https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/ EXPOSE YOUR HEART, WE LIVE IN TIME DUALITY ja On friday I was almost half of the day in our Bookstore near the apartment and found an awesome movie called BYZANTIUM.

Yeah, sometimes I spend most of my time in Bookstore till I find what would satisfy my reading and inspiration taste.

Tonight I watched movie BYZANTIUM for the second time.

BYZANTIUM captured my attention, I was curious.

I now understand the magic of this movie.

It has strong story about a young vampire Eleanor and the burden of secret, that she carries together with her painfull past.

What would you do, if you have a secret, that can't be revealed?







DIDN'T SAW THIS MOVIE?

YOU SHOULD. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11821280688.html Sun, 13 Apr 2014 09:07:25 +0900 Hello Hello

4 days ago I was with my friend visiting a Fortune Teller.

I must admit I was somehow worried.

But it turned out that my lucky number till my birthday is "Divine Number", that means number 1.


She perefectly estimated me, my talents, my personality, my worries and my feelings......This all she knew just from my date of birth.


The Fortune Teller told me a thing no one told me, that no one knew.

"Your blood pressure may be as high as he wants, but it will not beat you.....Because you have someone up there to protecting you, it's a man."

Hearing this from her was a big shock to me, she's the only one who knows about my guardian angel and see him.



In my life I met just 1 real fortune teller, it was an old greece woman and that time my future was dark, full of pain and suffering.

And now this woman showed me my future where my dream can be possibly becoming true if I choose the right path.


I'm still little bit shaken, but HAPPY.

Let's create beautiful tomorrows together.


Wish U an wonderful day (^_-)-☆ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11779518282.html Sun, 23 Feb 2014 01:49:21 +0900 It looks like 2014 would be my lucky year

A friend send me 3 wonderful gifts, new iPad Air, notebook Dell 17R Deep Red and new mobile HTC One.

I even changed 2 things on me

Yeah, I know I said I never cut my hair short, but the haircut was so tempting XD
My hair color is brown and red.


I feel so comfortable in my new hairstyle

Next month I'll be visiting my sister to celebrate dad's birthday and making appointment by tattoo artist Miro.

FINALLY!!!!


Have and wonderfull day my dears ( ^3^)-♥Chu!!





]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11771113528.html Thu, 13 Feb 2014 08:45:53 +0900 Hello all

Today I want to honor the memory of special person, exactly on this day 16 years ago in Greece, I was supposed to die.....but one person, a dear friend saved my life.

Gabriel "Gabe" changed my fate.
He was a good person, I felt respect to him and admired how persisten can he be, when it comes to his dreams.
When I was sad, he made me laugh with his crazy jokes, his music calmed me when I was troubled.

Gabe said, that I'm like an open book to him, even though we knew each other just week, it was like we had connection.
When I was drawing, he was playing on piano, violin, guitar or cello.
I felt like I found my dreamed paradise.
But fate has another plan for us.

That day and that moment, Gabe thought about my life first and didn't thought about his own.



Even though I still feel guilt and pain from loosing Gabe, I'm happy I met him and I never forget, what he had done for me.


"THANK YOU GABRIEL, FOR MY LIFE.
I'LL NEVER FORGET YOUR SACRIFICE, YOU'RE MY HERO.
I KNOW YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME, PROTECTING ME.
I MISS YOU, YOU WERE GOOD FRIEND WHEN I NEEDED ONE, ALWAYS BY MY SIDE.

YOU'RE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL."





Band called Angelical Tears inspired me in writing this for you my ANGEL.


"HERE I'M,
MISSING YOU EVERY DAY.
HEART SHATTERED INTO PIECES,
REMINDS ME OF WHAT'S HAPPENING,
DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL.

YOU'RE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL,
WE MEET AGAIN,
ON PLACE WITHOUT TIME.
THIS TIME I ACCEPT MY FATE,
JUST TO FEEL THE WARMTH OF YOUR EMBRACE.

TIME FLIES SO FAST,
I MISS YOUR LAUGH,
SILLY JOKES,
PLAYING ME PIANO.

YOU PROMISED NOT TO LEAVE ME BEHIND,
NIGHTMARES ARE KILLING MY SPIRIT.
LOST IN THE WORLD OF PAIN,
TEARS AND HEARTACHE.

WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN THINKING?

EVERYTHING WHAT I CAN THINK OF,
IS ONLY YOU.
SHADOWS OF SADNESS CLOUDED MY PARADISE,
YOU DISAPPEARED INTO NOTHINGNESS.

MY SOULD TORNED,
CRYING OUT THE PAIN.
I WILL NOT RUN FROM THE SHADOWS,
I JUST CLOSE MY EYES,
WAIT WHAT WILL HAPPEN.

THE COWARD IN ME LOST WAR AGAINST THE COURAGE,
NOW I KNOW,
I MUST FACE MY FEARS.
EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE FOREVER GONE,
MY HEART WILL NEVER FORGET.

I PROMISED MYSELF NOT TO CRY,
BUT IT'S SO HARD.

DEEP INSIDE MY HEART,
I FEEL WE MEET AGAIN.
AT THAT MOMENT,
I SHED LAST TEARS......OF HAPPINESS.

THERE WOULDN'T BE NO PAIN,
JUST THE WARMTH OF YOUR EMBRACE.

TILL THEN,
I'M VOWING TO BE STRONG,
ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR HAPPY MOMENTS TOGETHER.

WATCHING NIGHT SKY WILL REMINDS ME HOW INTENSE YOUR FEELINGS WERE,
HIDDEN BEHIND THE MYSTERIOUS SMILE.

WAS IT LOVE?
WILL I EVER UNCOVER YOUR SECRET?

ONLY TIME WILL TELL."


Angelical Tears - Missing (Band Version) ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11614067648.html Sun, 15 Sep 2013 07:29:05 +0900 HELLO HELLO (^ε^)♪

These past few months were depressing, inspiring and most of all tiring.

Can't believe next month we have at work 5 days of holidays, but I have 8 days.

My plans

Half of holidays spending in Prague by my sister.
We would wander around Prague, enjoy our time together XD


Then we go to Sweet - Shop Svetozor

We'll celebrate my B'Day with piece of delicious cake......But which one to choose

All looks so tasty.



We can't miss to drink our favourite beers with fruit flavors (like lemon and grapefruit flavor)






I shouldn't forget to pack my favourite black lace jacket, that I bought few months ago and few people asked me where I have bought it XD



It's a SECRET



Second half of holidays me and sis return to Prachatice......Sometimes I hate this small town.

Visiting Tea House is on our list for B'Day celebration....again
My sister said that our Tea House has the best tea and tobacco for water pipe, than Prague's Tea Houses LOL







This leads to Moroccan lounge, where we can drink our tea and smoking water pipe.....Me and sis always sit there




I LOVE the sight of church sv. Jakuba, maybe this church, book shop and the Tea House are the only things I love in our town.




Have an WONDERUL rest of the weekend dears (^3^)-♥Chu!!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11567992333.html Sun, 07 Jul 2013 10:06:00 +0900 Hello Hello (^ε^)♪

The 2 weeks went so fast, I'm enjoying my job, than before.
Even though it's in the same industry, I don't mind.

My new job is more relaxed no stress.



Every morning I wake up seeing my dog angel sleeping by my side, sometimes she kicks me, because of bad dreams.





Finally tickets for PLUNKLOCK's concert in Matrix club, Prague......Finally arrived.

So it's time to prepare my outfit, shoes are already bought, I fell in LOVE with them at first sight ♥_♥




Can't wait to see my sister again.
llz always knows how we can enjoy our time.


See Ya (^з^)-♥Chu!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11516004567.html Mon, 22 Apr 2013 04:19:46 +0900 Hello Hello (・ω・)/



I GOT THE JOB (LOL don't have a wine to celebrate it)


I'm so HAPPY o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
Even though it's 3 shift job, the payment is good......and on Night shifts is always so silent


On thursday I'm going to sign the contract and set a day to start work.


Till then I relax by new TOMB RAIDER




On relax menu is of course finishing some unfinished texts and writing the texts for my story characters, deciding which songs to pick was a hell......All were perfectly fiting, since their personalities evolve and grow


Yesterday my headphones broke so I plan buy new ones


Rocking Residence BOLD Signal O




They catched my eye Can't wait to try them out.





"YOUR EYES FOLLOWING MY EVERY MOVE,
VELVET VOICE WHISPERING MY NAME,
IT'S OVERWHELMING MY SENSES.
ABSORBED BY THIS MOMENT,
YOUR FINGERS LIGHTLY TOUCHES MY SKIN.

HEART MELTING IN DESIRE,
SCREAMING IN WANT.

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?
IS THIS STILL ME?

YOU'RE MY POISON,
SPREADING SLOWLY,
HOTLY THROUGH MY WHOLE BODY.
YOU'RE CALLING ME "MY ANGEL."
DOES THAT MEAN YOU'RE A DEVIL?"


Placebo - Every You Every Me


See Ya (^з^)-♥Chu!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11503789343.html Wed, 03 Apr 2013 07:44:40 +0900 Hello my beloved world and dears (・ω・)/

On monday I'm going to visit my friend and hairstylist Vera, her hands are pure magic


I'm curious what she do with hair this time (^_-)☆
Vera and me knew from primary school, we've been from different classes so we haven't talked so much......Now we're big friends.




Grandma visited us on weekend, so the atmosphere at home is little bit tense.

This weekend would be test of surviving.



Today I want to just play THE LAST REMNANT, finally know how it will end


Now back to work, writing






"HIDDING BEHIND THOUSAND MASKS,
PRETENDING INTEREST,
THAT'S MY DAILY PERFORMANCE.

SOMETIMES CRUELTY IS NECESSARY,
IT PROTECTS,
IT HURTS.

WE'RE JUST HUMANS,
SO MANY CHARACTERS SURVIVING IN THIS WORLD."

The Chaos Agent - People are People

]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11496302021.html Sat, 23 Mar 2013 11:00:45 +0900 Hello Hello (・ω・)/


I'm full of new energy

Got so many ideas for my stories, need to update alot till Kana returns from Japan（‐＾▽＾‐）
It would be my Welcoming gift for her.....and reading the first chapters of Under the Veil of Kismet would be big surpise for her


I plan to update alot LOVE ACCIDENT, Tangled in Web of Vengeance and Prisoner of Love, Slave of Obsession (My dark side has awoken XD)

Then I'll write lyrics for each story in the view of the main characters, just find the right songs.

I'm curious what have my muses planned for me



Have an wonderful day (^з^)-♥Chu!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11492107079.html Sun, 17 Mar 2013 08:14:58 +0900 Hello World (・ω・)/



It's so cold outside, not even Roxanne doesn't want to go out....Clever doggie
My only joy is for now reading or watching movies.

This sound like a Lazy week.

Tomorrow I'll be going for other job options.

On friday mom and me are going to chinese restaurant to eat delicious food and drink my favourite chinese wine to celebrate International Women's Day

Some not surprising news we're running in TV, our previous president Vaclav Klaus will be judged for treason, it was triggered by partial amnesty, which was announced at start of January......It wasn't really good step from mr. Klaus.

I've slept about 11hours, I hope it's not flu, should drink some tea
and then better to go to bed and rest, need to be healthy for the friday.



Take care and See Ya (^з^)-♥Chu!! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jrockmiku/entry-11485008765.html Thu, 07 Mar 2013 01:08:00 +0900