https://ameblo.jp/ludere/ ブログの説明を入力します。 ja It's me after some months, again!
I had to survive some hardships lately and I had no thought or no second to write a good entry.
Lately I mentioned that I've listened to Kiyoharus new album which is really a masterpiece. Alice is my favourite song by the way.
Walk on the moon, if I remember it right, will be my new life- song. The line "Life is sweet" shall remind me to be glad being alive.

There were two hardships: I've lost my beloved grandfather who was like a father to me and also a great granduncle. It was really scary that two beloved people died within a month.
My granduncle was ill so it was no real surprise, however my grandfather had a heart attack and died with an age of 66. It's really young. He had so many plans and he loved to care of his family. May his soul live wherever in peace because he is worth it.

In university I am a member of a student association where I have some work to do. I really like to have responsebility for different things!
Moreover, I lived with a broken arm for six weeks. It was really difficult.

Ella.

PS: LISTEN TO KIYOHARUS NEW ALBUM "UNDER THE SUN"! IT'S AMAZING!



]]> https://ameblo.jp/ludere/entry-11405983622.html Fri, 16 Nov 2012 20:30:17 +0900 My first thought after listening the whole thing was:

"I want to have sex while listening to this album!!"

Orgasmic!

Ella~ ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ludere/entry-11404714786.html Thu, 15 Nov 2012 03:47:44 +0900

I love them! Now I get my hair done and dress up some nice clothes!


Then I will visit Yuu.

Have a nice day!

Naske. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ludere/entry-11358062456.html Tue, 18 Sep 2012 18:53:09 +0900 My whole August I learned for my exams and I totally forgot to write some entries here!

What changed?
Well, I finished the second semester in civil engineering, I found my love with Pokemon again ( I am playing Saphir), I am wachting some doramas like mad and changed my style (clothing).

I visited some friends in Nuernberg where I had to play "Slenderman" (just google it! It's really fun!). They did not tell me what this game is about so I just started to collect some pages. I had to find eight.
Sounds easy, yes? I walked in a forest in the middle of the night and asked myself: "Why do they want to watch me play this game?"
After the first page I noticed that the music became scarier, it sounded like a slow heartbeat and after the third one it became really frightening. There I asked: "Well, why is there scary music and why the heck shall I search for the pages?"
Then I noticed, after I turned around, a man who's standing next to me without a face and with loooong arms till the ground! This was scary! The music which came with this situation was totally crazy! My poor heart!
All in all I collected five pages. This game was some freaking scary shit! However it is addicting, so I am playing it at home, too.

The day after tomorrow I will drive to Dortmund (a town 300-400 km far away) to celebrate the 65th birthday of someone I don't even know. As far as I know this person is a brother of my granny. Maybe I will post a picture how I will look like!

Stay strong!

Naske. ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ludere/entry-11353920482.html Thu, 13 Sep 2012 21:02:13 +0900

Heading to university, it will be a hard day!!
It is raining in Germany, however I went jogging early. in the morning- I looked like a drowned poodle!!

Today I will watch Kuroyumes DVD, after PGSM!

Guys! Have a nice weekend!

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I am the building master!

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It was a date day!

Android携帯からの投稿 ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ludere/entry-11291222365.html Sun, 01 Jul 2012 01:05:00 +0900
I am afraid of this kind of weather, so my decision.

After I tidied up the flat, I went to my laptop and started to watch "Headache and Dum Reel Inch, 2012.1.13 Live at Nippon Budokan" by Kuroyume.
Lately, I have to admit, I did not feel really well- something disturbed me but I did not know what was wrong with me. My interest with Kuroyume started last October and May 2012 I ordered their DVD, however, it took a long time to arrive: Two months. I am not living in Japan.

Curious, because everyone, who saw their DVD, was amazed, I watched it, noticed, that I suddenly sang anlong the songs and forgot where I was. There were only two songs I did not know [Spazzy Addiction, Walkin' on the edge], I stared at my screen during Hitokis bass solo and became jittery. My legs did not want to stay calm, some strange energy woke up inside my body, inside myself and the bad feeling, which accompanied me some weeks, vanished.

People, watch and enjoy their concert!

Remember I wrote that I did not want to go jogging today?
After "Like A Angel", the last song, I grabbed my clothes and went outside. Jogging. Not 45 minutes like always but 90.. through the thunderstorm, I did not feel my fear against it, I just had some extreme energy which this concert gave me.
I was new born today.
All I want to say is: Thank you.

Besides I understood what disturbed me: I lacked in discipline lately. Now I have enough power to fight against it!
22th of June could be my new "birthday". Soon I will turn 20 (30th of October), let's have nice days till then!



Excuse some gramma mistakes! ]]> https://ameblo.jp/ludere/entry-11284428117.html Fri, 22 Jun 2012 23:01:55 +0900 アメンバー限定公開記事です。 https://ameblo.jp/ludere/amemberentry-11277512578.html Thu, 14 Jun 2012 14:08:00 +0900