He asked me that " What is your plan after your graduation?"

I answered honestly,

" I ve dreamed to become a developmet consultant or a agent of JICA.

Recently however, I ve just thought there might be a ideal job for me cuz I think

Im not so high capable for interenational cooperation job."

He gave me some advice.

I think its really difficult to extend "Who I am" to the person who

doesn's to know "who I am".

I know the reason why.

I think Im changing my self each time I face to each person.

This is my weak point.

I should show firm "MYSELF" to the people.

This my weak point avoid me to be open to a good advice.

It is scare to go out into the world.

I want to stay myself now.

Im young

Im weak

Im optimistic.

But

I beleave time will make me grown.

I beleave even such a pitty distress must be a fortune.

I beleave life goes on .

I need a time to think of myself.

Thre is an answer only inside of me.

It is a true path to do what I really want to do.