https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11751780338.html Fri, 17 Jan 2014 09:59:47 +0900  I was kinda forcing myself..I knew that he was too young for me.He was not ready for a true relationship."No need serious stuff,no need stress.",like that.He has no idea what love is.I think I told him that I`m not that easy person.I was not looking for a just-fun-relationship.I need support and I need someone who needs my support.
 Anyway I`m better off without him. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11656048991.html Mon, 28 Oct 2013 12:38:34 +0900  I`m happy to meet the president,Harada.He is an amazing person,and it`s very happy thing that he likes my personality and accepts me as a human.I was feeling that I got rejected every time I failed job interviews even though I knew it`s not like that.But this time I really admire him and his company,so there is nothing to be sad about for whatever reason.That`s what he decides.All I can do is accept it.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11646997828.html Tue, 22 Oct 2013 09:53:15 +0900  Me in my dream know that I have a bf,but I kissed Koa and tried to get him back for some reason.I felt awkward,still it was comfortable and too real.When he asked me "Do you have a bf?",I said "Yea I have.".But I said I would see him again.He told me it means something though.I knew it of course.When girls were flirting with him,I kept telling myself that I should calm down because he is not mine anymore.Yea,right.
 I`ve gotten along with Scott.He is the best bf ever.He gives me attention and affection I had needed.It`s enough,huh?But why do I not have a dream about him,but Koa?...It`s been 7 months.
 
 
]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11636683812.html Mon, 14 Oct 2013 10:44:06 +0900  So now,there is new conditions I think important:A guy who doesn`t make you disappointed;who is sexy and cute for you;who has a confidence;who doesn`t make you worried or annoyed;who is so sweet and loving;who you feel right.
 I`m in peace now...well,for now.Nobody can tell about the future.But I hope it works. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11614374870.html Sun, 15 Sep 2013 18:04:48 +0900 https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11608452517.html Sat, 07 Sep 2013 08:45:20 +0900 I`m not interested in you at all.So,don`t ever ask me if I missed you.So,I`m not the first person messages.So,I don`t feel anything when you are gone.Don`t tell me that I`m a cold person.This is who I am.I just want you to read careful what I write.And you had better not guess my feelings.You can never read my mind.Do not act like a psychic.I tell you guys...I`m not really interested in you.Don`t give me a shit.

I`ll find someone not like you. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11596810050.html Wed, 21 Aug 2013 11:57:06 +0900  
 Don`t care about trifles.Don`t be jealous.Don`t get mad.

 If I get jealous of someone,all I have to do is be like the someone and obtain what I want.Even if someone said something bad or unreasonable,I don`t show my emotions and manage the problem with smile.Nobody can let me down anymore.I`ll be stronger. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11587123805.html Mon, 05 Aug 2013 23:29:17 +0900  Anyway I`m kinda messed up.I need to be a regular employee.I need to learn Italian by myself.I need to find something.It doesn`t sound that hard.But it`s kinda enough to be depressed about my life.There is a big problem I can`t see..or I might just believe so.
 What will happen?What`s going on with him..I know I need him only when I need him.He said he doesn`t need me,but wants me,but not sure if it explained enough to make me understood.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11585821460.html Sat, 03 Aug 2013 22:55:06 +0900 He was interviewed in front of a camera.
It makes me feel like he is changing gradualy.
Not sure about his mind,but he is persuing his dream apparently.
It kinda hurts me when I realize the guy is not mine anymore.
Not because I still want him.
Just because I cared about him in the past.
]]> https://ameblo.jp/la-diablotine/entry-11583046867.html Tue, 30 Jul 2013 17:36:42 +0900