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I don't know how ofter I use it.

I just feel like using this blog right now.

I want to express my feeling by writing on this blog.

I will write on English.

Firstly,I am about to tell you about my feeling.

I feel so unhappy.

This feels like no one cares.

I am unwilling to face the fact.

because it makes me feel like being a clown.

I have been being that for 2 - 3 years. i don't know .

Can you believe that? I couldn't!

I want to give up sometimes.

however I would carry on.

I hate myself.

You completely succeed.

You take away my heart and my inspiration from myself.

even through you never treasure them, please don't hurt them.

they tell me that you hurt them so bad.

I know you are not a bad boy or a good boy neither.

i just couldn't help stop looking at you.

I am a stupid girl.

I don't ever know how to control myself and not to fall in love.

i have finished expressing one of my feeling.

Other feelings will be shown up later.

Maybe you could know how i feel from my emotions.