not.

i will always be behind u to make sure u will be safe

outtttttttt to fetch dear <3

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 15:48:55 +0900

haha ytd before i sleep , i went to read the gift that dear gave me !!

its so sweet of her <333

haha now hair almost drying , i'm heading out soon to fetch my beloved wifey (≧▽≦)

6th month anniversary <33333

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 03:52:35 +0900

ytd was our 6th month of being together !!

gosh ! time passes so fast !! it was only the 1st month only last time but now its the 6th month !!

so fast ! haha how i wish i can just slow down the time when i spending time with my wifey ~(´・ω・`)

and now reading the gift that my wifey gave me , i will say it isnt a cheap gift because even if u have the most money in the world , u cant buy true love!!

haha i shall blog more tml ! else my darling will scold me Y(＞_＜、)Y

ahh i need to buy meds for my dear so she can recover faster and wont get irritated of her flu !!

hope that she will have a speedy recovery ! HA ! hopefully she wont be reading my blog that soon !

i'm gonna control the stuffs she eat for dinner for everyday till shes totally recovered ! muhaha i know i am evil but its for her own good ! <33

haha we took this pic ytd when we went to clarke quay !! i love my darlings smile !!

love my dear for life (≡^∇^≡) im so happy being with u !

i hope that we will have lesser quarrells in the future and hope for us to last long and stay happy for as long as we're both alive in this planet.

~

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 23:59:16 +0900

haha today had dinner with dear together ~

we ordered two hokkien pawn mee and 1 normal roti prata and an egg prata !!

haha so tasty !! i wanna eat all my 3 meals with my dear everyday if that is possible !! (^-^)/

sometimes i am over sensitive about some stuffs then i end up hurting my love one ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)
maybe its because shes is too important to me thats why i will react that way ~

i hope i wont be so oversensitive again and hope that u wont mind about it （Ｔ＿Ｔ）

i love u ~ o(^▽^)o

out with dear <3

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 02:22:51 +0900

haha today went out with my dear
im glad that i saw her today.

haha nyappy with dear !

haha my stupid face , i hope my dear can stay happy always when shes with me.

though she told me that she wont hide from me ever again and leave me , that rest my mind
but i am still worried that one day i will lose her (Ｔ▽Ｔ;)
who isnt afraid of losing their loved one?
im certainly afraid of it. ever since i am with u, i have decided that i wanna stay long and loving with u till the end of my life and nope i am certain that i wont fall for any gal because i am too crazy in love with u and u have filled up completely in my heart. and no one can ever replace u at all. (^_^)v

hopefully u will be mine for as long as i live , i will be happy already.
even though i may not be good for words and may not be a sweet person but i will still try my best to be the sweetest to u i can be ~

ur the first gal that i love and cherish so much for the first time that is why the worries and fear of losing u is damn high.
i hope that nothing will happen to u for the next few days , i love u.

and whenever there is anything that u will feel awakard sharing with me , dont just keep it to urself ok?
i wanna know how ur feeling and whats on ur mind at all times , i wanna be the one who is able to share the burden of urs and cheer u up when ur feeling down , make u feel better.

our 6th month is approaching pretty soon, just a blink of an eye and we are together for 5 months + already.
how times fly ~ haha and even though sometimes i still dont believe that i am REALLY together with u till i meet u haha. funny right? and each time when i send u home or send u till the bus stop , after u left i will be missing u lots and i thought if i am dreaming again haha.
and once again i wanna say " i love u yuki "

xoxo

day1 : mum birthday, day2: rebond hair with dear

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 02:27:49 +0900

day1: mum birthday

haha so happy that my darling went home with me and celebrate birthday with my mum ~
feel like we are one family (^O^)

haha my darling is always so cute ~

day2: rebond hair together with dear ('-^*)/

haha met her in the mornig then we took bus and find the place
took us about 20 mins then we manage to find it with my dear's friend help!

haha my wifey took this pic when my hair is being chemicaled ,i look so weird (´□｀｡)

HA! my dear took this pic when i didnt notice! aww so cute!!! *pinch*
even though we were in the same house rebonding hair but when i cant see u for a few mins, i start to get very worry about u already. ur the first gal that i got worry so much after a few mins of not being able to see u

her hair after rebonding haha , the process took a few hours!! we were so sleepy! haha
our hair was all so flat!

haha then i did something very bad omg i feel so bad and worried !! even now as i am blogging!! )｀ε´(　

just read my darling's blog ~
1) dont ever hate urself ok?
2) everytime when i didnt tell u is because i dunno how to start telling u so i need sometime to think about it before telling u so it wont sound wrong or hurt u
3)i am NEVER EVER be tired of u, ur all i need in this whole world.
4)i will view ur blog daily now so i know when u update !
5) each little special things that u do for me, i have nvr forget about them, even though its small things but
those are enough to keep me happy already
6) im not angry when ur late ,i dont mind waiting. i am just angry when u say ' ur coming out now ' but u actually havent really come out, that is why i am angry.

i want u to know that i will nvr ever leave u and wont stop loving u till the day ur feeling for me completely fades.
i love u for who u are, and thats what made me fell in love with u in the first place, i dont expect u to change for me because once u do, u wont be the same person i knew already, so stay urself ok?

i love u , yuki
will u let me protect u and stay by ur side for the rest of ur life as ur other half? (=｀(∞)´=)

beach (^-^)/

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 23:27:00 +0900

haha today went to find dear at her workplace.

then when i reached i call her but she nvr pick up(｡＞0＜｡) , everytime i call her she nvr pick up even once thats why i dont want to call again. then the reason why i angry is because i thought she already at the other side of the underpass waiting for me alreaedy then i rush there but end up she still in her workplace haha nvm already , now not angry anymore.

then after that we went to somewhere and sit down then i ate the sandwich she made for me haha, its so tasty -how i wish i can eat it every morning-
then while eating i saw her left hand fingers injured o(TωT ) !! omg see la !! at night always sleep late then while working no energy to concentrate ar!! it must be so painful ! - that is another reason why i want to be by her side 24/7 so that i can protect her and she wont get injured or hurt-

haha then we went beach and stroll and catch snail !!then after that rain , we see rainbow@!!!

see the rainbow ~ (≧▽≦)

then we see a cute sparrow at the bench after the rain stopped ~

see so cute (*^o^*) it look at the cam!

then after that i went to the beach and accidentally fell down then my shoe all wet !
then my darling help me dry my sock and shoe! (´∀｀)

haha that stroll to get free drink !!

hope my wifey will get a new phone that she likes soon ＼(*｀∧´)／

i love yuki ~ - stop comparing yourself with her , ur so much more better than her and not worth comparing to her also -

(^з^)-☆Chu!!