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iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11029679961.html Mon, 26 Sep 2011 00:58:59 +0900 when was the last time..

somehow i can't recall..

i don't know when i became like this, i just look forward and keep walking..

i can't stop, and i walk very quickly...i don't wanna stop for anyone, coz i don't wanna be left behind again, but yet sometimes i feel like slowing down for someone, i wanna walk together, but then i won't do it if i can't tell the pace and the direction they are walking to...

ahhh, it's simple...isn't it...

why do some people not understand, reciprocating is simple, as long as there is no mixed signal. one step at a time, one signal at a time...isn't it simple...

i need to slp soon...thinking...

my braincells D:


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11029676989.html Mon, 26 Sep 2011 00:47:04 +0900 ahh why am i reminded of it again...

the time is not right, and i keep encountering narrow-minded people.

they can't look beyond the surface.

this is one of the reasons why i am detached like this, i will only fully open up to people i can believe, people who can see much more than what's on the surface.

think the only girl who can do this is amily, but i didnt invite her into my life, bad timing, i am not ready.

i dont really care, or rather, i cannot be bothered with people who are quick to judge. i am like this, if i don't agree with you, or don't like you, i'll either tell u, or worst case i'll completely ignore u.

i don't like charades too.

lately when we go to dhoby ghaut, i tot, how is quinn doing now. i didnt reply your smses, coz u obviously didnt know how much u've wrecked my faith. especially when i gave up everything for u, betrayal twice in a row, made me detached like this, hiding my I and displayong my S. but if u know i'm noisy and all, that is I, not S.

back to work tmr, all i want now is to complete this year with no screw ups.

but lately, i can't deny i got weak and felt like having someone to walk along with.

maybe i've lost touch with solitude, need to get back to myself and spend more time alone.

i am totally not wota on my blog lol...

wanna just sort things out, and set things right once and for all...

and just stand on the travellator for the next few years...

someone come along please...someone extraordinary, str8forward, kind and honest.

if i onli care abt looks i'd be attached long ago, i wldn't be a wota...i lost so much faith...


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11029670294.html Mon, 26 Sep 2011 00:24:22 +0900 Lately i realised the wonders of blogging frm phone.

And i rediscovered why i am wota.

Honestly, i can't deny i am afraid and unwilling to go through the same nonsense.

I am much more cautious.

On the way to somerset now, saw my sec sch fwen, i am detached as usual, can't help it.

Lately i've been thinking about moving on, or rather, trying to move on again.

After failing twice. And one made things much worse, i completely lost faith.

I watched NMB's new pv, like 20 times tis "morning", hardly any mirurunz, kinda disappointed, hope NMB7 haz PV.

I wanna be stable, as in, my life, or rather, my lifestyle.

I am reckless and spontaneous, but really, i want stability.

Stupid FJ, pls release my money.


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11028046060.html Sat, 24 Sep 2011 15:53:38 +0900 I warm up to people too slowly...srsly, cannot take it, yet i can't help it.

i feel so fat. gonna diet, screw this!

Still not ready...and still not sure.

2012.

Preorder Dec 2011.

1 in stock.


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11025151004.html Wed, 21 Sep 2011 18:58:53 +0900 older better huh


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11025004689.html Wed, 21 Sep 2011 16:51:43 +0900 It's the cycle all over again...i spent the last 2 hours reading...

I wanna get down to it and be on the same pace as the team, but i know i'm too new.

From production house to marketing to editorial, good job jumping around....

I just want 2012 to come, so i'll feel more stable, more ready...to move on.

I'll be ready for sowing in december.

It's been so long...Then maybe i will take away a bit of wota, and bring back a bit of me, to give away.

This job seems kinda fun...i just wanna be on the ball....and i want my pay adjustment after confirmation.

ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=┌(￣ ￣)┘


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11024651939.html Wed, 21 Sep 2011 10:43:02 +0900 I don't really care about looks.

Anyway, wota is the most stable, but lately i feel kinda tired, wota only, nothing to maintain why so tiring??

I prefer younger girls, but then again i am very concern abt level of understanding and stability.

Coz i've had enough. That's y i'm wota.

Walking to office. Back in media.


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11024568188.html Wed, 21 Sep 2011 08:55:20 +0900 I should totally start dieting...and sleep early too...

Getting tiring...and why is my face ao round...


iPhoneからの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/kohilist/entry-11024563767.html Wed, 21 Sep 2011 08:51:33 +0900 おは


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