https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja hey long time no see my blog kk
today I reread my blog that was written about a month ago:) I thought I wrote good expression!! lol

recently, I'm feeling like board
but I know why
there is only one reason
what I don't speak in English
I have not tried to speak in English

this is the truth I think..

I have said that I am trying but I didn't

what did I do so far...
my English is still horrible.

I just live here
I don't think I am changed

that is not good...
I should be changed
I should change my situation by myself

there is no one who can change my life except me!! I have not to forget this.

and I must not satisfy with now

the first step is to have a aim which is BIG

I will speak except Japanese!!!! this is the thing that only I have to do!!


I can do it I can do it I can do it Hikaru!!!!

everybody's here, by my side

iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-11032898044.html Thu, 29 Sep 2011 00:02:32 +0900
im going good.
im getting used to live in here UCM i think.

anyway, i have a roomy! she is so nice!! Pam.

i like her i wanna to talk more but my speaking skill is horrible...

but i have to try to speak english anytime.

i've lived in here for 20days.

its difficult to speak,,,
im thinking about my future..

when i came back to japan, where will i be,,?

now im thinking i wanna take regular class in UCM and i wanna live here
and i wanna speak english more and more..
and i think i can do it.

anyway i realized the most important thing.
that is to be as me.

in America, nobody care about me i mean nobody care about except myself.

so i should be so.

do what i want to do
do what i should do

that's it.

just do it.

no one expect my possibility so i should show how well i can do it if i want someone to understand me.

and my behavior is the same as in Japan i think,,,but i think i can find real me in America with friends!!


i can do it everything!!

]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10996990333.html Thu, 25 Aug 2011 10:11:27 +0900
i went to international room with Nana after morning, we got new friends.
his name is Kris and Chinese girl.
He was so nice to us and he brought to Japanese restaurant.
i ate pibimpa.
i felt it delicious!!
after the lunch we have to go campus tour, but except Saki, we went to Kris's house.
we ride on his car's back lol

from 5pm, we participated in welcome party!
so many students were coming and did some games.
one Korean boy taught us Korean game, that name is Sanmyokku!
we say number in order and if you say the number with 3,6 or 9,you have to clap without saying.

we did Choa and another Korean girl so that was funny.

when we were doin another game i asked question from question card to Korean girl maybe she was Myumm something and then she said to me that am i half blood?
i was like wow lol hehe


came back to home, and i got sleep and taking shower and we used laundry!
we were talking with Don u. he looks like Naoto intiraimi so much!

soooo thats all for today:)

i have to get up so early tomorrow morning at 6am for orientation :(

sweet dreams everyone^^ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10980414743.html Tue, 09 Aug 2011 13:22:23 +0900 today was the first day of my study abroad.

i got up in 9:30am and went to orientation room. there are so many Koreans!!
almost of all was Korean.
But!
Last semester i had took Korean class, so i could speak and take some communication:)

and made some Korean friends.
Korean are very good at English ...

i cant speak Eng well. only i can say is CAN I somethin~ or like that..

tomorrow is TOEFL ..omg

anyway,
i just walked around campus and took some pictures.
when i went buck domi, i did Apple to Apples that is a card game and UNO.

in the afternoon, i got sleep and at 7 or 8 o'clock we went to Hong Kong Express.

the dishes were too much and not good but not bad lol

and now im in still Jet lag;((
　
so i go to bed

see u tomorrow:) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10979378619.html Mon, 08 Aug 2011 12:55:14 +0900 now I'm in the like a prison in UCM with Saki.

baaaaaad wether!!
sunder sunder sunder!!





iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10979321728.html Sun, 07 Aug 2011 21:27:06 +0900 hey
I'm in Detroit airport now.

connecting time is about 6 hours!!
during that time, we did emigration check and custom check.

in Narita air port, we couldn't get ticket to Kansas so, when we arrived Detroit we asked thins problem to desks and got tickets.

when arrived Detroit, it was 3am in Japanese and whether wasn't good. raining winding sundering but now it getting better.
we can go to Kansas on time maybe.

I wanted have some meat but I'd ate sand-witch from star-backs.

haha


c u soon:)


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10979311170.html Sat, 06 Aug 2011 16:33:21 +0900 I'm in a airplane go to Detroit.
in my watch show 9pm now, it's Japanese time.
and 6 hours passed since I got ride the airplane! but i have still 6hours left.
I'm listening to country-music from airplane

I ate meal that was like a pibinpa, salad and chocolate cake. and now some flutes and yogurt came lol Befor ride airplane I ate onijiri and karaagekun so I can't eat anymore :P

In airplane, animation movie is played. I think the title is Blue.
the blue bird and young girl's story.


ok
c u soon (｀_´)ゞ




iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10979311184.html Sat, 06 Aug 2011 06:49:37 +0900 hey
I'm in Narita air port and I leave Japan in one hour.

I can't think this is real but I can believe this experience make me strong.

I may cay, I may want to stop everything, but

I never give up!!!!!!!!!!!
hang in there in the US!

I can do it, HIKARU!!!
fightin;D


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/entry-10979305057.html Sat, 06 Aug 2011 00:04:56 +0900 アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/hst-j/amemberentry-10976051178.html Fri, 05 Aug 2011 09:44:49 +0900 long time no see my blog!

i red previously daily.
what is that?! lol

when i started this blog, maybe something happened.
i cant remain what happened to me but it was like a disaster lol
i can see a girl who was sooo disappointed.


Anyway
i will leave Japan tomorrow and study abroad to Missouri America.

i have to appreciate to my parents and my brother.
they always let my back push even me and i always depend on them.

BUT
i want to in-depend from them, and i have to do so.
and now is time for it.


Recently, since i had finished my tests, I had met some friends and hanged out with them.
talking with them made me sad somehow.

the things that i talked was about their experience of study-abroad or future or aim.
but i didnt talk but asked.
when i asked something to someone, they answered so seriously.
i was so glad and thanks but then i realized that im not good at talking!!

i know that,but seriously!
im poor at talking OMG lol


So, in theses talking, i found my aim that i should do in the US.

1.talking to people
2.writing a daily everyday in Eng

of course, i do study, but i have to know how to built relationship by alone.

im so existed and nervous but i believe in myself
because i think this feeling will bring good luck!

haha:P


c u soon^^






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