The reason is I've started a tumblr...but I've decided that's for sharing content and this is for ranting

Ahahahahhhha

The link's on my fb, so

gogogo

I won't do it again.

日本語三級！

That being said,

I'm a party pooper in a lot of the things I do

I lack self confidence

But you know what, I'm in a damn good mood right now.

Cause I thought about it a bit...and I'm just being stupid!

Getting wound up over nothing...spinning myself a web

From now on I'll walk forward with resolute steps

Something like that. Living like that...full of dreams!

It's beautiful.

And even if the person I want to be beside doesn't wanna be my side

Well, that's fate huh.

There's a reason for everything.

I'd like to believe that there was a reason why I came to Japan and entered Kou 2 instead of Kou 1

No...I've already decided.

The reason I'm here is for that person.

No matter what.

Even if I get nothing in return.

As long as I'm happy and comfortable!

I don't need to be rich or powerful or famous

I just want to have enough time

I wanna have long enough to be with loved ones

And to go see all the places I wanna see

Do all the things I wanna do

I don't wanna be chained down.

That's why the future's so scary!

Ahaha so I won't worry about it too much any more!

Even if I fail it's alright

There's more to life than tests

For most people that is...people who try too damn hard on school and college and don't take time to enjoy life and look around

Those people fuckin piss me off ahahha!!

There's someone I regret not being able to spend Christmas with though haha.

Call me naive

But the holidays make you want somebody to be with!

Even if I throw away my pride

Even if I look like an absolute idiot

I want to try.

No, I don't know if it's love.

But perhaps it is - just not like love I've felt before.

Even if you feel nothing when you're with me

And I hurt sometimes because of that

I will regret it forever if I don't hold out my hand.