how have you been doing? 

am I still the one who can make your heart beat?

you do look so happier without me;

guess I didn't mean that much to you like you said I did a few months ago.

did you find your new strong girl?

because here I am crying;

I can't come up to you anymore to tell you how much I missed you;

I can't come up to you and tell you I'm not that strong again because you were my strength, at least you were a few months ago.

and I just miss you so much it aches to see you and act like i'm better off without you when all I ever want to do was scream, I want to scream out your name and tell you to come back to me.

[extract one : a few months ago you were here]

but would you be satisfied with 'em?

with the fact that I do still care for you;

with the fact that every nights I still mention your name in my pray;

with the fact that I still talk about you to my bestfriends;

with the fact that I'm keeping your perfume and still sniffling on it;

with the fact that I still listen to your own songs on your soundcloud;

with the fact I still look at the picture of us standing together, wondering when we'll do another one;

with the fact that even though I've deleted our chats, I still re-mumbling it on my mind;

with the fact that after you left, I remain stay.

would you be satisfied, really?

- coz if only you'd ever be, you'd never leave me