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So yeah, a lot of crap...
So I have to go to a specialist to keep my thoughts down and keep me safe, I have a lot of thoughts everyday, some good and some really scary. You probably know what I mean, so I don't have to go into details. It kind of helps me to go to the specialist to talk out and tell my feelings even though it's really hard for me.

The only good thing is that I've got one really good friend in my class which knows to my problems during school, and she understands because she have suffered a lot of the same things, we just understand each other so well, so we will always support each other in the hard times.


Also my boyfriend helps me out from time to time, he always makes me laugh of his stupid jokes and games, but I really enjoy being with him, if I didn't have him and my friend by my side at the moment, I think I wouldn't be here today at all.

So yeah, it's going the right way for me, but there is still a long way to go, even though this school year is almost over and we all have to seperate, the damage to my mind and body will still be there...forever..

Thanks so much for listening and sorry for not being active so much.
Talk to you next time. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/jurikodesu/entry-12026288424.html Wed, 13 May 2015 22:32:37 +0900 My name is JurikoSan and I'm a Danish girl gamer who loves to play a lot of video games and watch Animes. I'm 17 years old (soon 18 though) I'm living home with my parents and my little sister. I got a boyfriend that I'm gonna move out with, probably within 1 year. I don't really like school (who does?) I really like the Japanese culture and would love to go to Japan to see how everythig is there.

My life story?

I got born 2½ months to early and never really wanted to eat, so you can probably guess that I'm really thin, today I still can't eat much, I can't eat meat and some other things, so right now I'm stuggling to eat more and the meat that I can swallow.

When it comes to school it's a real nightmare. I finished my middle school last year and since that year I've been stuggling with bulliying. I was always alone the other girls didn't really like me, I was always the last one getting picked in the Gym classes and when I was together with some of the girls from my class then they just made fun of me or just ignored me. They never invited me to any of their parties and other things they did. Everytime we had to be in groups, I never had a group cause no one wanted to be together with me, so I had to go around the school with a teacher and ask other groups if they could have me in their group and everytime I could see that they didn't want me there but they could not refuse the teacher.

Me and my familiy tried to go and talk with the school and teachers, but nothing changed. Now that I'm in Highschool is fine, just some of the girls are still there and that makes my day really difficult, cause I know they are sitting with their new friends talking bad about me, they even made a group where they shared pictures of me and my boyfriend and then wrote bad things about us, it's really hard to come to school everyday and hear them laugh and see them look a you all the time. It really messes with my brain and got me really down in the dark.
I'm at the point where they made me more agrresive and sore, people can hurt me more easier now, just because of these girls. I'm worried about myself and my temper the moment I walk out the door.

So I'm stuggling with these two really difficult things, which can end my life in the end, so I have to try to move on to forget about all of this, it's just not that easy to forget. So I'm having professional help.

Why am I creating this blog?

I'm creating this blog to all the people who are having the same problems as me or just people who are sitting all alone and got no one to talk to. I got space in my heart for everyone. I will post dayliy about how I feel, how my life is atm and how I am moving forward from all these difficult things. Thanks for taking your time to read my story

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