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今日本の友達の大学の写真みて、めーーーっちゃ笑ってて、なんか、千中メンバーみたいいで、めっちゃ人生で一番楽しかったころおもいだした。


カレッジ入ったらそういうのできるんかなあ


なんかこっちきて爆笑とかほんまにないし、心のどっかですごいさびしい自分がいる。


友達がほんまにだんだけうちの支えやったんか、ほんまにここきておもう。



なんかあほなことしまっくたり、とりあえず自転車こいだり、食べまくったり、すねたり、オールはぜったいとか、とりあえずあのころは爆笑しまくったな。。。


すんごい楽しかった思い出っていつまでたっても語れるねんなあ。

ああほんまになつかしい！！


　　


心の底から一緒に笑える友達にであえたらいいな!!!!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hitmi617sound/entry-11532840318.html Sat, 18 May 2013 13:40:53 +0900 アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/hitmi617sound/amemberentry-11521259780.html Tue, 30 Apr 2013 15:02:01 +0900


I am wasting so much money these days...

just before, i checked my bank accounts and there is only rent for two months,,


What I can do....so I ended up asking a places for being a hostess.

Who could believe this??


My mom gonna drag me home..



But I really need money. I can't ask her again...


anyway, as long as I work as hostess I should lose weight!!


because nobody want me to be there. lolo


I am really fat !!




OK, I ready for losing weigh,

and next week, Im gonna work there.


Probably , I m gonna stop eating junk food and something like that!!








]]> https://ameblo.jp/hitmi617sound/entry-11518617217.html Fri, 26 Apr 2013 12:39:41 +0900 I haven't talked w/ him so long and I have no idea how old he is too.


These days, I am in so unhappiness.
self-conscious came out, I have no confidence or something like...
I was thinking even moving to state of Oregon, or dropping class or something like running away from here LA.
Because many bad have happened to me since I moved to LA..

What am I doing, what am I gonna be in the future, what about my job, my body, my health, my friends...everything around me is going to be worse and worse.

How many times I actually have got over these things??
In America, there is no one I can trust.
How many times I cried nowadays?
Who the hell am I really. Where the hell is Hitomi who used to be radiating every day.


Whats my goal...


Why am I here...


I just be in USA..


I am so sorry for my mom.

your investment for me may be wasting....



you know what.
I should not write those things, I know that.

because If I say that loud out, thats gonna be true.



I realized that how much my old friends in Japan, SF were the biggest in my life.
I miss you guys so much.



please no more something like this happen and come out in my mind and life.





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