It's been a while, after i wrote this diary last time.

So i have a great news here. Why i decided to wrote this article is because i got a job what i kind of want to do.

i hadn't imagined that i wil get. Cuz recently it's really hard to get a job for people who don't have a experience about that.

but i'm so happy with it. 

And i still have a final interview in a week. that one is great environment I'm sure about that. cuz i took a kind of exam at there. when i took a exam, i did it at the office. so there is workers a lot and i could feel mood what they have. so it was good me and someone who want to work at there. But the job may not be my type. they selling leather goods like leather jacket, shoes, bag and wallet. so i will sell them on online and take a pic of them and then upload on there something like that. That's it. that i will do for that job.

But The job what i want to go is doing same as leather company but they selling another thing And they have another course that will make website, some design and something new. so they said i have a chance to shift to that. i only have a choise that i trust them. if i couldn't shift to that making design or something, i will figure out.

cuz i don't have another choise cuz i have no experience of that like design and fixing photo for ECsite or something. So firstly i will join them and get asome experinece and then go to anothers i guess. haha

at least i will work from Dec so far. but i could choose the company so will make sure.

that's i wanted to write down on this article but i had a lot of thing recently i want to tell you cuz i did't write this in a long time. haha

so i guraduated from school of design on middle of October. i made my Portflio and i had a presentationfor graduation.

and last weekend on 7 and 8th Nov, my frineds who Japanese and i met in Toronto came to My town KYOTO.

i showed them around KYOTO. we went to Arashiyama, Gion and Kiyomizu temple and etc...

i was so happy to see you guys and i am already so sad to see you off.

i hope you guys will be happy and have a great life So do i tho hahahahaha

i can't wait to see you guys again 

we will see each other again for sure

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!

I haven't had special thing recently haha

Nothing special seriously.....

i want a special thing cuz I'm so bored recently even though i go to school.

so i need to find something new.

when i was in Canada, i was always looking for something new like doing braise hair or something like that.

but in Japan, we are being serious about the virus. Always wearing the damn mask so we are thinking its too much

But in fact, we only can do is just wait. and just praying to GOD

I think the reason why we always being tired is because of the CORONA 

okay everyone its time to say good bye to the virus..

SAY IT ROUD"F**k CORONA"

SEE YA

Because i have't taken a class in a long time.

The last time was in Toronto when i went to ESL at WTC i guess.

So recently i'm learning how the design is and how to design.

I'll use illustrator from tomorrow so i'm so exited to use illustrator haha

But i wanna tell you funny thing haha

There is a man who is sitting beside of me, He's always feeling sleepy and almost sleep haha

and my teacher always watching him but he didn't sleep, he is almost haha

when the teacher went to back side, he started sleeping  haha and after the teacher came back, he woke up haha

Anyway, i'm really fun to take a class

so....stay tuned!!!!1

I'm so exhausted today because it was so busy today.

I just worked for 4 hours but i felt like it's 2 hours haha

My dad also said it was busy today

but i felt like oh i'm working right now, To live and work is really difficult because i haven't nothing in a long time since i came back to Japan 

I just studied how to design of graphic and web and studied English something like that haha

I kind of got how to design but its like really basic so i think i still don't know how exactly to graphic 

but that's okay becauuuuuuuuussssssssseeeeeeeeee i passed the exam to go to school hehehehehehe

that's everything that i wanted to say today

Thank you 

Byeeeee

I passed for the exam!!!!!! yayayayayayayayahhhhhh

So that means i can go to school of design of graphic and web

I'm really excited to go to school in 2 weeks and i have to be focus to study 

Because recently i have been bored in a long time hahai had nothing to do for alomost 2months 

i started working day before yesterday tho

Anyway i passed exam to go to school and everyone said congrats so i was happy

But it's just begining for my future so i really have to focus to do everything not to work at YAMATO

It's all for my future. I'm really happy

Sorry for what  i said happy a lot haha

anyway  my dream has started from now 

so just do it !!!!!!

Recently I've heard a lot of negative thing like racism and my friend who haven't talked in a long time said about my career to me, I don't care about what he said tho.

I think it's because i still don't get the result of exam haha

they sent me the result today but i didn't get it yet. i would get that tomorrow i guess

I'm actually really nervours cuz it will be connected with my future haha

i can do that 

And i couldn't focus to study English for IELTS and just vocabulary i didn't feel good about everything. maybe i think i'm staying home too much I might have stress too much 

But you know what... It's just excuse so DO NOT escape from everything 

I have to think positively everything since i read the book made by THELMA AOYAMA called 人生ブルドーザー

She always said positive thing , so do i

It doesn't matter what others said, Do i wanna do, Be who i wanna be, Don't care waht people say

So tomorrow, It will be the next step for my future 

I will be happy always,,,,,,

Thank you

I haven't written this in a long time so i don't know what i should write ....

so today i walk to mountain that is near my house with my granpa and cebu 

we were really tired cuz it was too far haha

My granpa was almost dead haha he always staying at home and sitting on the floor and watching TV so i really worry about him that's why i made him going out side 

but he have back pain, he always look like hurts i felt ike he can't go all the way to the top

And he did!!!!! i was so pround him cuz he was patient to get mountain it was good for him i guess

and my dog also looked like happy because he has't walked for a long 

and i had a important event yesterday haha

i wanna tell you about it.....

i went to school of graphic design to interview to get the class

i always was thinking about what i get a job for graphic design but i don't have any experience about design and skills 

so i gave up to get that job 

First, i have to get a skill of design so i decided to study Design by myself

but it was too hard, it's really difficult.

After that, i was serching any school of design but it take a cost too much it is so expensive 

so i almost gave up to go to the school but someone told me about training of hellowork

so i asked them and then they said there is some training for design 

When i heard it, i was like i hve to get that, i need that!! and I WANNA GET THAT!! 

so i took a interview for that

i felt like i did it i got it but i reaaly worry about it because i have to wait for 1 week.

So my heart is burning up!! haha

but i can do it i can get it 

because i told them waht i'm thinking about design and my thought 

so please god let me go to school and let me get that job in the future please

thank you

have a good day guys!!!  stay strong, stay safe, be happy!!

see ya( ´ ▽ ` )

It actually was fun but we missed a lot haha

First we went grocely store to pick something up but there was no powder to cook takoyaki

we went a lot of store but every store has sold out haha

so we change the way to cook

we watched ONEPIECE 

thats it today hahah 

Thank you!!

今日はちゃんとした感想を言いたかったから日本語で書いた！笑

Today i read a book of Thelma Aoyama called "LIFE IS BULLDOZER"　whole day

i wanted to be honest to write so i will talk in Japanese today. Sorry guys~~~haha

いつもインスタで見ているテルマねーやんの本を買ってみて読んでみた。

最初はどんな感じなんかなって適当に読んでたけど気づいたら5時間たってたww

正直本読むのがかなり苦手で基本的に最初５ページとかで諦めて辞めてたけど、

この本はすぐ話変わるからすごい読みやすかった。読んでいる最中もテルマねーやんって感じ全開で、

笑ったり、真剣な顔になったりですごいのめり込んでいった！！

テレビとかインスタで見てると生まれてきた時からポジティブなんやろなぁ〜って勝手に思ってたけど、

彼女は彼女なりにかなり苦戦して来たんだなって改めて実感したし、すごい尊敬する存在になった。

本読み始める前は、青山テルマとか、テルマって呼んでたけど、知らん間にテルマねーやんって呼んでたわ！！笑

このブログも見られることとかあるんかなー。笑

自分自身もかなり考えすぎるタイプで呼んでて共感できる部分がかなりあって、なんか自分が考えてる事ってかなりちっぽけなんやなって感じました！

僕自身もグラフィックデザイナー兼クリエイターになりたいと思って最近独学で始めました。27歳ですが笑

とかいうてるけど、この本を読んで全然遅くないなって感じたし、なんならまだこれからやんってかなり感じれた。

だからいつかテルマねーやんとお仕事できたらいいなぁデザイン系の！！

僕も周りを笑わせれるような存在になりたいって思ったし、ポジティブでいる事の大切さもかなり学びました！

僕もテルマねーやんに習って、常ポジティブ、人の感謝を忘れない、自分しかできない

感謝を10回言う、家に向かっていって来ますを言うをやりたいと思います！！笑

このブログが本人に届いたらいいなー笑笑

以上、これからも前向きに生きていきましょう！

人生ブルドーザー！！！w

ぶいーーーーーーーーん

Yesterday i went to my grand parents home to bbq

It was fun we talked a lot of thing like serious, funny 

They asked me to drink alchol but i drove to there so i couldn't

After that i felt like drinking with them because they look like happy haha

So i called my mom if she would use the car tomorrow or not

She told me that she doesnt use so i was like Oh i can drink!!

So we drank all night I have't drunk in a long time with them 

And i woke up at 10am today, my mom called to me to make me coming back

after i went back to home i read a book!!!

Thats it!!